Description
[Surviving the pain]
All of This (None of This is Real)
Slightly uncertain, a great change takes hold,
How long, where from, when all of this is told?
Nothing's left to straddle empty wishes,
It's not a choice, when pain strikes and swishes,
Destroying all in it's wake, spirit crushed,
Optimism haloed - fades - winter-hushed,
Cumulo-induced stuper-stealing-action,
Wincing sights witness sore-eyed contraction,
In numb-roll of thunderous shock and shoal -
Unable to drown sorrows or save my Soul.
The dampener of Heaven opening a door,
To hell I say unwanted gift's done for;
Steering wheel impervious and un-changed,
Running away with a landscape estranged,
Cherished of yore, re-acquainted for now,
Ideologies lusted through Ash bough,
Softly-spoken Winter light so pronounced,
Unforgettably unable to renounce;
Decadian reunification,
With a temporary liberation.
Then the Sun appears, eventide within,
Pleasure-seeker mindset Heaven begin,
Sensory fanaticism for real,
Culminating with a Spring-like zeal,
Scatter clouds their gloomy spell now broken,
Making-up for lost time calmly-spoken,
Inter-woven lands, imagery still stands,
Sanctuary of escapism withstands,
Four Season's a lifetime repeating years,
Dream the life that seeks to allay one's fears.
Β©Daniel Brooks-Laurent
8 February, 2014
Credit to the German (Sauerland), landscape in the photo, and to Stealing Axion's music for getting me through many a difficult day of spinal pain.