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I have removed this story, as i have moved on and don't wish for such an intimate time in my life to be so public anymore.
Many thanks to all the well wishers up till now, and those that have expressed sympathy.
Very much appreciated.
`artoxicated
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You should write a short story, or tell the story to a writer and have them write it. You wouldn't have to give your real name, just your first name or a fake one. this is a beautiful, simple little heart felt story. I think everyone should hear this story about brief, pure, innocent love
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im so sorry about Mikey... god, first love, that must've been awful to lose him... rock in peace, mikey...
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D: omg, my heart crumpled and dropped like a leaf in fall.
cancer is bad, it is.
I went through it.
It's so sad they caught it late.
*snuggles*
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Oh god!!! That made me sob hysterically!! I'm typing through tears!
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When I first saw this picture, I thought it was Reese from Malcom in the Middle.
Anywho,
I cannot believe this. This is just... Oh my god.
None of these people know how you feel, and none of them ever will. Nobody on this planet has the slightest idea what you shared with Mikey. This is the most amazing story I have heard in my entire life, and I will never forget it. You are an angel, and I mean that. You gave this boy something nobody else on this planet could ever give him. You gave him the most sincere, genuine love anyone could ever possibly receive. You made those three months the best months of his life. I garantee it. Your love was quite possibly the strongest love that there has ever been aside from that of Christ himself. You are amazing, just amazing. Words do not exist to describe how I feel about this, but I want you to know that I am making a memorial in honor of your relationship. Don't worry, I keep these in the middle of the woods where nobody can see them except those who watch from Heaven. When it's finished, I'll take a picture. But they do take a long time to decorate. You are the strongest, most amazing person I have ever encountered. And I'm sure that Mikey feels the same way. Just remember that you were his entire life in the time before he died. That makes you his most prized posession. This has me in awe to this moment.
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I'm terribly sorry that this had happened! right now, he's probably waiting for you in heaven. It's great that you two spent his last days together, something both of you will hold most dearly. [link]
Anguish
RIP Mikey
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i find this sad........touching.......and beautiful.......thanx for sharing
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I don't think I 've read anything on the internet thats hit me that hard. D:
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Thats amazing.. i started crying.
Im so sorry he died...
-sniffles-
oh god
;~;
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wow. this literally brought tears to my eyes.
it's amazing how something so tragic can be made into something so beautiful by art.
he was very gorgeous, and i am sure he is still just as gorgeous.
i admire how you were able to handle such a tragedy like that at such a young age.
best of luck to you, and beautiful job retelling your story.
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I totally just cried.
Thanks for sharing.
You'll see him again
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wow. what a sad story. nice to know you had closure with him and everything.
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oh my word, that is so beautiful. I feel your sorrow for the loss of your truely loved one. It brought a tear to my eye and a warmth unbelievingly strong in my heart.
I am touched forever.
Many blessings to you.
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Omg i know how you feel. Well not entirely, but i know the lose. My first bf died, but not from cancer. He had brain issues. It sucked, i was at school when it happened. so i didnt even get to see him before, the night before his death his mom said he didnt want anyone to see him and the next day at school my teacher told me he has passed in his sleep that night. It makes me cry to this day and i keep all my pictures of him and me and his memorial thing next to my bed. I'm sorry for your loss. But now he is with the angels, and he's watching u. I wouldnt be suprized if hes staring down on u right now, plus hes always in ur heart and always will be. 
~Ashley <3
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ohh.... thats so sad, i dont know what i would have done if i lost someone so close to me. i know that i would find it hard to do anything really... wow ...
i cried :.(
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You are a really beautiful person, and so strong for sharing that, what a beautiful love story, What beautiful people, thank you. I hope everyone has that kind of a love some time in their lives.
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wow. that's really sad...
his hair could take an eye out...he's cute though...
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this really made me cry..
best wishes to you. from the heart.
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It was a very brave thing you did, posting this. You always remember your first love, regardless of the ending (and I'm sorry yours was so tragic).
Lots of hugs and happy thoughts towards you.
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Love and lost. Love and lost. Why did oyu have experience both with the same person?
I'm srry you had the lose him, but at the same time, i'm happy you found the happiness you did.
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I'm sorry for your loss. I usualy dont cry but this story...
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I'm sorry about mikey.
But i'm glad that you could have that time with him.
I love this and i'm sure he is smiling right now.
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i'd love to see a full length version of the story, i loved it.
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I don't know you and probably never will but know that I love you for what you have gone through, who you are, and that you can share such a heart breaking yet inspiring story with me in one of my darkest times...you are an Angel.
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i want to cry now that is such a beautiful story thank you for sharing it
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I'm so sorry, but I'm happy that the two of you got to be together.
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im so sorry, this was the first time ive decided to read such a long artist comment, and its so sad,good thing u r happy again
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aw, sweetie, i'm sorry ):
what you two had sounded beautiful.
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that was the most beautiful, interesting, sad, and emotional thing i have read in a long time
ur my hero
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Oh my. I can't imagine how that must have hurt. But I suppose that you should be happy for the time you did get to spend with him in love. I'm am sorry for your loss, but I am happy for your joy. I do not know what religeon you are, but, I suppose in my mind, I think that God will smile when you all take hands again.
Be at peace my friend.
Sincerely, a gay American.
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Hello, My name is Max. I am Gay, from Russia. Let me tell you some words. Many people say "I`m sorry " But i`ll say: be happy, remember Michael as he was. Please Know He is always with you! Be happy...
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I'm sorry about what happened. I would go insane if I lost my boyfriend. Specially since were almost at our 2 year point (three more months!)
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it seems that "sympathy is diluted by two-thirds when it arrives over the Internet transom" but i hope you accept my condolences. i am terribly sorry for your loss.
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Made me cry
I love the way you write about him, it's so beautiful..
I've got goosebumps..
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oh wow thats so sad but i think ive seen this picture they use it for the schools photo backrounds to show the colors
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Awww that's so sad I'm so sorry :[
Haha...I clicked that picture cause I thought that looks like a dude someone would love and I wanted to read the caption.
Didin't disappoint me at all :]
I'm seriously about to cry that's so sad and cute!!
And it's cool that your open about it :]
this is a really cute sotry and I'de totally love to hear the rest if you ever want to tell the whole thing or get bored!
roxykitty14@hotmail.com.
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omg *cries* i thought i had it hard because my love had to go away for a year. this is the saddest thing ive ever heard. how the HELL are you so strong?? someting like that would kill me....atleast he was your 1st..and who knows mayve you'll be reunited in another life.
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