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4/14/08

For every single night,
My very heart cries out in vain
Like the wolf that is in pain,
I cry out my entire heart out in the moonlight,
Asking myself "Why is it that certain things in life have
To believe in fake hope ?"
"Hope that never existed",
Howling out at the full moon in anger,
Just like the beast that I am,
I cannot help myself but feel this way,
But let this caged animal in me to be let out,
Since it has been weeping for so long,
Just enough for God not know anymore,
So please I pray,
"Do not let me keep falling and falling,
Especially for my tears that keep raining down
To the ground,
My own place to hide is beginning to flood!"
So please someone come get me out of here !
I do not want to suffer any longer,
I already had a long enough fight with despair,
But I am not ready to give up just yet,
Because I do not want to lose,
Especially when it comes to finding my solace
At long last,
Please somebody come find me,
To just give me enough of a kick in the pants !
So I can find my confidence once again,
So I can finally win in this desperate battle of mine
For my freedom in which that I've been longing for,
I look high up at the full silver moon,
In the belief that this will lift soon,
Only a while longer that I was told
To continue holding on,
Even with my memories of a loved one,
Despite the fact that it is nothing but a mere fragment,
It is just enough to let me live
And to know that there's yet a reason for me to keep
Battling in this frustrating battle of mine,
In which is hard to say who will win,
But I know that there's some people out there
That I know
That believe that I "will" win in this long fought battle,
So please someone just tell me something
That is just enough to give me back
My full confidence and encouragement once again,
So I can use my will to overpower the ones involved
In this sorrowful battle,
I will keep crying and howling a song
For as long this battle is still going on.

Description
4/14/08

For every single night,
My very heart cries out in vain
Like the wolf that is in pain,
I cry out my entire heart out in the moonlight,
Asking myself "Why is it that certain things in life have
To believe in fake hope ?"
"Hope that never existed",
Howling out at the full moon in anger,
Just like the beast that I am,
I cannot help myself but feel this way,
But let this caged animal in me to be let out,
Since it has been weeping for so long,
Just enough for God not know anymore,
So please I pray,
"Do not let me keep falling and falling,
Especially for my tears that keep raining down
To the ground,
My own place to hide is beginning to flood!"
So please someone come get me out of here !
I do not want to suffer any longer,
I already had a long enough fight with despair,
But I am not ready to give up just yet,
Because I do not want to lose,
Especially when it comes to finding my solace
At long last,
Please somebody come find me,
To just give me enough of a kick in the pants !
So I can find my confidence once again,
So I can finally win in this desperate battle of mine
For my freedom in which that I've been longing for,
I look high up at the full silver moon,
In the belief that this will lift soon,
Only a while longer that I was told
To continue holding on,
Even with my memories of a loved one,
Despite the fact that it is nothing but a mere fragment,
It is just enough to let me live
And to know that there's yet a reason for me to keep
Battling in this frustrating battle of mine,
In which is hard to say who will win,
But I know that there's some people out there
That I know
That believe that I "will" win in this long fought battle,
So please someone just tell me something
That is just enough to give me back
My full confidence and encouragement once again,
So I can use my will to overpower the ones involved
In this sorrowful battle,
I will keep crying and howling a song
For as long this battle is still going on.