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I met Jenna in the second grade and ever since then I've loved her. I moved away from her but I never forgot about her, I wished and prayed that I would see her again for years. Then I had to move back to Virginia, and I admit at first I hated it. I didn't want to move away from my family and friends in Alabama. I lost hope that I would see Jenna again, but after being at job I hated for a year, I finally saw her again.

She recognized me and I'm embarrassed to say I didn't realize it was her until she left. I thought I had blown my chance, but then her mother came in the store I was working at and started a friendship with me. Jenna I found out was going to have a son, I felt my heart sink at first because I thought she was married but not long after I discovered that the father of her child didn't treat her right. I then wanted to reconnect with her but I admit she was more beautiful then I remembered and I was self conscious of myself and thought that was no way she'd even consider being with me. When her son Emmett was born and I saw him, I wanted to help Jenna and her son out.

I love both Jenna and Emmett with all my heart, and want to make them as happy as I can. I don't wish to replace anyone, I just want them to be in my life. Jenna is now pregnant again, with a child of someone else who treated her badly by my understanding. I now want to help her and care for her as much as I possibly can, It hurts how much I care for her, I don't know what her feelings are towards me, I finally told her and that's how I learned about the stuff she's going through now. I'm afraid I've messed my chances up by telling her, I didn't know about what she was going through.

Had I known I would have waited a bit. I've never cared for anyone this much before, I'm not after anything sexual. I want to be with her to care for her and be there for her when she's sad, sick, or going through something. I just wish I could show her I'm not after her for her looks, or body. I want to with her because she is the most amazing person I ever met, she's so strong and brave and not afraid to speak her mind. I will always love her, no matter how she feels about me.

I know God sent her back in my life for a reason, I don't know what that reason is, but I will never stop caring and loving her. Even if she doesn't love me back, I want her and her children to be happy, treated right and loved. I don't have to a famous artist, I don't have to be the next Michelangelo, I just want Jenna Burke to be happy and loved. Every night I hope and I pray to God that he'll give me a chance with her, I've screwed up a lot in my life and don't deserve to even know her. I'll do anything for her and her kids, I'd through hell and back for them.

I don't know if she'll ever read this, but I just want her know how much I care. I may be a fool, but if I'm a fool for loving and caring for someone, then so be it. Alright, I'm done. Sorry for my terrible writing. That's why I'm an artist.

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I met Jenna in the second grade and ever since then I've loved her. I moved away from her but I never forgot about her, I wished and prayed that I would see her again for years. Then I had to move back to Virginia, and I admit at first I hated it. I didn't want to move away from my family and friends in Alabama. I lost hope that I would see Jenna again, but after being at job I hated for a year, I finally saw her again.

She recognized me and I'm embarrassed to say I didn't realize it was her until she left. I thought I had blown my chance, but then her mother came in the store I was working at and started a friendship with me. Jenna I found out was going to have a son, I felt my heart sink at first because I thought she was married but not long after I discovered that the father of her child didn't treat her right. I then wanted to reconnect with her but I admit she was more beautiful then I remembered and I was self conscious of myself and thought that was no way she'd even consider being with me. When her son Emmett was born and I saw him, I wanted to help Jenna and her son out.

I love both Jenna and Emmett with all my heart, and want to make them as happy as I can. I don't wish to replace anyone, I just want them to be in my life. Jenna is now pregnant again, with a child of someone else who treated her badly by my understanding. I now want to help her and care for her as much as I possibly can, It hurts how much I care for her, I don't know what her feelings are towards me, I finally told her and that's how I learned about the stuff she's going through now. I'm afraid I've messed my chances up by telling her, I didn't know about what she was going through.

Had I known I would have waited a bit. I've never cared for anyone this much before, I'm not after anything sexual. I want to be with her to care for her and be there for her when she's sad, sick, or going through something. I just wish I could show her I'm not after her for her looks, or body. I want to with her because she is the most amazing person I ever met, she's so strong and brave and not afraid to speak her mind. I will always love her, no matter how she feels about me.

I know God sent her back in my life for a reason, I don't know what that reason is, but I will never stop caring and loving her. Even if she doesn't love me back, I want her and her children to be happy, treated right and loved. I don't have to a famous artist, I don't have to be the next Michelangelo, I just want Jenna Burke to be happy and loved. Every night I hope and I pray to God that he'll give me a chance with her, I've screwed up a lot in my life and don't deserve to even know her. I'll do anything for her and her kids, I'd through hell and back for them.

I don't know if she'll ever read this, but I just want her know how much I care. I may be a fool, but if I'm a fool for loving and caring for someone, then so be it. Alright, I'm done. Sorry for my terrible writing. That's why I'm an artist.