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Published: 2007-08-07 23:40:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 34; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description Have you ever been driving and see lights in the mirror?
Have you ever sworn those lights following you?
Do you know what its like to feel like the world is always out to get you?

This paranoia is tarring me apart inside,
Everything and everyone is out to get me,
THE WORLD IS AFTER ME!!

I have been used to the breaking point,
I look in the mirror, and see my greatest enemy,
I tare my happiness down with theses thoughts in my head.

Have you ever known a love so pure,
   That it makes life worth living again?
Now, do you know what its like to fear her using you,
   Or fear she loves another?

This paranoia threatens to take away all I know and love,
This paranoia hurts the one I love with all my thoughts I think,
I only wish to love and trust, but my mind won't let that come to pass.

Have you ever looked into your parent’s eyes,
Have you ever feared there using you too,
Do you know what it feels like, to have your family betray you?

Have you ever looked into a Childs eyes,
   And seen fear of the world,
Have you ever saw a child that thinks the world is after them,
Do you know what its like, to be only three, and think everyone’s using you?

© Jonathon William Dell
‘Black Hearted Poet.’
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Comments: 3

princessAdair [2007-08-07 23:53:59 +0000 UTC]

i feel like that when im in the car, and when im completely alone.

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deadstilltalk In reply to princessAdair [2007-08-08 00:37:54 +0000 UTC]

I hate the feeling... It can ruin the best of days

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princessAdair In reply to deadstilltalk [2007-08-08 02:51:08 +0000 UTC]

hell yes, it can

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