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DeliriousGray — fuck my judgment part 2 [vent, TW: swearing, hate]

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Published: 2024-05-14 03:49:01 +0000 UTC; Views: 879; Favourites: 6; Downloads: 0
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Description So this might be the rage talking, but please don’t associate with EchoFeral . They’re a liar and an art thief, and they’ll play with your emotions like a damn dog toy.

They blocked me instead of listening to reason, so Icistars is probably going to end up blocking me, too, but I’m so fucking done. If you’re not going to do yourself a fucking favor and give an artist the credit they deserve, you need to stop posting. It’s just ridiculous that Echo wasn’t willing to do such a small task as that.

I cannot STAND people that won’t listen to a damn word that comes out of my mouth, and it’s even worse in this case considering that they tried to fucking guilt trip me. This is going to sound really stupid and cheesy, but if there’s anything you don’t do to me, it’s fuck with my emotions. I’ve been to hell and back more times than I can count, so many times that I can’t even go to fucking therapy because I’m convinced all the therapist is going to do is judge me. So in conjunction, let this be a warning.

It’s also the fact that I exposed my self as a tracer a thousand fucking times—I put myself out there on a website that would have my fucking head if I ever posted something traced up here, and they just kept lying to me anyway. Yeah, I was a fucking tracer. That’s why I never post any of my art, because it’s all traced. I feel insanely guilty about it, and it’s part of the reason I value my art so much now. I realized that what I was doing was wrong and I made up my mind to fix it—instead of tracing, I took inspiration and eventually, over the course of six or seven years, built up my own style. The fact that someone would just throw that all aside makes me want to just burn it all.

God, I can’t fucking tell you how much I just want to throw my damn iPad out the window right now. I know it’s excessive, but I’m pissed.

It honestly makes me mad that Echo won’t see this but I know I just need to get over myself and move on, but I’m asking that if anyone sees any of my art going up on their profile, traced or otherwise, that you let me know, and the same goes for any posts they make to tear me down: again, it’s fucking ridiculous that someone their age can’t act like it. To be honest, DM’ing them was like talking to a damn bot.

Idk what I’m going to do now…I was going to get back to drawing tanks for a while since it’s something to take my mind off of shit for a few days, but I honestly might just take another short hiatus. I just feel so toyed with that I don’t know what the hell to think of myself right now, and it’s messing with my head.

I’m sorry to anyone I didn’t believe at first: I feel so stupid after falling for Echo’s stupid shit, and I really hope they get what they deserve for their theft and making me fell like a fucking idiot.

And to anyone who got this far, thanks for reading, I’m sorry for all the strong language and hate, and I hope you enjoy your day/night. ☺️
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Strunahzoor [2024-05-14 10:28:40 +0000 UTC]

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