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Description The early morning sunlight warmed the old healer's fur on her mouth a dead hare swinged side to side synchronized with the she-wolf movement. She had been out hunting though she couldn't bring down big prey by herself she still could catch smaller things ,ohhh If that young black she-wolf wasn't out! She sighted, was the use? Zarahalt was a free wolf and her wound healed pretty quick to the light colored she-wolf surpirse she couldn't just bossing her around like she were a yearling! but hell . . . her help sure had been useful to brougth something bigger than just an hare.
" Phoebe? I'm here. . . " She called her daughter but no response came by, the healer thought she was just sleeping after all she came to her in a such bad condition a bit of rest sure would made her feel better.However she needed to check her up, dropping the hare near the entrance Inanna approached Phoebe her still figure softly laid on a dry moss bed , the bitter scent of the plants cautously arranged in the smaller holes of the cave covered another scent who was blowing by ,her own's daughter one. Inanna pushed her muzzle agaisnt the reddish she-wolf neck, reaching for the arteries which feeded the brain she hold her nose pressed but not pulsation could be sense . .maybe she have to push a little futher and so she did but yet no pulse could be found. , Oh ..  that's bad . .Inanna shifted to the other side pressing it,Phoebe's thick pelt entered throught her nostrils tickling Inanna but she persisted in her push . . nothing.

"No,No No The muscles are so thick maybe.. . maybe the arteries were down deep to reach them yes,.. that's it" She lowered her head to Phoebe's chest,It was quiet and no movement could be seen, Inanna tried her best to deceive herself Phoebe couldn't be  . .. not she couldn't!! Maybe she was so relaxed that her breath could be barely noticiable but then when she checked her daughter's gums they were bluish a clear sing that not enough blood were flowing to the arteries she insisted to push, If not blood were going to the brain then . . ."Phoebe!!" She cried out shaking her daughter's limp and cooling body in desesperation, again Inanna found herself in the same page as in her past triying to revive her pup just like she did with her first litter but this time the pup had lived long enough to leave memories on her.

She keep shaking for what It seemed hours but no sing of live sparked on Phoebe's face,her life had left her after Inanna's left for hunting. Her body couldn't take it anymore she had received the treatment too late, the infection already went futher than Inanna believed weakening her and so she was deliever from her suffering when her heart choosen to not beat anymore. A silent heart attack took Phoebe's life away during her sleep , a sweet and gentle death embranced her body without a chance of saying goodbye to those beloved ones,not even her mated who removed earth and sky to find her on Aryn territory tought he didn't know it during her soporific status her memories slowly came back to her, again she could remember how they grew to love each other, when she whelped her pups with the help of Aphrodi and Siobhan and her last words to Veron before he disappeared but all those memories faded with her . . .

"WAKE UP!!" Inanna's screams echoed through  the rock walls of her den.Her desperate voice was giving up but she keept going  regardless of the lack of response of the reddish female her eyes barely able to stay open holding her tears in their ducts. When she realized that Phoebe wouldn't wake she give up shaking her motionless body dropping her softly back to her mossy bedding , she curled around her deceased daughter's body pressing her body agaisnt her embracing the mortal remains of her former pup still holding her tears back until her eyes were so tired that she couldn't do anymore but to let them go rolling through her fluffy cheeks to end falling from her chin to her daughter's neck, watering with each tear. 

It took Inanna hours to began to accept her daugher's dead , she reminded the Havir ritual for the corpses but the sea was far away from her reach to carry her on not to mention bodies went rotten when exposed to the elements. After thinking for some minutes Inanna had a plan, she slipped under Phoebe's cold and limp body with the help of her own teeths she ensured her daughter's body won't fall when she raised hers.Inanna left her den trotting to the nearest river , she knew rivers ended on the ocean althought It could last hours and days for the water to reach Its end though It wasn't the same ritual Inanna hoped that their parallelism helped Phoebe to go to the sea before the next morning when It was supposedly that Havirians souls were taken to paradise. Inanna's wasn't a strong believer on her birth pack religion but with Phoebe's dead she began to doubt her own beliefs  . . . an heart attack took her dauther just when she tainted her grandaughter mind with the outsides of Havir and their wide variaty of possibilities, What If the gods were punishment her again? A chill ran throught her spine at the thought of them .  .. . 


Inanna's ear twiched at the sound of rushing water, she knew what to do and without second thought she threw Phoebe's corpse to the wild waters watching as she was quickly engulfed by them . . . she stood, looking blankly at the river stream wondering If the Gods would accept her . . . . .and what she would have to say to the blind male and Eidara. Before turning away a deep sorrowful howl scaped from her lips telling those nearby her loss..


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First sorry for my bad writting Uu . . second this is Phoebe's exit picture, I know I will dissapoint some people for choosing this option D: but I thought It would made sense, her wound had been untreated for long than expected and tought It was healed just before this picture It was already too late the bacterias didn't accomplish to reach the blood or any important organ at all but the battle, the strugled that her own body had to face to avoid futher sepsis just overtake her and so she died peacefully during her sleep.

Edited a hurray for Inanna logical sense(?) she threw her daughter to the river in hopes the body reaches the sea before the sun rise the next morning, even tough she doesn't believe (or at least before this event) in Havir's religion she respects that Phoebe did and sure she would want to recieve the same "ritual" when they dead.Tama has a wider explanation of the ritual xd to those who might not understadnd the last paragraphs.


Inanna and Phoebe are mine

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Comments: 16

Wildfire-Tama [2015-08-15 23:23:36 +0000 UTC]

 

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to Wildfire-Tama [2015-08-28 23:04:46 +0000 UTC]

I know D: . .. she is in a better place now

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EternalUniverse1 [2015-08-11 03:45:50 +0000 UTC]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
Poor baby.

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to EternalUniverse1 [2015-08-15 13:55:56 +0000 UTC]

I know D: but she was too sick her body couldn't handle the battle anymore.

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LittleRed06 [2015-08-06 19:09:54 +0000 UTC]

No...no god no!!!

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to LittleRed06 [2015-08-07 16:27:40 +0000 UTC]

It was too late for her.

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florafudou [2015-08-06 17:19:03 +0000 UTC]

Noooo! So sad D':

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to florafudou [2015-08-07 16:27:23 +0000 UTC]

D': I know.

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LESter66 [2015-08-06 17:13:03 +0000 UTC]

PHOEBE NOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo!  This is so sad!    Poor girl.  Havir will miss her!

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to LESter66 [2015-08-07 16:19:08 +0000 UTC]

I know, at least her body is heading to the sea tough I don't know How Fallon would take the news

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Zoketi [2015-08-06 16:41:43 +0000 UTC]

;n; Aw nooo!
Beautiful story and picture. <3

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to Zoketi [2015-08-07 16:18:08 +0000 UTC]

rest in peace ;n; 
Thanks n_n

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switt [2015-08-06 15:55:21 +0000 UTC]

Aww poor Phoebe! D:

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to switt [2015-08-07 16:17:35 +0000 UTC]

Poor girl her body couldn't take it anymore D:. 

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Tazihound [2015-08-06 15:48:29 +0000 UTC]

D; Nooo I'm so sad She was such a beautiful character. I am glad at least that she died peacefully, I feel so bad for Inanna and Fallon!

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Densetsu-Blood In reply to Tazihound [2015-08-07 16:17:11 +0000 UTC]

D: yeah at least she died without pain and oh I fear Fallon would take the news worse than Inanna

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