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Living-with-aliens [2010-10-16 05:53:11 +0000 UTC]

Running away won't solve anything, it's best to man up and face the problem head on, no matter how hard it is. There's always a way to solve it.
Hiding away the wrong won't change anything in the world.

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XxVeroinxX [2010-10-13 08:19:46 +0000 UTC]

I think it's better to solve your problems than to run away..
Cause the weed doesn't solve your problems..just help you ignore them.They will wait for you right there if you won't take care of them.

And please be careful with the weed....it's not THAT healthy.

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sijaw [2010-07-04 05:57:26 +0000 UTC]

that's why i'm addicted to energy drinks. cause i'll get hyper on them and i can forget, or at least stop thinking and stop caring.

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orangepopper [2010-06-16 04:50:26 +0000 UTC]

same here, ST

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kaelarkabei [2010-05-20 05:13:14 +0000 UTC]

This is why I only watch my friends get high. I am terrified that it will be too easy for me to get into the routine of avoidance.

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X-My-Sacrifice-X [2010-04-25 02:35:14 +0000 UTC]

Mmm it works, its good.

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Otterbane [2010-04-02 04:12:48 +0000 UTC]

Problem: You'll end up being able to 'not think' when you actually NEED to.


Sorry ST, not on your side here with stupid decisions.

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Ivory-Buttons [2010-03-18 01:00:27 +0000 UTC]

When i used to smoke up it was because i laughed
"When i do, i just laugh and laugh and laugh, even though everything is wrong, wrong ,wrong"

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MissMalin [2010-02-25 12:04:28 +0000 UTC]

HIGH five for that one ^^^^^^^^

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TheRedOnesMakeMeFly [2009-12-01 00:25:42 +0000 UTC]

amen!

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mandiocaStudio [2009-11-30 22:31:26 +0000 UTC]

I found this some days ago and I can't agree more Hope it helped you like it did to me.

I think psychedelics play a major part in what we do, but having said that, I feel that if somebody`s going to experiment with those things they really need to educate themselves about them. People just taking the chemicals and diving in without having any kind of preparation about what they`re about to experience tend to have no frame of reference, so they`re missing everything flying by and all these new perspectives. It`s just a waste. They reach a little bit of spiritual enlightenment, but they end up going, `Well, now I need that drug to get back there again.` The trick is to use the drugs once to get there, and maybe spend the next ten years trying to get back there without the drug.

(Maynard James Keenan)

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ladyfuchsia416 In reply to mandiocaStudio [2010-07-09 06:59:17 +0000 UTC]

i agree i did so much research about side effects, dangers, warnings, and precautions before trying ecstasy. i knew what to expect and i was with people i trust. some hardcore drugs people should never try, but other things, like weed, is perfectly fine on occasion. its when you have to rely on drugs to be happy, then theres a problem.

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x-x-sakura-x-x [2009-11-29 21:53:03 +0000 UTC]

If anyone does smoke cannabis or would like to try it, please read my comment.

First off, if you are smoking weed [or wanna go try it] please be aware of all the consequences. It can lead to mental health issues. You may not believe this if you've smoked it for a couple of years, but it could hit you a decade later. Be aware of the symptoms, of the dangers, of your environment. Only then, do it.

Please also be aware that I don't mean this judgementally. I do it occasionally, in a recreational way, sometimes every weekend, sometimes less, and I never usually have more than one joint to myself.

Also, please remember that cannabis is the gateway drug. This means, once you are a regular user of cannabis, you are more likely to try [and then become addicted to] other and harder drugs.

Please believe me. My boyfriend, after his first eighth [twenty pounds worth, or eight joints worth] had an awful comedown as it was a powerful strain of weed. A week later on the 8th of may, a year ago, he attempted suicide, as he was already battling an underlying issue that was saddening him, and the comedown was obviously intensified by this [or the other way around w/e]. A week after, something that affeted his childhood came back - with a vengence! [Can I get a dun-dun-dun!?]

Anyways, it was schizophrenic psychosis much more intensified. Obviously, this is a very extreme case, but it can happen. I just want to urge you all to be aware.

Also, he has now tried Salvia [a smokeable hallucinogenic, similar to LSD in effect but not in compound, and lasts for a much shorter time. Also legal.] and cocaine. I am afraid for him.

I told him I would leave if he continued to go past alcohol and cannabis. Truth is I'll stand by him if he was on all the drugs. Just to take care of him.

Take care of yourselves, guys, as well as you ST. Because you may or may not know that people love you.

They freakin' do. And they freakin' hurt, worry, constantly. So look out for yourselves and us, the people who are worrying.

Thanks for reading guys. <3

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Claaiiireee In reply to x-x-sakura-x-x [2011-03-23 13:13:24 +0000 UTC]

If you're rolling 20 pounds of weed into 8 joints...I'd love to have at least one of those big ass joints.

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x-x-sakura-x-x In reply to Claaiiireee [2011-04-11 10:15:32 +0000 UTC]

They are quite big ass. Bags even have their own title of "Fat Fucking Bags!"

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Fluffybox In reply to x-x-sakura-x-x [2009-12-01 19:13:15 +0000 UTC]

I have to argue that it's been proven that cannabis doesn't cause schizophrenia, it's been proven.

Investigators at the Keele University Medical School in Britain compared trends in marijuana use and incidences of schizophrenia in the United Kingdom from 1996 to 2005. Researchers reported that the "incidence and prevalence of schizophrenia and psychoses were either stable or declining" during this period, even the use of cannabis among the general population was rising.

:/ It was most likely something else, not cannabis.

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x-x-sakura-x-x In reply to Fluffybox [2009-12-02 13:26:57 +0000 UTC]

Maybe in this case, but there are several approaches to psychopathology and it all depends on which you look at. The most popular looks into neurotransmitters in the brain where the levels of hormones take place. They have found that there are correlations with schizophrenics and they have a high level of a hormone called dopamine. Dopamine is increased while on pot, and that is where they got that from. I have a friend in Keele, btw, lol xD

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Fluffybox In reply to x-x-sakura-x-x [2009-12-02 16:04:28 +0000 UTC]

This is true, and there maybe some cases like anything with drugs, but it's still a very slim thing.

If anything though, the Salvia and anything OTHER then cannabis would have triggered the schizophrenia above anything else. Salvia and LSD can trigger and create disorders fairly easily.

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x-x-sakura-x-x In reply to Fluffybox [2009-12-03 13:42:07 +0000 UTC]

yeah, they can, I agree with that, but the only drug he did was cannabis. I think you only get this kind of thing if you already have the trigger to pull.

So if you don't have a trigger, then cannabis can't pull it.

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kinky-angel In reply to x-x-sakura-x-x [2009-11-30 05:14:15 +0000 UTC]

I want to argue a little bit with the "gateway" drug part. People who have the drive and desire to do hard drugs will, and people who don't will not. I've smoked for a while now, and I've been offered shrooms, salvia, cocaine, and other such things. But I will not touch them. It's the person, not the drug.

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x-x-sakura-x-x In reply to kinky-angel [2009-12-02 13:28:21 +0000 UTC]

Of course it is the person. For example I am a weak person - I said yes to smoking, and now can't quit, I don't have the will for it. It is because of this that I am scared to move on with drgs, because I know that I will get hooked. Some people don't realise this. I believe weed is the gateway drug as it has been called by many researchers and doctors, but it's all a matter of opinion ^^

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ShadowNeko13 [2009-11-29 02:43:05 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes all you want to do is turn off your brain. I can relate to this.

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TookaChan [2009-11-28 23:48:54 +0000 UTC]

ST...me too. I don't smoke very much (I live kinda far from the people I do it with), but I love how it makes me feel.

I can just relax and I don't have to think about anything. It's amazing. <3

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taylorcakes [2009-11-28 22:51:23 +0000 UTC]

I really want to try weed, but there's no way I can, at the moment. :/

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theclarabellafaire [2009-11-28 22:11:40 +0000 UTC]

Weird. I'm the opposite. I'm clear and focused and a better worker... smokin weed every few hours. it's saved my damn life.

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encouraged [2009-11-28 18:31:10 +0000 UTC]

ican relate

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Soulkipper [2009-11-28 17:13:02 +0000 UTC]

ST, you rule! If everyone smoked pot once a day, there would be no wars

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truepenny In reply to Soulkipper [2009-11-28 18:07:24 +0000 UTC]

Haha. I'm just picturing this.

"Hey, man, let's go fight those guys."
"Yeah! Let's!"
Pause.
"You wanna order pizza instead?"

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Soulkipper In reply to truepenny [2009-11-29 13:31:10 +0000 UTC]

AHAHAHAH right in the middle of the war!

"Pizza?!? that was last time!"
"Hey guys!, stop fighting for a while and come here!"
"I'm gonna roll my splif for yah, while you decide pizza or taco..." xD

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kinky-angel In reply to truepenny [2009-11-29 00:31:05 +0000 UTC]

Lol. I've done that before!!

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gaarakamaru [2009-11-28 15:29:55 +0000 UTC]

I find that just putting on some loud invasive music that doesn't mean much to you and letting your mind go blank is good enough to let go of your thoughts.

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aranneaa [2009-11-28 14:10:03 +0000 UTC]

I know right

God I love that feeling

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SilentReflections [2009-11-28 10:01:48 +0000 UTC]

I wish...

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FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 08:36:41 +0000 UTC]

huh...weed has the opposite effect on me.
It makes me think more XD

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aho-chan In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 15:09:34 +0000 UTC]

Ahaha! With me I just find everything fucking hilarious.

And I become unintentionally racist- in a funny way.

I have to get my older sister to stop filming me when I'm high.

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FR34K0N4L345H33 In reply to aho-chan [2009-11-28 22:36:08 +0000 UTC]

lmao XD very true!

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aho-chan In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 22:39:55 +0000 UTC]

She has it for blackmail purposes!

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FR34K0N4L345H33 In reply to aho-chan [2009-11-28 22:41:49 +0000 UTC]

lmao XD that is not a good thing

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aho-chan In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 23:00:21 +0000 UTC]

No, it ain't. I better gets it from her before she does anything with it.

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FR34K0N4L345H33 In reply to aho-chan [2009-11-28 23:06:36 +0000 UTC]

Haha YEs MOst definitely XD

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aho-chan In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 23:12:38 +0000 UTC]

xD
Time to dress up as a Ninja and go sneaking into her apartment!

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FR34K0N4L345H33 In reply to aho-chan [2009-11-28 23:14:39 +0000 UTC]

lmao now that would be a sight to see XD

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aho-chan In reply to FR34K0N4L345H33 [2009-11-28 23:15:43 +0000 UTC]

ORLYNAU?

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Drenton [2009-11-28 07:32:22 +0000 UTC]

I drink for the very same reason.
Be strong ST. Stay safe.

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x-x-sakura-x-x In reply to Drenton [2009-11-29 21:56:59 +0000 UTC]

That makes me sad, but I can not relate or anything.

I was permanently drunk for a week, because some bitch hurt me, and I took my anger out on everyone else.

My boyfriend used to drink to escape reality.

When he told me that [drunk obviously] it broke my heart. And that reminded me of him.

I helped him get off of it. Or at least cut down a bit. If you ever want help, note me. Or if you want to talk to me about it.

I know I'm a stranger, but I like to offer myself for those I could help (: Or even listen to.

Look out for yourself. <3

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Paganfire24 [2009-11-28 07:22:58 +0000 UTC]

This is why I do it,to make me stop thinking,to smoke up some atrifical happiinnesss

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DragoNiAicona [2009-11-28 06:56:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow. I didn't know about that. I've been searching for a way to stop thinking for years. A too easy solution I guess On the other hand it might seriously damage my..well, everything. Bah.

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Silas-Quinn [2009-11-28 06:28:38 +0000 UTC]

I use to smoke weed a lot so I could feel this way, then I realized that it wasn't taking away the pain like I thought it would. :\

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SusantheMartian [2009-11-28 06:13:31 +0000 UTC]

i refuse to believe that marijuana is worse for you than cigs, really, and even alcohol for that matter. no i'm not a pothead have never touched the stuff in my life. i can understand this i guess but for me instead of pot i play on swings when i want to forget about everything.

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DovePoet In reply to SusantheMartian [2009-11-28 14:58:50 +0000 UTC]

Marijuana isn't technically worse, it just speeds up the slow process cigarettes put you through. It has the same effect, just faster.

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