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How could they have noticed? You were thinking about these things, not saying them.
That said, talk to someone and get help.
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I'm glad you didn't...
you can not NeverBeAlone, y'know, and we keep things to ourselves.
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you can get better, and you've already done the first step: telling someone. take the next step too. take care!
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ST, sometimes friends just don't see what is going on, because they don't understand. You have touched me, because you didn't go through with it. You are strong and amazing ST. I am here if you ever need to talk, just message me. If they aren't noticing, even if they are, you need to seek help. You are amazing, and I want you here. Stay here ST, stay strong
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Secret teller. I'm not talking about me here. I'm not talking about other people. I'm talking about -and to- you. Your friends may have noticed..they may have just not known what to say. When you're feeling like that, it makes perfect sense, it's perfectly alright to want people to pay attention to you. When you feel like that, other people may be your best source of comfort. If nobody offers up anything, just think through your memory to every compliment, every hug, everything nice everyone's ever said or given to you.
ST, i really like this secret. Simply because you didn't go through with it. I don't know who you are, where you live, or anything about you. But you wrote a secret and you touched a lot of people (myself included). You're a human, not just another statistic. Please don't become one. And feel free to note me or anything. Whether you feel like that again or are just bored and feel like talking to someone. c:
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Sometimes they do see and don't want to be rude or think that they might be mistaken. If you don't say anything, it's very hard for people to understand what's going on. It might help to find someone to talk to who is not involved with your life in any other way. I've been in that situation my self and it really helps to find one thing that makes it even a little better. 
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Friends not noticing your state of affairs is quite common just like Akatsuki-Temari47 said. They probably didn't notice because they wouldn't expect it of you. That and there's the possibility that you've got too good of a mask to hide behind for them to notice. They might be afraid to ask because, perhaps, they believe you're strong enough to carry on without their help. (You are strong, especially for holding on this far into it.) If they don't see you're suffering soon, it's probably time to verbally ask for help. People can't really be blamed for not seeing what they don't expect to see.
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U aren't. Either they are ur friend or they dont think u would ever do that
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Your friends probably didn't notice anything because they wouldn't have expected it. Trust me, I've been there. I've felt suicidal before. I really felt alone. Nobody seemed to notice how depressed I was or how much I distanced myself. But the truth is, it's not that they didn't care. People are just incredibly dull sometimes and oblivious to the emotions of others. I'm sure if you told people how you felt they cold really help you, that's exactly what I did and it really made a difference.
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You're not an attention seeking bitch, your a hurt, scaried, angry, sad person, who no one seems to notice is hurt, but your also a strong, beautiful, hopful person, who needs to know that they have a reson to live, good luck, and hold on to nothing as fast as you can, life is a rough ride and there are no seat belts.
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I think I have to completely agree with Gaarakamaru.
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D: Oh my god, I know the "don't jump" feeling... sometimes I find myself on a ledge, or by a train track, or something, and then the only thing I can think is WhatifIjumpedovertheedgerightnowandjustdiedjustwentandkilledmyselfI'dhavenochanceofsurviving... It's shit scary. It takes my whole effort to stop myself. You're not attention-seeking, ST, you have a real problem (in the nicest way possible XD As in, it's not made up.)
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Attention seeking and a cry for help can sometimes be though of as the same, but I don't think it is.
I cried on the way home from school today with 4 friends around me, no one noticed.
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People don't often notice what they don't want to see. Maybe you put up a good facade otherwise?
You can't depend on them to help if they don't know what's wrong... say something... anything? Please don't let this consume you.
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I know the feeling
you hide it, but want them to notice
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Dear ST,
I know how you feel. You think your friends love you and will always be there for you, but when you need them most they may be there physically, but emotionally? Nope, sorry, gotta run. Just remember that since you posted this secret WE know you're here, WE know what you were thinking, and WE ARE PRAISING GOD that you didn't jump.
I pray things get better for you Darling,
~ST
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If I was there, I would've run over and grabbed you into a hug. You are not an attention-seeking bitch. You're just hurting. Everyone hurts sometimes, and everyone needs--and deserves--comfort. Help.
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I'm so glad you didn't take your life.
Because someone will always love you,someone will always be there to help you.
I don't know you,but if you ever need someone,I'm here for you.I mean it. < 3
Try to get yourself some help,life is worth living for everyone.I wish you the best of luck,and I hope things will get better for you. < 3
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I love you. This secret touched me. I wish you'd talk to me. <3
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That's a very true secret. I love how you didn't harp on about how bad your life is. You told about the fear that comes with the desire to end it all - it's a split-moment decision that scares everyone. It's either good or bad or theory, but when it comes right down to it, everyone's scared of the outcome. <3
Keep going on until you reach where you're supposed to be.
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You're not. You have a legit problem that needs help. Please seek it.
You are strong, and I admire you. Keep moving forward. There is hope.
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