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Streakyferret [2010-11-02 09:56:12 +0000 UTC]

Be strong, even if it is difficult.
You will get the real deal that lasts, believe me.

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carvingbackbone [2010-10-30 16:45:12 +0000 UTC]

uhm, whoa. this just happened to me.
engaged to a phone call at 1230am saying "we're done. this is over".
...no warning, no explanation, no reason.

i don't cry,
and the second the phone clicked i sobbed so hard at the bottom of stairs until i fell asleep there and my parents found me. (p.s. i'm 23 and still at home, yes, this isn't a teenager who was engaged or something lame)

for a few days i prayed he'd realize his mistake, left my hands out so outstretched i could barely reach. and, before long i realized anyone who could pump such devoted love on a tuesday, and leave me in cold blood on a wednesday is not someone i could be with.
(he knew how dangerous doing that to me was, too - all the more inhumane. my stability may be better, but with more trauma than already lived through, i don't fair so well)

i'm so sorry, ST.
i hope that he either gets his head together, or you realize what i did.
it took me a little while, but not nearly as long as i thought it would for me to come to terms and let myself be happie that i was free from something that was clearly false.

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whyhaley [2010-10-28 20:18:50 +0000 UTC]

because of the way this is made i wonder if it's you.

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Momothewitch [2010-10-28 19:31:37 +0000 UTC]

Yup yup i agree.
The door is still open but it might just close any day.

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amy-katharine [2010-10-28 18:59:04 +0000 UTC]

Damn straight, ST! You are perfectly okay without them.

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namenotrequired [2010-10-28 15:00:06 +0000 UTC]

That's the attitude, ST! you're strong enough.

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x8-AtomicAbi-8x [2010-10-28 13:56:05 +0000 UTC]

I like this <3

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