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Published: 2008-01-28 06:24:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 1640; Favourites: 28; Downloads: 8
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Comments: 18

tassel [2008-02-03 16:07:11 +0000 UTC]

Doubtful.

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Mental-Mishap [2008-02-03 10:28:01 +0000 UTC]

its defiantly not you!!!
probably its just that u are such a caring person that u want to help people, but those people u want to help are so messed up that they would have tried to kill themselves anyway... and maybe they would have tried more times if u weren't there...
but just remember that the first person you gotta look after is urself!

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Nirelleth [2008-02-02 21:11:25 +0000 UTC]

For sure not. People have various reasons to try to kill themselves. And most people try to once in their live. Im sure this has nothing to do with you!

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AlucardsDemon [2008-01-29 03:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Oh... Poor you... I'm going through the same thing. Hugs for you.

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TelaMupuja [2008-01-29 01:23:27 +0000 UTC]

Gosh. Wow.
I've never thought of my friends thinking that about me?
I am so sorry you've thought that...
I really hope you find strength.

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dreamxonxaxwish [2008-01-29 00:01:43 +0000 UTC]

If they're your friends, maybe you're one of the reasons they are still alive today. Think of it that way. Because even though they all have tried once, they (I'm assuming) aren't still trying or have stopped trying, whichever way I should phrase it. Maybe that's because of you. Maybe you saved their life without realizing it.

Of course, I feel like I could have written this, even though I wasn't friends with some of them when they did try.

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Aliwoo [2008-01-28 21:06:13 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry.

I know how you feel to some extent, but believe me-

It isn't your fault. It's probably due to you they're still here.

Note me if you want/need to talk.

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Foxdemon-chan [2008-01-28 20:47:53 +0000 UTC]

That's idiocy.
They'd just have left you if you'd make them feel bad.
And I think you're trying to help them, not to destroy them. So it's not your fault at all.

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Dartedrose [2008-01-28 17:46:53 +0000 UTC]

Never ever think such a thing. Ever. Maybe you're drawn to them because you can somehow relate to them? I don't know the situation and I won't but you need to realize that someone trying to die is not your fault. Just like a divorce between parents or a couple of friends fighting or breaking up. You can't always think it's your fault otehrwise you'll end up driving yourself completely mad. I wish you all the luck...

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fense [2008-01-28 15:57:32 +0000 UTC]

Um... if they still associate with you, then you obviously didn't do anything so strong that they would want to kill themselves. You're just being selfish.

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Arcticlightning [2008-01-28 11:05:22 +0000 UTC]

Defanitly not because of you.

..its just something most people go thru because of 'bad times' in there lives caused by heaps of different things. I've been there but no, its NOT because of you..

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Aislin-Sedai [2008-01-28 10:09:50 +0000 UTC]

No, it's not because of you. Maybe you're even one of the reasons they're still alive.

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echoing-radiance [2008-01-28 08:39:01 +0000 UTC]

.....

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Wikki-Z [2008-01-28 08:15:01 +0000 UTC]

nooo...*hugshugs* It's not you...just...happens..as unfortunate as it is.

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VThomason [2008-01-28 07:01:20 +0000 UTC]

sweetheart, it isnt because of you... i have felt the same when it comes to bad habits with my friends, but hun, you need to know that when it comes to things like that, it is a them thing... not you sweetie...

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mystrican [2008-01-28 06:33:53 +0000 UTC]

I don't think it's because of you. I think you are drawn to these people who need help whether you realise it or not.

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FireDitto In reply to mystrican [2008-01-28 07:09:43 +0000 UTC]

I agree.

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carvingbackbone [2008-01-28 06:27:11 +0000 UTC]

............dead speechless.



of all the secrets of my stock -- this stuck in my heart like no other.
i really feel like i WROTE this and just didn't know it.


i am so WRETCHEDLY sorry for you, ST. i would do anything to take that feeling away from you ... because even though i don't know you; somehow i know it's not because of you.

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