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Ever get to the point where your life just seems pointless? You don't feel the need to sleep, because you feel you don't need the rest to survive through the next day. You eat, smoke, drink coffee, everyday habits. Just for the rutine. Something to do. Something ordinary. You get ready, you go out. You do the things, of which you had full intended on doing throughout your day, and yet it dosne't seem enough. You've done everything, and yet nothing seems to have been done, and you wonder why you got out of bed... or went to bed in the first place.
I don't know how I feel anymore. No deep feelings of passion... in any aspect of the word. No sadness, no happiness, no laspe's into depression, just a confusion. Seems my mind has slipped into a lull... Constant mood-swings? or just a violent combination of them all, trying to break my mind...
I'm so tired, aching all over... and yet the bed is so far away, and so unappealing to me... Don't want to fall into the abyss that is sleep. Too much on my mind, too much to say, too much to write... never enough said and done... someone tell me what is wrong...

Description
Ever get to the point where your life just seems pointless? You don't feel the need to sleep, because you feel you don't need the rest to survive through the next day. You eat, smoke, drink coffee, everyday habits. Just for the rutine. Something to do. Something ordinary. You get ready, you go out. You do the things, of which you had full intended on doing throughout your day, and yet it dosne't seem enough. You've done everything, and yet nothing seems to have been done, and you wonder why you got out of bed... or went to bed in the first place.
I don't know how I feel anymore. No deep feelings of passion... in any aspect of the word. No sadness, no happiness, no laspe's into depression, just a confusion. Seems my mind has slipped into a lull... Constant mood-swings? or just a violent combination of them all, trying to break my mind...
I'm so tired, aching all over... and yet the bed is so far away, and so unappealing to me... Don't want to fall into the abyss that is sleep. Too much on my mind, too much to say, too much to write... never enough said and done... someone tell me what is wrong...