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diabolicalaffairs — Eric Says I'm Honest
Published: 2011-06-15 05:15:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 59; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Eric says I'm HonestBut I can't really tell
Whether this is some rouse
And if he means this well.
Though I guess he's also pretty honest himself
So I guess his intentions could be true
And he could be being nice and friendly
Yet there's a part of me telling me it's not.
Because it seems all too easy to be one thing
When every single inch of me inside says otherwise
So who's words am I suppose to follow this very second
The voices of this guy, or the echoing voices inside?
Do I simply let myself go and follow this feeling
Light and breezy, sky high and made too easy
Or do I get engulfed in the side that weighs more
Dragging - pulling me down towards the anchored sea.
Am I suppose to just abandon all I know I am
And believe this person who's not the person I am on the inside
The person who only sees what's only what i portray outside
My fake smiles
Unbroken calm
Chosen words
False gestures
Or do I lay my trust in the person within Me.
I can't really know what he means
What it does
Does it have an underlying intention
Intentions that I can't really see
And if it doesn't, what does that mean
That I can't trust him to be
The person I've seen for years
Because Eric says I'm Honest..
..but I don't see what that really does, for Me.
