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DimmuCZ In reply to Enharmonia [2014-04-16 10:02:48 +0000 UTC]

Aww... I thank you so much
I went on a short hiatus because my therapist told me to... I have to get back in the saddle

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Enharmonia In reply to DimmuCZ [2014-04-19 01:05:44 +0000 UTC]

Therapist? May I know why? I'm curious now.

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DimmuCZ In reply to Enharmonia [2014-04-19 23:30:44 +0000 UTC]

Psychotherapist, to be correct. I went through a mental breakdown about a half a year ago and since then everything is just fucked up. It's all because of my job... I just come home and am motivated to do nothing... Because I went to work and did everything wrong and people judged me and so It's a hard and long way to the top and yet so easy to slide (or to be pushed) back into the shit on the bottom. And to be honest, I've lost all my progress on this Thursday...

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Enharmonia In reply to DimmuCZ [2014-05-05 21:17:08 +0000 UTC]

Ah, that sounds bad. Really bad. About work, you mean you suffer something like mobbing or alike? It can get really serious from what I've heard... But yes, I feel you on the hard way thing. I've almost slipped down quite a few times on my own. But you'll see everything will be alright, even though it's hard to believe right now.

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DimmuCZ In reply to Enharmonia [2014-05-11 10:17:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it's like a swing. The problem is I'm not as "efficient" like the others and I refuse to stay overtime. I'm also making a lot of mistakes that are quite serious. On the other hand, I excel in IT and English and that's why the bosses are trying to destroy the "mobbing" base 'cause none of them is capable of what I can. I would though still rather be back at school but that won't pay the bills.

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Enharmonia In reply to DimmuCZ [2014-05-11 19:01:36 +0000 UTC]

You should consider yourself lucky...in a way, since you're preferred over them. Maybe that's what generates the abusing in first place, I don't know. How old are you, if I may ask?

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DimmuCZ In reply to Enharmonia [2014-05-12 07:37:07 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'm 20. The other girls are nearly 30 years old. This also is my first job.

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Enharmonia In reply to DimmuCZ [2014-05-19 06:49:06 +0000 UTC]

They could really use some maturity for themselves. It must be hard indeed- I really hope things turn out better for you.

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