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This is the first upload I've done myself in a while since I didn't have anything in my folder for the bot to upload for me. I've certainly been getting lazy...

I just feel so sad and life is so boring. Things just aren't fun anymore. I have moments when I'm happy, like when I accomplish something minor or am cuddling my dog, but the hollowness comes back. It just seems like although nothing is challenging, I'm still struggling to do even the smallest of tasks. This awful feeling has been with me most of my life, and even in childhood. For the past few years, it went away, only occasionally coming back. Now it has made a near full return.

While things will likely never be normal again (or at least not likely for a few years), I promise that I will try to do better for everyone's sake, including my own. I still have updates to make to my journal, but this current one is taking a long time to finish typing; so far I've been working on it on and off for a couple days now.

Description
This is the first upload I've done myself in a while since I didn't have anything in my folder for the bot to upload for me. I've certainly been getting lazy...

I just feel so sad and life is so boring. Things just aren't fun anymore. I have moments when I'm happy, like when I accomplish something minor or am cuddling my dog, but the hollowness comes back. It just seems like although nothing is challenging, I'm still struggling to do even the smallest of tasks. This awful feeling has been with me most of my life, and even in childhood. For the past few years, it went away, only occasionally coming back. Now it has made a near full return.

While things will likely never be normal again (or at least not likely for a few years), I promise that I will try to do better for everyone's sake, including my own. I still have updates to make to my journal, but this current one is taking a long time to finish typing; so far I've been working on it on and off for a couple days now.