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DollFacedKiller — The Blade Of Discust
Published: 2007-10-20 08:31:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 85; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 1
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Description There's something wrong with my eyes
I dont see what you see.
I cant get past ten shades of grey
to see the "so-called" real me.
I cut myself with the blade of discust
my blood runs red.
Its almost like I expect it to be grey
like the image of myself in my head.
My body is larger than the life in me
and I cant shift the weight.
My body is something I cant look at
Something I truely hate.

There's something wrong in my head
I dont think like you do.
You tell me I'm beautiful in colour
but I cant believe you.
I cut myself with the blade of discust
its always in my hand.
My clothes are smaller than they are in my head
but I think I understand.
My body is fine the way it is
its the situation that I hate.
My body isn't too heavy at all
its my heart that carries the weight
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Comments: 3

artcreep87 [2007-10-20 16:23:36 +0000 UTC]

*claps claps, kisses, hugs and a millio roses to you*

No matter what other people say, no matter whant you think, you should be happy with yourself, take care of your body, since it is the most important thing youve gotten in your life, you only get it once..so take care of it.

Im glad you were in therapy, hopefully it helpes and you will be able to see the real you!, the amazing person hiding behind so much self neglection.

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DollFacedKiller In reply to artcreep87 [2007-10-20 21:03:24 +0000 UTC]

A million thankyous Michie hun.........your words help me sooooo much xxxx

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artcreep87 In reply to DollFacedKiller [2007-10-20 21:47:27 +0000 UTC]

You are most welcome Helen

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