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"I'm still having the same conversation
I've been having for years
I just want to read and retain information
Just face up to my fears
I look at myself and its so plain to see
All I need is to change
Not too much, I still want to be me
Everyone looks the same"
Why; Lily Allen

[Positive Vent, I guess?]
Okay, here I go.
I was waiting for so long for this day, Why is one of my favorite musics because it always reminds me of my personal struggle in the end of 2016. And it's actually good because I feel that this is the best choice I've ever made in my life.
So, 2017 was the year that my entire life was about to change. I'd be far of my friends, I'd change school (I was in the same school for 8 years. Pretty hard to change after all this.) and I was about to enter High School in a private school (it's way harder than what I was used to). And, at that time, I was really afraid of changing. Just the thought of "change" made me shiver and enter in a state of despair. Getting to the end of the year, the Big Change was closer everyday. I couldn't sleep thinking of this and how it would be really bad, completely scared of the future.
I can't remember why or when, but I decided that I'd completely change as well. I just... accepted the change head on.
Today I feel so grateful because I'm sure I am now a better person. Of course, I have my flaws and some are horrible, but I learned that I can be good even with them. I'm now optimistic with life and I don't care to others' destructive opinions about me. 2017 was a harsh and horrible year already, I can't imagine how it'd be if I haven't decided to change.

Description
"I'm still having the same conversation
I've been having for years
I just want to read and retain information
Just face up to my fears
I look at myself and its so plain to see
All I need is to change
Not too much, I still want to be me
Everyone looks the same"
Why; Lily Allen

[Positive Vent, I guess?]
Okay, here I go.
I was waiting for so long for this day, Why is one of my favorite musics because it always reminds me of my personal struggle in the end of 2016. And it's actually good because I feel that this is the best choice I've ever made in my life.
So, 2017 was the year that my entire life was about to change. I'd be far of my friends, I'd change school (I was in the same school for 8 years. Pretty hard to change after all this.) and I was about to enter High School in a private school (it's way harder than what I was used to). And, at that time, I was really afraid of changing. Just the thought of "change" made me shiver and enter in a state of despair. Getting to the end of the year, the Big Change was closer everyday. I couldn't sleep thinking of this and how it would be really bad, completely scared of the future.
I can't remember why or when, but I decided that I'd completely change as well. I just... accepted the change head on.
Today I feel so grateful because I'm sure I am now a better person. Of course, I have my flaws and some are horrible, but I learned that I can be good even with them. I'm now optimistic with life and I don't care to others' destructive opinions about me. 2017 was a harsh and horrible year already, I can't imagine how it'd be if I haven't decided to change.