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Published: 2007-12-22 22:18:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 62; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Description The clock has recorded every time we spent together
Now that I see it's been a year
I'm not happy at all
I'm sad
I'm depressed
To what a year has been for me
A little girl's fantasy in a grown-up woman
How did this happen? Why?
The clock doesn't say that it's now a year, it's only a few hours away
But with the date, it simply takes my energy
You're so happy and excited of this
But you shouldn't
You should be happy with your reality when it turns into a year
I'm just a fantasy
I'm not real
I'll never be...
I don't know why you spend time with me
I'm only an idea of what people want....to kill...not love, but to kill
I'm here waiting for an answer, but nothing
And it's okay, I don't want to talk
I just want to be isolated so you won't hear me cry
Besides, it's just an illusion
What we have it's not real
So why do you fight for it?
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Comments: 4

british-doll [2008-01-15 22:38:25 +0000 UTC]

I just want to be isolated so you won't hear me cry

how often we protect those we care about.

this is heartbreaking, and really well-written

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dramaticfairywriter In reply to british-doll [2008-01-15 23:05:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, i mean, I know we always hurt people but not with that purpose, but still...I feel bad...

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unforgiven-wolf [2007-12-22 22:43:23 +0000 UTC]

uhh...I don't think that person is happy at all...he isn't not exited...he is sad, cuz he was the wrong, he didn't wait, that was his mistake... believe me, no one know him as well as me... he isn't happy,

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dramaticfairywriter In reply to unforgiven-wolf [2007-12-23 00:08:56 +0000 UTC]

really? well, he could've said that when he talked to me and put that smiley face...


But oh well...what's he not happy about? Being with somebody else or not being with her? I mean, he has to choose (again) or will he set me aside as if I was a lazy reminder?

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