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Published: 2008-01-16 22:59:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 139; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description Insecure of what's with me right now
I see no doors opening to a brighter future
Everything's pitch dark
I trip everytime I'm near to an open door
And I have to start over again

I'm tired!
I want to give up!
There's no hope!
What's the point in fighting for something that's dear to you if it'll be gone later!
I want to go home!

Maybe I'll die here
It's ok
I don't need anybody to carry my body
Darkness shall take it
I'll go to sleep now
See if somebody comes up to put a knife in my heart.
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Comments: 6

medieval-pirate [2008-01-22 19:57:26 +0000 UTC]

why cant they see that they could have been so happy? we could have been so happy.

i'm still freshly bleeding from a break-up. my first, and his too. he was foolish to leave me, he's jsut to insecure and selfish to see what we could have been. But that still doesn't help the fact that i feel so lost now. I'm tired of hoping. But still a heart must hope, but what for now? i don't want to live with false hope, but i can't imagine my life without him by my side.

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dramaticfairywriter In reply to medieval-pirate [2008-01-22 22:55:02 +0000 UTC]

Well, if you feel insecure you may listen to All is Full of Love by Bjork, it helps you see a brighter side of things.

I am too fresh from a break-up, but it was because he was my first and I wasn't really open...so I suffer the consequences now. But oh well...we gotta think positive..

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medieval-pirate In reply to dramaticfairywriter [2008-01-23 00:06:23 +0000 UTC]

he was my first too, and i was his, but i am more hurt because i was open. I loved him with every fiber of my being, and he was afraid of that. But i know that this is all just part of a bigger picture, and that in the end there is a plan and it will be better in the end.

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dramaticfairywriter In reply to medieval-pirate [2008-03-19 05:23:19 +0000 UTC]

Hmm...in my case, I think I was the guy...

OH well, we can always look for someone better

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british-doll [2008-01-17 08:35:32 +0000 UTC]

As regards the last line - when you want them to, nobody ever does!
I love the layout of this

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dramaticfairywriter In reply to british-doll [2008-01-17 21:36:05 +0000 UTC]

True..

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