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I'm sure a few others will appreciate this pic, like , , and my family members. But to be bluntly honest, this isn't for them. Or anyone else.
This is for me. I had to draw it.

I haven't said on here why I'm away, and I wasn't going to. But I guess this pic gives a hint.

A week ago, last Monday, ~Omnosfera2D2 phoned my mothers phone and gave me news that has sent me into a rut of depression: Spirrel died.

I started crying on the phone, and I haven't really been too good since that.
But it gets worse...

Yesterday, I had to take Patch to the vets to have her put down. She had a tumor in her abdomen and the night before she was too weak to push the ball up on her water bottle to drink, so I had to feed her water with a syringe. 5 hours later, she couldn't even manage that. She was so bony, you could feel her ribs and her spine.
The vets wouldn't put her down straight away, only if it "affected her lifestyle". Well, 2 days later she was like that, so I think it fucking affected her lifestyle.

It was heart breaking, and so you can imagine... I'm even worse.
But I have to keep strong for Mimic: Because she is sick too.

I just... I'm grieving, okay? And it's fucking HARD.
I laughed at Supernatural yesterday, as something funny happened, but then I turned to look at my mum who came in the room and my smile went away and my face turned blank. Heh. I don't really know what I'm feeling. Pain, emptyness? Who knows.

Anway.
This picture? I drew every pet I have or have had up until now.

Order:

Cat playing with dogs tail: Lucky. He was my uncles, but I visited all the time and played with him. He'd not let anyone pic him up but me. Here he is: [link] (OLD pic, I know. Taken when I was like, 15.)
Big dog: Shadow. Some of you had seen him on here before. He was like my brother, we had him for 15 years. I loved him so much. [link]
Rat on the floor: Snowball. He liked to bite xD We had him for about a year. [link]
Rat on my head: Squidge. Fucking loved this bugger so fucking much. He'd just sit in my lap or on my shoulder happily. And he'd play with me too. [link] (He's the top one who looks really curious.)
Rat on my shoulder: Mimic. She's still alive, but she is really ill at the moment. She's a scardey cat. I called her Mimic as she kept copying her siblings. [link] (Brown one.)
Rat on other shoulder: Patch. She was the one put down yesterday. She was really friendly and always sat on my shoulder. [link] (White one.)
Rat in my lap: Speckles. He was a scardey cat too. He didn't like being grabbed, but when you got him out of his cage he was fine. I... was the one to find him. [link] (The bottom one.)
Two snakes wrapped around my legs: Snowy 1 and Snowy 2 xDD One got out of it's tank and we couldn't find it. They decided to call the new one Snowy as well =/ But then we found the first one .____. So we had both xD I don't have pics of them. They were pink with white splodges.
Snake at the bottom: Bluey. Playful little critter. I don't have pics of him as we had him SOOOO long ago. He was green with a yellow tummy. He had a blue tongue, hence his name.
Rat licking the cup: Spirrel. She... was forever stealing mine and Stacy's tea. And hot chocolate. And food. And peeing on our phones ._. Silly girl. I loved her so much. [link] [link]
Cat at the top: Myttens. Little bugger has fleas and I'm suffering most with them >/ But I love her (: [link]
Cat next to her: Echoe. You guys know her as =LeFrisbee 's cat xD But Jess keeps calling me her other mama and I love her just like she's mine too <3 [link] (Proud of how I got her looking straight at me xD)
Sleeping dog: Sandy. We had her for about 13 years. She was a wonderful dog. She was so calm and happy. (: I don't have pictures of her sadly. She was a mungrel xD Same colour of *LittleMirai 's Dory though.
Hamster on Sandy: Snowball. I didn't name him, that was already his name. We adopted him from a man my nan knew... after he committed suicide. He was a fesity bugger. No pics sadly, as he never stayed still.
Little dog: Misty. She was my nan and grandads dog, and she was so adorable. She always coughed to get your attention though >> She would only let me pic her up :') [link] (After they got her from the shelter xD)
Lastly, the lizard: Gekki. I love him so much. We can't hold him as he has gotten a little frightened in his old age. But I stroked him the other day :') We've had him for like, 10 years. [link]

Picture belongs to me and all that shit.

Description
I'm sure a few others will appreciate this pic, like , , and my family members. But to be bluntly honest, this isn't for them. Or anyone else.
This is for me. I had to draw it.

I haven't said on here why I'm away, and I wasn't going to. But I guess this pic gives a hint.

A week ago, last Monday, ~Omnosfera2D2 phoned my mothers phone and gave me news that has sent me into a rut of depression: Spirrel died.

I started crying on the phone, and I haven't really been too good since that.
But it gets worse...

Yesterday, I had to take Patch to the vets to have her put down. She had a tumor in her abdomen and the night before she was too weak to push the ball up on her water bottle to drink, so I had to feed her water with a syringe. 5 hours later, she couldn't even manage that. She was so bony, you could feel her ribs and her spine.
The vets wouldn't put her down straight away, only if it "affected her lifestyle". Well, 2 days later she was like that, so I think it fucking affected her lifestyle.

It was heart breaking, and so you can imagine... I'm even worse.
But I have to keep strong for Mimic: Because she is sick too.

I just... I'm grieving, okay? And it's fucking HARD.
I laughed at Supernatural yesterday, as something funny happened, but then I turned to look at my mum who came in the room and my smile went away and my face turned blank. Heh. I don't really know what I'm feeling. Pain, emptyness? Who knows.

Anway.
This picture? I drew every pet I have or have had up until now.

Order:

Cat playing with dogs tail: Lucky. He was my uncles, but I visited all the time and played with him. He'd not let anyone pic him up but me. Here he is: [link] (OLD pic, I know. Taken when I was like, 15.)
Big dog: Shadow. Some of you had seen him on here before. He was like my brother, we had him for 15 years. I loved him so much. [link]
Rat on the floor: Snowball. He liked to bite xD We had him for about a year. [link]
Rat on my head: Squidge. Fucking loved this bugger so fucking much. He'd just sit in my lap or on my shoulder happily. And he'd play with me too. [link] (He's the top one who looks really curious.)
Rat on my shoulder: Mimic. She's still alive, but she is really ill at the moment. She's a scardey cat. I called her Mimic as she kept copying her siblings. [link] (Brown one.)
Rat on other shoulder: Patch. She was the one put down yesterday. She was really friendly and always sat on my shoulder. [link] (White one.)
Rat in my lap: Speckles. He was a scardey cat too. He didn't like being grabbed, but when you got him out of his cage he was fine. I... was the one to find him. [link] (The bottom one.)
Two snakes wrapped around my legs: Snowy 1 and Snowy 2 xDD One got out of it's tank and we couldn't find it. They decided to call the new one Snowy as well =/ But then we found the first one .____. So we had both xD I don't have pics of them. They were pink with white splodges.
Snake at the bottom: Bluey. Playful little critter. I don't have pics of him as we had him SOOOO long ago. He was green with a yellow tummy. He had a blue tongue, hence his name.
Rat licking the cup: Spirrel. She... was forever stealing mine and Stacy's tea. And hot chocolate. And food. And peeing on our phones ._. Silly girl. I loved her so much. [link] [link]
Cat at the top: Myttens. Little bugger has fleas and I'm suffering most with them >/ But I love her (: [link]
Cat next to her: Echoe. You guys know her as =LeFrisbee 's cat xD But Jess keeps calling me her other mama and I love her just like she's mine too <3 [link] (Proud of how I got her looking straight at me xD)
Sleeping dog: Sandy. We had her for about 13 years. She was a wonderful dog. She was so calm and happy. (: I don't have pictures of her sadly. She was a mungrel xD Same colour of *LittleMirai 's Dory though.
Hamster on Sandy: Snowball. I didn't name him, that was already his name. We adopted him from a man my nan knew... after he committed suicide. He was a fesity bugger. No pics sadly, as he never stayed still.
Little dog: Misty. She was my nan and grandads dog, and she was so adorable. She always coughed to get your attention though >> She would only let me pic her up :') [link] (After they got her from the shelter xD)
Lastly, the lizard: Gekki. I love him so much. We can't hold him as he has gotten a little frightened in his old age. But I stroked him the other day :') We've had him for like, 10 years. [link]

Picture belongs to me and all that shit.