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Description If you can’t find a    l                     to the sky
                                a            b
                                d           m
                                d            i
                                e            l
                                r     to    c             the easier excuse is:
                                                            “I’m scared of heights.”

   
                                                             ***

        But I ravaged my drawers
And there was a shower
                         Of crystal marbles,
                                                                 Coin-filled
                                                           Ballet-shoe-shaped
                                                                Saving boxes,
    Black straps
          Of
Long thrown away
       Bras                                              and rusty
                                                           Hair pins.


                          I took out my old diary,
                           Which still hurts after

                                     all

                                    the



                                Laughter



                         Over my nonsense

                          And I swore I’ll have more trust
                           In my mental pages, which
                                I only covered with scratches
                                          And
                                     Wet spots

                                       From


                                        My



                                    Breath.


                           I gloated over its front cover
                                       As I let it


                                            b
                                            u
                                            n
                                            j
                                            e
                                            e
                                            -
                                            j
                                            u
                                            m
                                             p


                            from my window.

                                                             And my tulle    c
                                                                                   u
                                                                                r
                                                                             t
                                                                        a
                                                                             i
                                                                               n
                                                                                  s     bloomed,
                                                                                                     wet
                                                                                                 with

     dew
    not with


                                            tears.


                                                              ***

“I was the girl who danced at the bus stop”,
                                              I confessed to myself and to my
                                                                                  Drunk
                                                                               Stalker

                                                           Looking

                                                                d
                                                                o
                                                                w
                                                                 n       at him

                                                                                         Unafraid
                                                                                     To put on



                              My high-heels.


                                                                      ***


                  Walls I covered with self-portraits


                                flawed

                                 like I am
                               but true
                                                  and
                                                                        brave


                         crying,
                                                        smiling,
                                                                                                                  raging,
                                                                                 dreaming,

                            but all defiant.

                   I have accepted
                                            I’m not the blond curly girl

            And I sympathize with odd-ones-out.


                                                                      ***

                                                         No,
                                     buses don’t scare me anymore
                                                    Because

                                    His                              eyes
                                                     Are
                                                    Blue
                                                     But
                                                     Mine

                                               Ignite the sky


                         And I have fallen in love with the sun
                                               Through speckled windows.


                                                              ***


If I need to laugh
                                                                                            I have a cabinet of jokes.
If I need to love
                                                                                            I have a desk with pencils.
If I need to die
                                                                                            I have a balcony of heights.

                                                       I have made a wrong decision
                                                         And I’m

                                                        proud

                                                              of it


                                                      Because I won’t be scared of using the word

                                                                                        “I”
                                                                                                anymore

                                                         I

                                                   just


                                                    simply




                                                 only




                         Need someone to remind me



                                                    That






                                       I’m alive.
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Comments: 231

Luletu021 [2014-10-08 21:34:03 +0000 UTC]

Is this supposed to be a caligram?

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PorcelainMalice [2014-05-26 23:34:58 +0000 UTC]

Ah.. how true. Feeling brave.. only makes me cold. Brave and so unafraid. It's an emotional death.

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MrKanamelover [2013-07-01 18:31:49 +0000 UTC]

Holy shit, this is amazing! This hit a part of me I thought long dead!

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CelticIrishgirl [2012-08-22 18:20:14 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow! very nice! Im starting 2 think Im losing my poetic side... *sniff sniff* still, lovely poem! ^^

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Blue-iPod [2012-08-07 03:49:07 +0000 UTC]

Gorgeous!

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Nevuela [2012-07-14 23:11:21 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Just... wow. Beautiful!

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Soul-singing [2012-06-30 03:54:34 +0000 UTC]

That's wonderful

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theolivethief14 [2012-06-27 04:13:40 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful!! I love the somewhat scattered yet organized style. Really exceptional work!

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hipsterfaust [2012-06-06 16:32:23 +0000 UTC]

i LOVE this.

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JioaKossouka [2012-01-10 22:25:59 +0000 UTC]

gorgeous! i especially love how the words fall and climb!

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Aymburtoad [2011-12-21 08:26:32 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing it with the world and me. ~J

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loltopaz [2011-10-26 04:25:17 +0000 UTC]

this is REALLY good

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AmoTabella [2011-08-30 05:15:00 +0000 UTC]

Breathtaking. Inspiring. As I look at the picture I can hear the poem ringing through my ears.

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Xtemporary-insanityX [2011-04-06 01:55:11 +0000 UTC]

This is possibly one of the most beautiful things I have ever read on this website. Hang in there, hun!!!!

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Lil-Wolf-Girl [2011-03-22 02:47:21 +0000 UTC]

Fguratively speaking your picture choice made me want to kill my Diary. I dont have one to kill though. Good job.

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alexander-wookiee [2010-11-23 05:26:27 +0000 UTC]

Ah, how wonderfully defiant...

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Sody-Pop [2010-10-17 21:48:27 +0000 UTC]

thats epic

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ElegantFaith [2010-09-06 16:50:17 +0000 UTC]

This deserves it's DD! Phenomenal!

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drop-asd In reply to ElegantFaith [2010-09-06 16:53:46 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I personally don't like it as much as my third one but I guess typography isn't very common in the lit community here, is it?

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ElegantFaith In reply to drop-asd [2010-09-06 17:00:54 +0000 UTC]

wait, link me to your third one.

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drop-asd In reply to ElegantFaith [2010-09-06 17:57:33 +0000 UTC]

There you go: [link]
It's less popular but very close to my heart because it's real.

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KiraUza343 [2010-06-15 20:30:40 +0000 UTC]

It's really good. Great job

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drop-asd In reply to KiraUza343 [2010-06-16 07:12:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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arolfe [2010-05-16 20:59:24 +0000 UTC]

stunning; bravo

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drop-asd In reply to arolfe [2010-06-10 13:46:30 +0000 UTC]

Wow, thank you so much! I feel humbled.

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groundzero13 [2010-03-15 23:24:26 +0000 UTC]

woah... way to go! this is a really nice piece of work!!

-zero

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silentxrainxdrops [2010-03-11 22:10:03 +0000 UTC]

this is sooo amazing. you are very talented. i especially like the 5th part.

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purplecuriosity [2010-03-01 22:19:18 +0000 UTC]

This brings hope! A writer's job to the world!

Great work!

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drop-asd In reply to purplecuriosity [2010-03-05 18:54:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I was surprised myself how much recognition this received, given how poorly appreciated literature is on dA.
I'm glad you enjoyed it.

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purplecuriosity In reply to drop-asd [2010-03-06 21:25:04 +0000 UTC]

I agree! Literature is overlooked.

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dwillsn [2010-02-02 00:58:17 +0000 UTC]

beautiful and deep, and congratulations, not much literature gets many favorites on her, like one of my friends said, poetry is really under appreciated these days, that alone speaks for how good it is, keep it up.

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drop-asd In reply to dwillsn [2010-03-05 19:09:04 +0000 UTC]

Thanks very much. You're right, literature is indeed terribly underappreciated as few have the time to read and I'm terribly glad that people noticed this.

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running-in-the-rain [2010-01-09 02:39:09 +0000 UTC]

i think you quoted all of our minds.
this is beautiful.
i would ask her story, but i already know it:
it's every story of every girl who has ever been in love

and out of it

and stood up after it.

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Xxpure-morningxX [2009-10-24 17:21:12 +0000 UTC]

this is amazing a friend told me about this and told me it was worth reading i see why she said it now, i do not really know what to say

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ShamelessDaydreamer [2009-09-29 00:45:18 +0000 UTC]

beautiful, just beautiful. i can't help but love it every time i read it !!

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AshlynnBones [2009-09-23 03:06:26 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful.

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BrutishDandy [2009-09-09 22:15:18 +0000 UTC]

That's just friggin' amazing.
Too bad I can't write cohesively.
*Hmm...must be why I'm a bloody poet.*


"There is no 'I' in 'f*ck off'."

- Mendal B. Kerr

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DDexpress [2009-06-22 09:03:08 +0000 UTC]

Hi!

Your DD has been featured in DD Express: June 8th-14th, 2009 .

Remember to this article to promote your art and this project.

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drop-asd In reply to DDexpress [2009-06-28 13:39:00 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. The project is interesting and the choices are incredible.

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SpringShoot [2009-06-19 23:35:31 +0000 UTC]

Makes me think

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sumarlegur [2009-06-16 14:23:18 +0000 UTC]

Congratulations (:

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drop-asd In reply to sumarlegur [2009-06-16 16:09:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks ^^

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TomBydand [2009-06-16 01:00:57 +0000 UTC]

oh...

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drop-asd In reply to TomBydand [2009-06-16 16:09:27 +0000 UTC]

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Kiccoro [2009-06-15 17:31:30 +0000 UTC]

'His eyes are blue but mine ignite the sky.'

That gave me shivers. I love it. Awesome. x

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Linkaviche [2009-06-15 17:21:28 +0000 UTC]

amazing, makes me love myself.

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ChaosBoundJenna [2009-06-15 05:15:13 +0000 UTC]

Oh wow, simply beautiful.

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drop-asd In reply to ChaosBoundJenna [2009-06-15 06:51:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ^.^

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ChaosBoundJenna In reply to drop-asd [2009-06-15 16:30:23 +0000 UTC]

Welcome. ^^

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SouLust [2009-06-15 04:46:33 +0000 UTC]

what a lovely poem. any bit of writing that is to be seen scattered about the page is a favourite bit of mine, but your words give off such a valid and poignant sentiment. my favourite part was "And I have fallen in love with the sun Through speckled windows." because that is something i actually say and feel on a regular basis. thank you for letting this out into the world

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