Description
I was sent by Splinter to get Leo for him. he needed to talk to him about something I guess. I looked for him out in the training room but he wasn't there. I decided to look in his room. "Leo?" I knocked on his door. there was no answer. "Leo?" he still didn't answer. "Splinter wants to talk to you." I said as I opened the door. he wasn't there. I was closing the door when I heard something fall in the room. I opened the door again and seen the lamp fell. I went in and put it back on the table. I couldn't help but notice that open notebook. I looked around me and figured no one was walking in anytime soon and looked in the book. what I was reading was pure beauty.
a troubled stranger to the world yet a friend to the eccentric
true friends in the past and past foes in the future
a creature no one can understand unless they are the same as I
often alone staring at the stars wondering about the past, present, and future
about life itself
seen the stars in many different places it all looks the same
an angel comes down and tells me a fact true as the skin on my scared body
one sky, one moon for everyone to share with no arguments to be had about it
the angel which makes my heart ache
the desire to brush her hair away from the eyes that lure me in
to look deep in those eyes that scream of understanding
eyes that hold deep pain, wisdom, fear, love
the thirst to hold her close
the concupiscence of feeling her every curve
to kiss every scar until her skin is flawless
the rapaciousness to hold her lips greedily against mine
the lasciviousness of swallow her very breaths into my lungs until our bodies are one
the covetousness to make our soals one until we are inseparable
she fills my body with feelings I do not understand yet enjoy
with her, I hold feelings I know are wrong
greed, desire, lust
I would die for her
I would kill for her
I would do anything to be with her
I want to scream her name in the sky until the stars shatter
I want to plaster her image under every eyelid
I want to be close her
I want her
to give her my heart would be a guilty pleasure
I know this angel from hell would turn me away if I were to confront her with my feelings
the pain, guilt, need to be with her is consuming
I conceal my very self from her
she will be mine
I will own her every cell in my hand as I do in my heart
but for now I am alone
alone with no one but the stars
my heart pounded. I sighed as I held the book to my chest. after realizing what I was doing, I placed the book back on the table. that was too girly of a move for me. I was walking out of the room when I bumped into something. it was Leo! "Leo! oh my- what are doing here?"
"in my room?" he asked.
"wha? oh! yeah... I...uhh...."
"what were you doing in here?"
"I was looking for you when you're lamp fell. I picked it up."
he looked at the desk. he ran over to it and closed the book. "did you read it?" he said after a moment not looking at me but the book.
I was quite for a minute until I took a deep breath. "yes."
"I see." he was blushing and wouldn't look at me.
"it was the most-"
"don't."
"I'm sorry. I couldn't resist. after a glance it drew me in. you're writing is beautiful. I didn't know you could write."
"thank you. I'm not angry. just embarrassed that you seen it."
"you shouldn't be." we stood in silence for a moment. "who was it about?"
"excuse me?"
"the poem. who were you writing about?"
"someone special." he smiled at me.
"obviously... is it about the weather girl?"
"no."
"you sure? she is pretty cute."
"I'm sure." he laughed.
"then who?"
"you really don't know?"
"no."
"you'll see pretty soon."
"okay... Splinter wanted-"
"to talk to me?"
"how did you-"
"we talked already. that's what gave you the time to read it."
"oh..." we were quite for another moment.
"you wanna see a movie?"
"...sure..."
"come on." he walked over and put a hand on my shoulder. "lets go watch one of your Dragonball movies." we walked out of the room. I was left thinking one thing. who ever she is, she is lucky to have someone like him love her so much.