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If there's never been the real you, The world is cold
I have a halo of shards of glass and blood around my head
and I don't know, if the heartbeat I hear is real
Is this an angel in my hand, I feel?
Were you ever real?

Without you, there will never be a real me
Why do I need a friend to pray to help you see?
The only one that I live with is a halved, metal heart
It's like without you I have no arms
To even wrap around myself or my brother
Let alone another lover
Because you took with you every part of me that I need to breathe
Will someone pray for me?

There's no sweet whisper in my mouth
The words are stuck, choking up my throat
There's no one meaningful in the mirror
The reflection's there but it has no voice to hear
All I see, is the last shattered piece of me

A necklace I wear at all times, I cherish the words, every letter
But sometimes I think, you think that pearls of blood would suit me better
You say I make you physically bleed on the pages, I make you cry
Did you happen to note the pages revealed all your years of lies?
Did you think that I'd ever refuse to die?
If you leave me lying here?

The clock goes by and still I lay
I'm waiting for either you, or an angel to come and take me away
But tick, tick as it goes
It's 11:00 and still you haven't showed
But I think I'll take it slow,
No, I'll stay awake and I'll wait
5 - 6 - 7 - 8
You never end up being there
Your excuses show you never really cared

Don't worry about me,
I'll live another day
Because one day I know your blindness will blur away
and you'll see that I'm still here to take your pain away
Just like I did Saturday
September 18, 2008
It's the day we met
Did you think I'd forget?
It's not too late

Somewhere over the rainbow
I think when I die
Then you'll know

Description
If there's never been the real you, The world is cold
I have a halo of shards of glass and blood around my head
and I don't know, if the heartbeat I hear is real
Is this an angel in my hand, I feel?
Were you ever real?

Without you, there will never be a real me
Why do I need a friend to pray to help you see?
The only one that I live with is a halved, metal heart
It's like without you I have no arms
To even wrap around myself or my brother
Let alone another lover
Because you took with you every part of me that I need to breathe
Will someone pray for me?

There's no sweet whisper in my mouth
The words are stuck, choking up my throat
There's no one meaningful in the mirror
The reflection's there but it has no voice to hear
All I see, is the last shattered piece of me

A necklace I wear at all times, I cherish the words, every letter
But sometimes I think, you think that pearls of blood would suit me better
You say I make you physically bleed on the pages, I make you cry
Did you happen to note the pages revealed all your years of lies?
Did you think that I'd ever refuse to die?
If you leave me lying here?

The clock goes by and still I lay
I'm waiting for either you, or an angel to come and take me away
But tick, tick as it goes
It's 11:00 and still you haven't showed
But I think I'll take it slow,
No, I'll stay awake and I'll wait
5 - 6 - 7 - 8
You never end up being there
Your excuses show you never really cared

Don't worry about me,
I'll live another day
Because one day I know your blindness will blur away
and you'll see that I'm still here to take your pain away
Just like I did Saturday
September 18, 2008
It's the day we met
Did you think I'd forget?
It's not too late

Somewhere over the rainbow
I think when I die
Then you'll know