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E-Specter β€” Pain, pain and pain. (WARNING: BLOOD AND GORE) [NSFW]

Published: 2019-03-04 04:05:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 156; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 0
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Description I honestly don't know anymore.


So much bad stuff is happening.


No matter how much I try to shove bad things away, they come back, harder than ever. Slamming me to the ground until the point where I'll try to kill myself.


And now, is the worst day to ever exist.




My Dad went on a rampage on me and my family after we failed to wake up early to get ready for school. Right now, my left hand hurts, my right leg is too, and I've been forced to go to school, WITHOUT any allowance. I'm using my backup money for this one, which is very little, I can't even go to the canteen.

When I went to school, I've been brought upon a news where I'll need to take EVERYTHING back to my home (my artworks), since it's causing a ruckus. I'm planning to sneak the artworks in the middle of the night, in my secret storage, which my Dad hasn't found out yet.


I'm so scared, but I have to be brave. If Dad chooses to kick me out of the house cuz he found out about this, THEN THAT'LL BE IT. I'll take no chances. I'd be more than happy to leave.



Pray for me guys, I really hope I survive. I still want to share my stories with you all. My arts with you all.
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Comments: 28

RedGekkouga [2019-03-14 09:59:27 +0000 UTC]

If you want someone to talk to, you can note me if you want. I'd be happy to support you.

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Sydelergy [2019-03-07 22:16:16 +0000 UTC]

AW QwQ
I feel so sad for you...
But I know you can get through it! Your a tough girl your spirit is strong and even if it doesn't work out we are still here and we will try and help as much as we can
I will pray for you if that makes you feel betterΒ 
be brave, be strong, and remember we all love and support youΒ  Β 

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E-Specter In reply to Sydelergy [2019-03-08 07:08:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the uplifting words

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TheFluffyDragon101 [2019-03-06 02:03:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry that had to happen to you, I only hope things get better for you. And if your at the point of well ya know you can always talk to me or others that are on here. I'll be praying for ya!

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E-Specter In reply to TheFluffyDragon101 [2019-03-08 07:08:12 +0000 UTC]

I hope so too, and I'll try, cuz I normally get anxious when it comes to talking to people

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TheFluffyDragon101 In reply to E-Specter [2019-03-08 19:30:39 +0000 UTC]

Oh well it may be hard for you to talk to ppl. And I understand that because I'm usually afraid of what ppl might think of me or my art, But as soon as you talk to someone you'll probably start to feel a little bit better.

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Laukku2000 [2019-03-04 20:35:19 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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E-Specter In reply to Laukku2000 [2019-03-05 04:43:59 +0000 UTC]

Β 

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MegiW [2019-03-04 13:50:00 +0000 UTC]

Gosh my heart E, my heart
I feels so bad for you
I wish you the best, I will always hope best for you
Go strong E

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E-Specter In reply to MegiW [2019-03-05 04:43:41 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Meg, I hope I can get through this

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BlackFaithStar [2019-03-04 13:34:06 +0000 UTC]

I believe you can get through this and I want you to believe in yourself as well.
I pray the best for you : )

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E-Specter In reply to BlackFaithStar [2019-03-05 04:43:25 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Faith

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The-Smileyy [2019-03-04 07:05:01 +0000 UTC]

don't lose hope!

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E-Specter In reply to The-Smileyy [2019-03-05 04:43:16 +0000 UTC]

I try

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The-Smileyy In reply to E-Specter [2019-03-05 06:40:27 +0000 UTC]

please do

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Hydro211 [2019-03-04 06:27:39 +0000 UTC]

Kick his ass, if not I'll come down there and do it. And I fight dirty

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E-Specter In reply to Hydro211 [2019-03-05 04:43:11 +0000 UTC]

Nah, you're not gonna go to the Philippines just to kick his ass, that would be too much trouble for you

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Hydro211 In reply to E-Specter [2019-03-05 08:24:27 +0000 UTC]

Pfft, everywhere i go i get into trouble xD

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BananerzDonurtz83 [2019-03-04 05:37:37 +0000 UTC]

We believe in you! You can get through this! And we'll also pray for you bes!

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E-Specter In reply to BananerzDonurtz83 [2019-03-05 04:42:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks man

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BananerzDonurtz83 In reply to E-Specter [2019-03-05 10:18:37 +0000 UTC]

No problem! We're here for you always ^_^

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Cake-a-Tron [2019-03-04 04:48:31 +0000 UTC]

Aw man, sending good vibes your way, really hope everything picks up for you real quick.Β 

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E-Specter In reply to Cake-a-Tron [2019-03-05 04:42:11 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much Cake

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GIRGHGH [2019-03-04 04:09:14 +0000 UTC]

Praying as we speak, I believe in you, you can get through this.

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E-Specter In reply to GIRGHGH [2019-03-05 04:42:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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TheMercenary04 [2019-03-04 04:08:20 +0000 UTC]



I really hope all gets better friendΒ 

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E-Specter In reply to TheMercenary04 [2019-03-05 04:41:54 +0000 UTC]

I hope too


but the transfer of my artworks were successful

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TheMercenary04 In reply to E-Specter [2019-03-05 12:01:23 +0000 UTC]

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