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Echidna-kid — Day Four - Angst
Published: 2011-05-05 02:12:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 575; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 9
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Day Four of the 30 Day Challenge that I am participating in with-----
I...am angsty lately...
I'm just ready to get out of skool and...being forced into pens with a bunch of people I dislike is starting to wear me down to the last nerve. I can't find an escape anymore at home either, now that it's also filled with people [a majority of them I dislike as well], I'm trapped in a tiny town, nowhere to go, I feel like I've fallen to the ground and am only able to drag myself along, slow and painful, to the finish line.
My depression is like a pit that every time I nearly get free of I get stuck on a root or loose my grip and slide right back down. I have few things that make me truly happy...a little bit of light in a huge insatiable hole of darkness....
Then I wonder if even have a right to feel this way when so many other have it so much more worse than me....deeper into the pit I dive
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Naw...I'm gettin better..I guess I just needed a day of rest and art to get me out of the low swing for a bit
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Okies ^-^ awesome to hear that you're better
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Awwww :S
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Thank you so much, I suppose my life isn't really all that bad it's just that....sometimes I have some really bad low swings with my Bipolar-ness. And this is just one of those...but I still have those few little things to cling to that help push me into an upward climb of happiness so...I just gotta keep on keepin on till I break out of the grey
But thank you for your support motor-baby
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You keep pushing to you find that colour ^^
You're really welcome electric darlin! Any time! See you out in the Zones! Stay Shiny! x
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I absolutely love this. There are no words.
By the way, what 30 day challenge is this?
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Thank you...
It's just a little personal challenge think that my friend Neko-chan found and asked if anyone wanted to join her in doing it. You just draw a picture and upload it every day, and it doesn't have to be a complete picture, it can be a sketch or something like that
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I hope you feel better Diblet!
I'm here for you if you ever need to rant or talk~
Things will get better! School's almost out and done with, <3
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The same goes for you Neko-chan. I'll be okay OuO and here if you need to talk too
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<3~ I'm glad~ And thank you~
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Dude- you stole the words right from my heart- Every. Single. One.
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Oh well...thank you, I'm glad to know I am adapt at word theft and relating to others....I usually feel like I don't...
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That empty feeling... *sigh* At least you don't do self harm; it's my last resort.
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I used to...until one day it just...hurt too much....but sometimes I think I let my cat go at my arm a bit more often when I get down....
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Having to wear long sleeves all the time sucks. And then occasionally people start questioning and I have to ward them off somehow. And summer's coming... *sigh*
Don't let your cat bite you though; I don't wanna say you'll get rabies, but it's easier infected.
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I'm sorry...have you thought of alternatives to cutting...I find drawing, writing, and listening to music a very helpful deterrent...
Yeah I know...
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Yeah, I have thought of alternatives- and tried them all. But what happens when I'm not cutting is I start taking meds and drinking- which is even more dangerous. So..... lesser of two evils I suppose.
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=sigh= That's a shame....
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Ah, well. Not much I can do. 
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I hope the same for you
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Ooh.. Cool lookin'
I'm sorry you're feeling that way D:
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Thank you...I really bitch slapped it hard with the contrast tool
Meh it's alright, it comes with the bipolar territory and loss of sleep...
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Yeah I swear I've got insomnia because it takes me for fuckin ever to get to sleep :'P
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I know how that is
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I'm so sorry girl ):
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Noooononono it's alright, I will recover. Have you ever tried drinking tea before going to bed?
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No actually I haven't :0
My parents won't usually buy tea :/
What kind if tea do toy recommend/works the best? :0
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Sleepytime, or Tension Tamer. Sleepy time is REALLY good with a spoonful of honey. About an hour before you go to bed, it usually helps
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Dude, I'll have to look for that :0
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It's in the tea and coffee aisle in the markets n.n
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Alright! I'll look :3
*Oh, am I getting that drawing? :0
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Good idea n.n
Oh god yeah =sigh= I think my niece took my coloured pencils so I haven't been able to colour any of the paper-children I have OTL but today I think Imma get some more so...they'll be taken care of VERY soon
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Sweet! Thank you so much :3
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Of course motor-baby!
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Yay!
Thanks Black Mariah >:3
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...I must admit that is not one I've been called XD
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You have now >:'D
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Damn :0
Thanks!! :'D
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Hey, it's only true
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