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Published: 2016-04-01 05:43:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 6377; Favourites: 273; Downloads: 59
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=xiCEzJ…Related content
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Dzięki smutkowi dużo piękna powstało na świecie, taki jego urok
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Zgadzam się z tym stwierdzeniem w 100%.
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dla mnie takie strychowe
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Hello Eliana,
thank you for sharing this wonderful piece of art with the rest of the world! I consider this DD one of the best this week and let myself include it in my DD Highlights project journal entry. You can view it here:
My Daily Deviations Highlights 11-17 AprilWelcome to a Community Volunteer project in which we will be highlighting our favourite Daily Deviations featured within the recent weeks! We would like to encourage the community to join in on this project by simply going through the Daily Deviations page and collecting some of their favourite pieces of art within a journal titled "My Daily Deviation Highlights"! We hope this project will help spread awareness and love for Daily Deviations and our fellow deviant artists!
Use the hashtag #DDHighlights so we can find your journals!
(you can apply tags to your journal from the submission page)
Here are
Have a wonderful day! ❤
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Dziękuję dziękuję dziękuje! <3
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Serdecznie gratuluję DD 
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Haha to ja trochę późno odpowiadam 
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A true pleasure, Eliana ... you're most welcome
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Nice work!! Congratulations on your much deserved DD!
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Haunting and powerful, Thank You and congrats on the DD.
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I'm glad you like it, thank you so much!
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this is absolutely gorgeous. The hands are so subtly suggestive and engaging.
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Thank you. These hands just suggest the same thing as the mind.
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Thank you, I wasn't expecting that!
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Thank you, it's so nice to hear that!
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You're very welcome. It's a wonderful work.
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very stunning and... triggering. First my mother was drinking and smoking during her pregnancy with me which forced me to live with fetal alcohol syndrome and other disabilities that come with it for the rest of my life. Then she neglected me as a child, abandoned me as a teenager then finally disowned me last year which left me feeling totally devastated. It left me with C-PTSD, clinical depression and severe anxiety. I tried therapy and other ways to deal with it over the years but nothing brought me relief, not even medication. Life never got better for me... only worse when i was subjected to constant bullying from others then became friends with a narcissist who stole 3 of my characters for herself then put me through abusive smear campaigns that ruined my life, health, friendships reputation and my art. Every time when I look at my characters and storylines I feel completely lost and I don't know where to begin to undo the damage she's caused through godmodding and other forms of controlling behavior in rpgs. I managed to undo some of the damage she's caused and my characters are starting to come together now, but they will never be the same again.
I feel like I'm stuck in a prison cell, being forced to serve a lifelong sentence for a crime my mother committed and I have no chance for parole. Why is it my fault that she divorced my dad when I was ten years old then left me by the time I was 14? I never had a chance to live a normal and independent life and i'm exhausted from having to fight so hard to prove to my dad that I am capable of living life for myself. I'm tired of people always wanting to control my life and hold me back from what I want to do in life and everything I do is never good enough. Every day has become a burden and it's getting harder and harder to get out of bed and go through the motions of daily life. What's the point of living when my disabilities won't let my life go anywhere? I would often wonder. Then I thought about suicide on a daily basis, which included hanging from a noose like this pic. The truth is, I don't want to die and I don't want to threaten suicide for the sake of causing drama and attention like some people do. I just want to end my pain and free myself from the people who use, abuse and control me.
No matter how much I thought about it I could never go through with it because it is a serious sin against God. If I go through with it then I will lose my one chance to start my life over in heaven and live life the way I was supposed to as if my mother's alcohol abuse had never affected me at all. I also hang onto a slim hope that God will turn my life around and make it better, using me as a living testimony for someone else who felt just as hopeless as me.
To make a long story short, thank you for sharing this photo. It is very thought provoking and it's become another incentive to stay alive for a bit longer....
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Thank you for this comment. Personally I think that everything in life has it's purpose and pain teaches us the most... I know it may sound silly and I also know that you are completly innocent so you shouldn't be punished for sins that are not yours, but... we cannot choose our parents or the situations in our life,- the only thing we can control is our reactions. Life here is just a part of the journey - we must learn, improve ourselves and fight no matter what happens, because sometimes not-giving-up is just the thing we have to learn and this is why fate is so hard for us. Almost everyone thought about suicide at some point in life - because everyone has its problems, small and big ones, imaginary or very realistic - it doesn't matter what they are, what matters is that we feel them, we feel the pain and it's natural we want to end it. But - just like you said - life can turn around and make better. And this is the hope we have to hold on to. Stay strong 
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Your story hit me hard and I wish I could help.
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Hey that is a lot of tough stuff to go through, i hope that you will push through it all . It takes a lot of strength but you can do it!!
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