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Published: 2020-11-01 10:36:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 1711; Favourites: 43; Downloads: 1
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Description Ahah this looks edgy, I'm sorry, please just ignore that. At first it wasn't meant to look that way but in the end I felt like it would look cooler in black and white so here we go.

I did that drawing because today's my last day of vacation and I'm pretty sad and mad about it. As my french watchers may know, our president decided another lockdown, but less strict than last time. Now, we can basically only go outside to buy food and go to work/school... And what annoys me the most is that at first, we were told that post-highschool studies were locked down again and will have to continue their studies from home with online class.

BUT ! Even though I'm doing what we call a BTS (nothing to do with the kpop band pls), meaning that I passed highschool and I'm considered doing post-graduate studies, I still have to go to school. Why ? Because a BTS takes place in a highschool, and for some obscure reasons the government thought they had to treat us like highschool students. I'm very mad about it, I really wanted to be locked down again. 

Last lockdown did me so much good that I honeslty think I never felt that way before. Getting the sleep I need, not having to see people, having time to do my homework without being too worried about deadlines, having time to do stuff for myself, not having to stress the fuck out about tests... I liked online class and felt much more relaxed and less anxious than before. They really made us think we would be able to live that again, but in the end, because we're not doing prestigious studies, we don't have the right to. 

Anyways, I'm pretty sure a real lockdown will be decided later. There's no way the tiny measures they took are going to do anything, if everyone still has to go to work and school. They'll quickly notice the only change they'll get is the suicide rate that'll increase like crazy because people have to work without ever having the right to relax. 

Oof I'm salty, I'm sorry. Just annoyed at what is going on, but anyways, I can't do anything about it. 

Stay safe all, take care of yourself. 
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Comments: 16

Rosespark2 [2020-11-02 23:21:47 +0000 UTC]

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Edahel In reply to Rosespark2 [2020-11-03 18:08:53 +0000 UTC]

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Rosespark2 In reply to Edahel [2020-11-03 22:04:45 +0000 UTC]

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EevEelOveR1542 [2020-11-01 18:31:55 +0000 UTC]

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StarZen20 [2020-11-01 16:10:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to hear that
2020 has just been a sucky year huh?

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Edahel In reply to StarZen20 [2020-11-01 16:44:55 +0000 UTC]

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StarZen20 In reply to Edahel [2020-11-01 17:02:18 +0000 UTC]

Probably

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Ileah [2020-11-01 15:23:23 +0000 UTC]

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Edahel In reply to Ileah [2020-11-01 16:07:21 +0000 UTC]

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Nyancatti [2020-11-01 12:23:10 +0000 UTC]

That’s rough buddy

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Edahel In reply to Nyancatti [2020-11-01 13:34:24 +0000 UTC]

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ObietaFuan [2020-11-01 12:11:27 +0000 UTC]

Even though I dont live where you are, I some-what understand how hard it can be. My friend was diagnosed with depression due to the stress of the pandemic, plus not being able to see anybody to talk to them about some personal problems that had been going on. This really takes a tole on mental health, but we will soon move past it. Keep up the great art!

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Edahel In reply to ObietaFuan [2020-11-01 13:37:33 +0000 UTC]

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ObietaFuan In reply to Edahel [2020-11-01 13:42:56 +0000 UTC]

Your right, it was kinda nice to get alone time and sleep.

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derirora [2020-11-01 10:37:33 +0000 UTC]

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Edahel In reply to derirora [2020-11-01 10:46:12 +0000 UTC]

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