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I'm not gonna let myself get kicked around anymore
all this time trying to be nice and going way out of my way just to please other people...

I'm tired of being used and ending up regretting even talking to certain people, both here and in my everyday life. People think they can just abuse my "kind" nature to their advantage... Not gonna lie, I used to let it happen if it meant them leaving me alone after, but I feel disgusting and tossed out now that so many are abusing that power... I'm tired of it. I KNOW when I'm being manipulated, but I used to just let it happen to get it over with and it makes me SICK to believe that I let myself deal with so much BULLSHIT before

I went from a brick wall of a person to a broken, used up toy that's been passed around to every person
Just... leave me alone. I'm not gonna do it anymore. The opportunity to use me is gone. The trust I had for people is gone. I've let myself become too involved and I regret every second of it.

I've given so much for absolutely nothing in return and I HATE IT

It takes a certain few people to ruin it for everyone.

Description
I'm not gonna let myself get kicked around anymore
all this time trying to be nice and going way out of my way just to please other people...

I'm tired of being used and ending up regretting even talking to certain people, both here and in my everyday life. People think they can just abuse my "kind" nature to their advantage... Not gonna lie, I used to let it happen if it meant them leaving me alone after, but I feel disgusting and tossed out now that so many are abusing that power... I'm tired of it. I KNOW when I'm being manipulated, but I used to just let it happen to get it over with and it makes me SICK to believe that I let myself deal with so much BULLSHIT before

I went from a brick wall of a person to a broken, used up toy that's been passed around to every person
Just... leave me alone. I'm not gonna do it anymore. The opportunity to use me is gone. The trust I had for people is gone. I've let myself become too involved and I regret every second of it.

I've given so much for absolutely nothing in return and I HATE IT

It takes a certain few people to ruin it for everyone.