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efawlsh16 — I am Nobody.
Published: 2012-11-11 23:01:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 165; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 1
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Description Nobody understands the frustration.
Nobody the mental battles I have with myself everyday.
Nobody realises I've thought of just ending it all.
Nobody knows I've thought that more than once.
Nobody gets that I'm not being dramatic.
Nobody hears my cries for help.
Nobody knows I can't cry anymore.
Nobody wants to actually help me.
Nobody has ever listened to me properly.
Nobody has never judged me.
Nobody knows who I really am.
Nobody gets me.
Nobody sticks around.
Nobody wastes their time with me.
Nobody waits with me long enough to get to know me.
Nobody gives a fuck.
Nobody believes me.

I am Nobody.
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Comments: 19

BrightStar2 [2012-11-20 00:43:35 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes we can feel lost, not sure who we are, until our paths takes a unexpected turn
I hope when you find that turn, you will be feel a somebody again....Never stop walking the
path find an adventure

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efawlsh16 In reply to BrightStar2 [2012-11-23 17:47:23 +0000 UTC]

I hope so too thank you darling <3
I won't

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BrightStar2 In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-23 18:16:35 +0000 UTC]

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Chezzy-Am [2012-11-16 12:36:24 +0000 UTC]

I can understand exactly how it feels to be lonely... to be so helplessly out of place... that I started doubting myself... And I can imagine how it would feel, being you...

I can't change the way things are... I can't change the world, and I certainly can't help you in the physical interaction sense (partially because you're in Ireland, and partially because you've been a person who values personal space, security, and a sense of being human without being too imposing) but I can... if nothing else... tell you I like having you around.

You're really good company. You speak Gaelic, you're usually happy, you've got a good sense of humor. You're capable of deep thinking, and your works are the kind of Irish literature that would make me proud of being your friend, and hopefully in the near future, a fellow Irish.

To which I pray... that you find solace... that somehow, in some way... something happens, and it leads your life to betterment; that somehow, things work out for the better, and you find someone in whom you can not only confide openly, but you find a reason of being satisfied with.

I hope that helped...

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-11-18 23:43:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. What you said is very kind

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-19 15:47:27 +0000 UTC]

you're not a nobody - you're special to me.

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-11-23 14:14:25 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-25 06:57:22 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-11-28 11:43:21 +0000 UTC]

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-28 12:30:06 +0000 UTC]

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PowerfulStardust [2012-11-12 18:18:12 +0000 UTC]



Hiya!

How could you help yourself ?

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efawlsh16 In reply to PowerfulStardust [2012-11-14 12:30:54 +0000 UTC]

Hi there

I can't, that's one of the problems.

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PowerfulStardust In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-14 18:01:32 +0000 UTC]

Hi over there

I see...Okay, the first thing to help yourself is to know more about yourself!!!! A few years ago i learned more about myself! It helped me and it has helped other friends of mine!
It might help you as well
check out this link ---> [link]

see youuuuuuu

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efawlsh16 In reply to PowerfulStardust [2012-11-18 23:47:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the link, I'll check it out for sure when my internet isn't being useless

I know me and I know exactly what I want. But I just don't know how to stop the depression, or at least make it subside..

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PowerfulStardust In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-19 08:24:14 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome...i hope our internet will be soon good to use

Awesome that you know exactly what you want!

Something can be done about your depression!

Okay my dear, hope you can check out the link soon and then let me know if you have any questions!

See youuuuuuuu

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DeeTay [2012-11-12 06:22:11 +0000 UTC]

Can I please be Somebody? I'll write you a note as soon as I can.

Sending you lots of love.

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efawlsh16 In reply to DeeTay [2012-11-14 12:30:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh course you can hun :3
I look forward to it <3

Sending love your way too darling

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DeeTay In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-15 10:09:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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efawlsh16 In reply to DeeTay [2012-11-15 23:28:16 +0000 UTC]

Welcome

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