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efawlsh16 — Rest My Weary Bones
Published: 2012-11-23 02:00:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 113; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 1
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Description I'm tired. So tired.
I'm physically and emointally drained.
I can't motivate myself to do anything,
And my mind never stops ticking.

People just brush what I say off to the side.
Most of those people don't listen to me anymore.
Most just talk over me.
They think that if they pretend I'm not here,
Crying out for help,
That I'll just fade away.
Believing that I'll stipulate asking for help.
They're right in a way I suppose.
I'll have no energy to ask.
I'll have no energy to live.
Then what?
What will they do then when I really am gone?
Feel guilt for not taking the time to listen to me?
Unlikely.
They're just going to continue on with their lives,
Because they will have gotten what they had wanted.
She's gone, out of the picture forever.

That's okay with me.
I want to be gone.
I don't want to be tired anymore.
I don't want to be people's burden anymore.

I just want to disappear.
For good.
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Comments: 9

DeeTay [2012-11-23 07:10:43 +0000 UTC]

Please talk to me.

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efawlsh16 In reply to DeeTay [2012-11-23 17:49:06 +0000 UTC]

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Chezzy-Am [2012-11-23 07:00:06 +0000 UTC]

This is serious...

But not too serious... You have the power... I can imagine how hard it is... having people push you down... break you into bits and pieces just because they want to... and they don't know any better... but they don't need to; they don't understand you. They do not understand how much you go through every day.

Because they're a mass of faceless masks... shadows without forms... They don't matter in any way.

You do. You mean a lot. And you'll do fine... hopefully you'll do fine...

Try getting some sleep, and wake up knowing that there's someone out there who does care. If that's manageable for you...

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-11-23 17:48:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!
I'll try, I have been trying but I'm not giving up just yet

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-25 06:56:23 +0000 UTC]

Good I'm proud of you - always have been.

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-11-28 11:43:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you dear

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-11-28 12:29:07 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome

Keep in touch.

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efawlsh16 In reply to Chezzy-Am [2012-12-03 14:13:54 +0000 UTC]

Will do

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Chezzy-Am In reply to efawlsh16 [2012-12-04 06:51:04 +0000 UTC]

Glad to hear that

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