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Published: 2011-06-27 20:47:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 307; Favourites: 11; Downloads: 5
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Yep.Slowly learning who are really my true friends and who aren't.
The friends I do need are too far away right now.
My dad's angry again.
And my worlds falling into chaos again.
But you know?
I'll just feign happiness for you.
I don't want anyone's pity anymore.
I hate it how the words 'I miss you' or 'I love you' only come out of my mouth. No one ever wants to openly miss me or love me.
Fine. Whatever.
My dad don't understand me anymore. And no one else does either.
I need to be left alone. Some of you need to learn that I do in fact have a breaking point. Go away. Don't touch me.
Learn my boundaries. Shut your big mouth. Stop being so sensitive when your the one who's hurting me. Open up your eyes. I hate you.
I hate myself, and my art. My art never gets any better. So why do I even try.
Whatever. Enjoy the crappy art.
Have a wonderful fricking day.
Unu out.
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Your art is so beautiful Unu,and so many people love you,including me <3
I really hope,you get better my love ;u; <33
Sorry im not very good with words
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Fff, ;~;
Thanks. <3
/clings to
No, no. It's okay. It's good enough for you just being there.
<33
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Your welcome ;u;<33
Alright Q_Q <333
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Unu, I do love you, you should know that by now. And who cares if your art is crap if you love drawing? Don't hate yourself, you're an awesome person, and you deserve to be happy. I don't claim to now a whole shit load about you Unu, but I do know enough to know that you don't deserve to be judged or criticized or hated by anyone, whether friend, family, or complete stranger. Always know that you can come to me for help, I won't judge you, i swear. Also know that if you really do need to be alone, and you're not just saying it so you don't have fake being happy, just tell me, I'll give you the room you need. Also know that if you don't need room, and really need a friend, or just someone to hang on to, tell me. I love you, and I care for you. Always remember to take care of yourself, and don't stop loving yourself, and don't start hating yourself, and don't forget there are always people who care. Love you Em.
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I'm sorry I didn't reply at the time. >____>;;
I didn't really have words to respond to this, haha. ;;;
Sorry again.
But honestly, thanks so much.
I'm grateful to have you there OTL;; T^T
Sorry I never told you that before. ;n;
Thank you again.
Love you too OTL;
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It's allright, haha. no need to apologize. I'm grateful to have you too. No problem. Love you too.
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I know all too well that pity hurts more than it it helps, so I promise not to. But this pic is fucking amazing, no matter how much you put yourself and your art down. Even as a friend, I have no buisness in your personal buisness, but I do hope you feel better soon
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Ah, thank you.
I clearly don't see the same point of view as you, but thanks all the same. :3
I..
Ah, thank you.
Even if you wanted to know about what is happening now, I doubt I could explain it.
It's too complicated.
But, ah, thank you. ;~;
We need to talk again C:
Something out of dA, a real conversation.
You really are a good friend, haha. |D Thanks.
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You're welcome ^^ Anytime ^^ And if you ever need to talk, just note me, k???
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Ah, thank you~
Haha, thanks for the offer, I'll keep it in mind. ;~;
Same goes to you, if you ever need any help feel free to talk to me about it.
Haha, I might not be much help, but I'm willing to listen~ ;m;
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Ok ^^ thank you and welcome ^^
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Oh my god, this just goes to show I'm not on if you needed me to be *facedesk* I'm always late, Unu always remember you have amazing friends here ^Q^Q^ *I'm not including myself cause I don't come here that often anymore, I wish I did, I feel bad when I dont ;;* I can see by the description you want to be left alone, but I just have to say these things, also, Unu, your art does not suck one bit in the least, have you not seen what you have created? When drawing, many people can't even IMAGINE this deep and meaningful picture, you got the message cross so clearly it's amazing. I'm so sorry I never seem to be there when you you need someone to help you, I'm really really sorry Q^Q;; I really can't find anymore to say about that...; This picture is absolutly goregeous though, the dark painted colours really get your feelings across to the viewer, even if you put no description, its amazing.
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Let's see if I can swallow my pride long enough to respond to this right.
No, honestly it's not your fault. A lot of other stuff was going on before that stupid meme. You just kicked me while I was down, is all.
Guess this is another one of those many things you need to pity me for, right?
All in all, you're just one of those many people who don't understand me in the least.
Either that or you just don't give a flying fuck about me.
One or the other, maybe both.
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I don't understand you in the least, and I'm just jealous about that whole Josh thing. If I didn't give a flying fuck, then I wouldn't pity you at all.
Yup. Truth hurts, and some things should never be said. I am truely sorry, but I don't expect any forgiveness.
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Look at your first deviation.
Look at what your most recent works are.
Now look through it entirely. From beginning to ending.
Look at how much you can change in the older deviations to what you feel it better.
You've improved.
Improvement happens gradually.
Not suddenly. You ARE indeed improving.
You're one of the most creative people I've met.
You can create something so imaginative, but so logical, too. I understand what's going on in the image, because I know what you're going through. I was amazed. There's a lot more to it then the first sight.
As hard as it is to find something positive in so many bad things happening, you'll be surprised at how many amazing things there are if you just look.
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:/ That's never enough. Look at your art, and so many others art. They surpass me in every way and any way. :I
Not to mention, this deviation and many of the others in my gallery are just ideas stolen from other peoples videos/deviations/writing. :/ Eh. Nothing I do is orginal.
;~; Thanks anyways. I'm glad you think so highly of my art. <3 Ilu.
/clings to
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Lies... Your art is amazing. Don't let anyone tell you different. More I wanna say, but I'm really... confused being the best word I can think... right now.
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your welcome. I can't understand those... emoticons? I feel bad if they're sad faces.
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UNU YOU NOR YOUR ART ARE CRAP!! YOU ARE UNU AND I DO LOVE YOU!! WITH EVERY PIECE OF ME!! i know im an awful firend for not being there with you during yourhard times, and my life is so busy nowadays. I'm trying so hard, really I am, and I know that's not good enough, I'm sorry.
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;n; ...
Thanks Kiki-san. Iloveyoutoo, you must know that. <3
And no. Shhh. D: It's not your fault, and I know your busy. ;~; I'm just being selfish, /clings to
Don't be sorry, really. ;n; Ilu. <3
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;_; T-thanks.
I appreciate it, really. ;~;
I'm... ah, glad you like my art. <3
Thanks. C: <3
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