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So, I'm not okay again. Pretty sure I have lost someone permanently, but hey, that is what I get for being me. Pushing everyone away when I am upset or mad at them. Rather than bring it up to talk about it because I feel like they never want too. Even when they say they do. But I believe it will just make their already shitty day crap. So another reason I don't.

I guess that's my pattern. I either draw Maggie when I am upset or do absolutely nothing..
Usually I would draw her messed up, hurt, broken, whatever, but I didn't feel like it today. Nothing has really worked out like I wanted. But I didn't want to be drawing bad things. Because honestly, I'm not in a bad spot. I'm just bummed about it all. I want it to work.
I'm tired of getting my hopes up in things and then it crashes.
I'm tired of giving up on everything.
I'm tired in general.
I just want life to be good once for a day and go how I'd like it. But that's not how it works..
Every time, every time, I try super hard, it almost works. But then something, someone, has to throw a rock into my window world. Why can't it just not happen for once? -sighs-

Anyway, enjoy Maggie. For once semi-happy. This is how she would look without her crazy hair, as it was not working for me today. I just let it go and left it out. I also re-used the lines sorta from Corruption . Because my eyes where not working either. Maybe one day I'll get better at canines..
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My work may not be copied, edited, traced, published, reproduced, or re-uploaded in any way without my written permission. This character belongs to me and may not be used on anyone's websites, forums, or in roleplays! She is my fursona!

Description
So, I'm not okay again. Pretty sure I have lost someone permanently, but hey, that is what I get for being me. Pushing everyone away when I am upset or mad at them. Rather than bring it up to talk about it because I feel like they never want too. Even when they say they do. But I believe it will just make their already shitty day crap. So another reason I don't.

I guess that's my pattern. I either draw Maggie when I am upset or do absolutely nothing..
Usually I would draw her messed up, hurt, broken, whatever, but I didn't feel like it today. Nothing has really worked out like I wanted. But I didn't want to be drawing bad things. Because honestly, I'm not in a bad spot. I'm just bummed about it all. I want it to work.
I'm tired of getting my hopes up in things and then it crashes.
I'm tired of giving up on everything.
I'm tired in general.
I just want life to be good once for a day and go how I'd like it. But that's not how it works..
Every time, every time, I try super hard, it almost works. But then something, someone, has to throw a rock into my window world. Why can't it just not happen for once? -sighs-

Anyway, enjoy Maggie. For once semi-happy. This is how she would look without her crazy hair, as it was not working for me today. I just let it go and left it out. I also re-used the lines sorta from Corruption . Because my eyes where not working either. Maybe one day I'll get better at canines..
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My work may not be copied, edited, traced, published, reproduced, or re-uploaded in any way without my written permission. This character belongs to me and may not be used on anyone's websites, forums, or in roleplays! She is my fursona!