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No. Why? Me. That's it. Gotta change. How? You can't. Face it. Don't. Don't give up. DON'T.

Death death death death death death keeps calling me by my name. Don't listen. Go with him. Don't. DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP. Don't. I don't get it. I do. But I don't. Pain. My chest hurts. I want to die. Not now. Never. Always. Shut up. Stop thinking. Keep on killing yourself. More pain. What is this? Stress stress stress. Pain again.

Oh, what to do? What to do? No sense. Cut all the strings. Be alone. Never talk again. Love in silence. I don't love myself. Why? I need help? Why? KILL. Who? You know who. Him. You. What for? End the pain. Don't. I am loved. But you don't love yourself. Who? You. Me? I. What? Stop. Grasp the little sanity you have left. No. Why? I want help. If I am to be insane to get help, I'm willing to become insane insane insane insane insane insane insane insane. Kill me now that you can. Stop thinking. Don't. I'm not loved. Yes you are. How can I know? I don't see it. I don't feel it. It's not enough for me. I need too much. More than I can be given. Why? Why do you need so much? BECAUSE IM A GREEDY BASTARD, DON'T YOU SEE? Die then. You desrve it. No. Death is a gift. Life is the punishment. Let me live to suffer. LET ME LIVE.

Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty. My mind is completely empty, I don't think anymore. BE ALONE. Think. Don't. Stop. No one will ever read this. Everyone will. Why? They don't care. They do. I know, stop it, I want to be wrong. Why? Because I'll suffer. Nonsense. I need my punishment. Why? Pain. What? It makes me feel alive. I don't feel happiness. So? If I'm not sad then I don't feel anything. Why? Dunno. I need help.

HELP!

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No. Why? Me. That's it. Gotta change. How? You can't. Face it. Don't. Don't give up. DON'T.

Death death death death death death keeps calling me by my name. Don't listen. Go with him. Don't. DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP. Don't. I don't get it. I do. But I don't. Pain. My chest hurts. I want to die. Not now. Never. Always. Shut up. Stop thinking. Keep on killing yourself. More pain. What is this? Stress stress stress. Pain again.

Oh, what to do? What to do? No sense. Cut all the strings. Be alone. Never talk again. Love in silence. I don't love myself. Why? I need help? Why? KILL. Who? You know who. Him. You. What for? End the pain. Don't. I am loved. But you don't love yourself. Who? You. Me? I. What? Stop. Grasp the little sanity you have left. No. Why? I want help. If I am to be insane to get help, I'm willing to become insane insane insane insane insane insane insane insane. Kill me now that you can. Stop thinking. Don't. I'm not loved. Yes you are. How can I know? I don't see it. I don't feel it. It's not enough for me. I need too much. More than I can be given. Why? Why do you need so much? BECAUSE IM A GREEDY BASTARD, DON'T YOU SEE? Die then. You desrve it. No. Death is a gift. Life is the punishment. Let me live to suffer. LET ME LIVE.

Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty Empty. My mind is completely empty, I don't think anymore. BE ALONE. Think. Don't. Stop. No one will ever read this. Everyone will. Why? They don't care. They do. I know, stop it, I want to be wrong. Why? Because I'll suffer. Nonsense. I need my punishment. Why? Pain. What? It makes me feel alive. I don't feel happiness. So? If I'm not sad then I don't feel anything. Why? Dunno. I need help.

HELP!