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I didn’t shot a lot of photos during the last few months, because, well…I spent the summer doing things.

I know this might sound stupid, because everyone do things in their life, but for me it isn’t that easy, in fact because of my anxiety I try to avoid even the simple stuff that life gives.

Instead, this is a list of experiences I had during the summer: I went to my parents’ home after 2 years having a 2 hours car trip (and back), went to other several car trips, had some walks in Treviso (I was born and raised in Venice, but my heart is definitely in Treviso 😜), I went to book shopping, and clothes shopping, and make up shopping…I spent a lot 😓, I had dinner at the park once (dining out is another issue that bothers me),I had the chance to improve my spoken english with a non-italian-speaker girl and failed miserably, I saw my favourite band live and I let the teenager inside me give her best despite all the anxiety I started to pile up in my body and mind even months before that day… and I shot an instant photo for every of these experiences to prove I’ve done all those things.

I’m aware that people do this everyday but for me it’s been a really hard summer, made of tears and sweat and the desire of just give up on everything whenever life was giving me obstacles on my unstable path.

I’m still working on getting my life easier and at the same time I feel like both invincible and stuck, constantly fighting against negative feelings that get me tired and positive ones that make me think I can do whatever I want.

“The waking limb”
Sept, 2018

Description

I didn’t shot a lot of photos during the last few months, because, well…I spent the summer doing things.

I know this might sound stupid, because everyone do things in their life, but for me it isn’t that easy, in fact because of my anxiety I try to avoid even the simple stuff that life gives.

Instead, this is a list of experiences I had during the summer: I went to my parents’ home after 2 years having a 2 hours car trip (and back), went to other several car trips, had some walks in Treviso (I was born and raised in Venice, but my heart is definitely in Treviso 😜), I went to book shopping, and clothes shopping, and make up shopping…I spent a lot 😓, I had dinner at the park once (dining out is another issue that bothers me),I had the chance to improve my spoken english with a non-italian-speaker girl and failed miserably, I saw my favourite band live and I let the teenager inside me give her best despite all the anxiety I started to pile up in my body and mind even months before that day… and I shot an instant photo for every of these experiences to prove I’ve done all those things.

I’m aware that people do this everyday but for me it’s been a really hard summer, made of tears and sweat and the desire of just give up on everything whenever life was giving me obstacles on my unstable path.

I’m still working on getting my life easier and at the same time I feel like both invincible and stuck, constantly fighting against negative feelings that get me tired and positive ones that make me think I can do whatever I want.

“The waking limb”
Sept, 2018