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Published: 2011-07-30 01:48:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 419; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 2
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Description I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.

Of course, I've had plenty of time to in here.  In this tight, enclosed, padded room, I really have nothing to do but think.

I've been deemed insane by my own family.  It's true I try to convince myself.  Those visions couldn't be true.  No, of course not.  You're in here for your own good. I sternly tell myself for the eight-thousanth time.  But there's always doubt.

I've heard about people like me.  Snippets of television news floating through doctors' heads.  But, no, I hadn't really heard them.  I was just insane, like they all had said.  But what if it was true?  Those other people called insane because of their own visions, I could find them, find someone who has these same things inside their head.

Someone who's had their night terrors come true.

Someone who's heard the screams of the dying, night after night until they couldn't take it anymore.

But no, I was simply insane.  That was the only truth I could bear.

The only truth that would give me something to live for.
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Comments: 35

HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:32:21 +0000 UTC]

This made me cry...
A few months ago my own family shipped me off to white, padded rooms because they thought I was 'insane'.... Beautiful writing.... beautiful...

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:35:47 +0000 UTC]

That's terrible. I hope you can feel better soon. And thank you so much.

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:38:23 +0000 UTC]

<3

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:40:39 +0000 UTC]

Do you have an AIM?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:41:06 +0000 UTC]

I have a facebook?

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:41:58 +0000 UTC]

And I don't. D: Um, a Skype?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:43:23 +0000 UTC]

no webcam :c
Why no facebook!?!

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:44:43 +0000 UTC]

My dad thinks I'm too young... (I'm twelve.)

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:49:47 +0000 UTC]

Awh I see.
I'm fifteen
I'm Sam. <3

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:50:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm Katie. *shakes hand* Is there any way you can get an AIM?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:51:31 +0000 UTC]

I could try?

What do i do first?
hehe

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:52:51 +0000 UTC]

Um... duh... First check if you have the program.

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:54:56 +0000 UTC]

okidoki.

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:57:28 +0000 UTC]

Do you?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 02:58:32 +0000 UTC]

yes!

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 02:59:17 +0000 UTC]

So I think you can figure it out from then

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 03:03:03 +0000 UTC]

kay. i did. un momento por favor.

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 03:07:40 +0000 UTC]

What's your username?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 03:08:49 +0000 UTC]

Samantha Hill

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 03:09:52 +0000 UTC]

Okay I'll send you an IM

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 03:16:27 +0000 UTC]

I didnt get anything )

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everdeen13 In reply to HighFlyingSwallows [2011-08-14 03:17:26 +0000 UTC]

is your username samanthahill?

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HighFlyingSwallows In reply to everdeen13 [2011-08-14 03:17:57 +0000 UTC]

yes!

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Jetman2045 [2011-08-12 06:47:11 +0000 UTC]

Sounds like a person who has been convinced they are insane when in fact they are not so.

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everdeen13 In reply to Jetman2045 [2011-08-12 16:29:40 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, that's what I was going for

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ameridol8 [2011-08-07 02:26:36 +0000 UTC]

Your writing is amazing <3

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everdeen13 In reply to ameridol8 [2011-08-07 06:23:31 +0000 UTC]

Oop, forget that last part.

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everdeen13 In reply to ameridol8 [2011-08-07 06:21:43 +0000 UTC]

OH, you're too sweet and thanks for the fave.

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MonaParvin [2011-07-30 20:22:57 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful

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everdeen13 In reply to MonaParvin [2011-07-30 20:25:39 +0000 UTC]

Thank you :hearT:

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MonaParvin In reply to everdeen13 [2011-07-30 20:27:55 +0000 UTC]

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everdeen13 In reply to everdeen13 [2011-07-30 20:25:49 +0000 UTC]

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xxbreezyoceanxx [2011-07-30 02:36:22 +0000 UTC]

I like it!
You write really well.. though your writing always manages to confuse me. xD But in a good wayyyy!!
♥♥♥

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everdeen13 In reply to xxbreezyoceanxx [2011-07-30 02:38:28 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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xxbreezyoceanxx In reply to everdeen13 [2011-07-30 03:12:49 +0000 UTC]

You are quite welcome.

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