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"It's going to be okay."
Thats what you would always say.
But is it okay now?
You're gone. You've gone far away.

Away from my open arms
Out of my physical reach
Trying to stretch beyond my limits
You had so much left to teach!

You were to teach me of love
You were to teach me of sacrifice.
You were to teach me how to care
But I feel like I’ve just been sliced.

Sliced open for all of the world to see.
To see the little girl inside of me
Cowering and whimpering, trying to hide
She never wanted to be free.

You cut my outer exterior
My once-strong being
Is now nothing for what I really am.
Now, I see what you were seeing.

You’d call me weak, and scared.
You could always see right through me.
You’d look to my inner-self
And you try and try again to help me be free.

You never realized
That whatever was within me
Whatever horrible monster I with held
I never wanted anyone to see

No matter what you did to me,
Trying to open me up,
Then leaving me alone
I never wanted you to stop

I never wished for you to leave
Where did you go?
Has the grave taken you?
Or are you just lying-low?

Why can’t you let me in
On your insane little cherade
I want to help as much as I can
Please don’t be with that dead parade.

I don’t know what happened to you
And I don’t think I ever will know
But just incase you read this poem
Just remember that I never wished for you to go

I pray for you every night
I pray for you every day
Just remember "It's going to be okay."
Right? That’s what you’d always say

Don’t give up hope
If your still with us breathing
I want you to know
I love you, and I’ve finally found my meaning.