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When I first saw you my body went cold,
I realized then I’d give all for those hands to be mine to hold.
When we sat on the couch a few inches apart,
I realized then I’d end up trusting you with my heart.
It was that first glimpse that stole my breath,
I envisioned you being my strength if my father had an earlier death.
I expected such good things from you,
I saw you as someone so strong, so unique and true.
You promised me the day I met you that your feelings were pure,
To any insecurities, problems, you were the cure.
I backed off at first but began to believe you,
Probably why I held you so tight; I didn’t want to leave you.
Your eyes made my knees week, your smile did too,
I was starting to realize my love for you.
I’d see us in windows, as we’d take a walk,
I intended on saying how cute we were, but I didn’t talk.
We could speak without saying a word,
I’d look into your eyes and my message of love was surely heard.
I do miss your hands as they fondled my hair,
As I’d lie in your arms, close my eyes, and be without care.
However I was unaware and I’d say a prayer,
The one time I’d need you, you would not be there.
The day did come and my father did die,
You heard me cry, I watched you try, but in the end the tension was high.
You insistently said you’d have my back,
But we know now that your promise meant jack.
So I sit here and cry, as I figure out why,
I loved you so much but you didn’t even try.
Communication was cut short again and again,
As I’d sit there crying, needing more than a friend.
Your life got busier and weeks would pass, me sitting here,
Even though I tried to hide it, the choice was clear.
I’d have given you chances but this was the last,
And you said we’re over; let’s put this in the past.
I thought I loved you and you loved me,
But I guess we really weren’t meant to be.
I regret nothing I said but I suffer for you,
Convincing a girl of feelings untrue.
And that is the end of you.

Description
When I first saw you my body went cold,
I realized then I’d give all for those hands to be mine to hold.
When we sat on the couch a few inches apart,
I realized then I’d end up trusting you with my heart.
It was that first glimpse that stole my breath,
I envisioned you being my strength if my father had an earlier death.
I expected such good things from you,
I saw you as someone so strong, so unique and true.
You promised me the day I met you that your feelings were pure,
To any insecurities, problems, you were the cure.
I backed off at first but began to believe you,
Probably why I held you so tight; I didn’t want to leave you.
Your eyes made my knees week, your smile did too,
I was starting to realize my love for you.
I’d see us in windows, as we’d take a walk,
I intended on saying how cute we were, but I didn’t talk.
We could speak without saying a word,
I’d look into your eyes and my message of love was surely heard.
I do miss your hands as they fondled my hair,
As I’d lie in your arms, close my eyes, and be without care.
However I was unaware and I’d say a prayer,
The one time I’d need you, you would not be there.
The day did come and my father did die,
You heard me cry, I watched you try, but in the end the tension was high.
You insistently said you’d have my back,
But we know now that your promise meant jack.
So I sit here and cry, as I figure out why,
I loved you so much but you didn’t even try.
Communication was cut short again and again,
As I’d sit there crying, needing more than a friend.
Your life got busier and weeks would pass, me sitting here,
Even though I tried to hide it, the choice was clear.
I’d have given you chances but this was the last,
And you said we’re over; let’s put this in the past.
I thought I loved you and you loved me,
But I guess we really weren’t meant to be.
I regret nothing I said but I suffer for you,
Convincing a girl of feelings untrue.
And that is the end of you.