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strong language,watch yourself kids.
You hold on to your cellphone as you waited for Alfred to arrive.Alfred is your boyfriend,and was about to an ex boyfriend.Why? Thrice,this is the third time you caught him with (girl/n),your best friend,you confronted about it the first time,and he promised to change.When the second time comes in,you decided to give him one more chance and now he destroyed it.Today,now,you are sick and tired of feeling like an idiot and forgive him for everything he did,he crossed the line this time.

Well here we are again,
It’s always such a pleasure,
Remember when you tried to kill me twice?

As you were engrossed in your cellphone listening to music and reading stories,you heard the loud voice called out for you "_____! Babe~" You frowned.You slowly removed your ear buds and chuck them into your bag together with your phone.Suddenly,the american glomped on to you and started to rub his cheeks against yours.Your mind was boiling with rage,thinking how can this american acted like nothing happened?

You took in a breathe and gently pushes him off you,giving him a weak smile.
"____? Are you okay? You seemed really quiet." He smiled at you.
You gritted your teeth but immediately turned it into a laughter.
"Hahaha!Don't be ridiculous Al!Its really weird to see you being so caring."
it's not weird for him being caring,it's weird when he isn't caring.You were just finding a reason to see his laughter one last time.
Alfred was confused for a second but he joined you in your laughter.

Oh, how we laughed and laughed,
Except I wasn’t laughing,
Under the circumstances I’ve been shockingly nice.

"By the way,baby.What did you want to talk to me about?" He asked and give you a kiss on the cheeks.You clenched your fist but took a deep breathe and turned to him.This man has quite a lot of nerves,you thought to yourself.You stayed silence for sometime because you really don't know how to talk about this.Especially the fact that you are going to break up with him.
"Honey?Are you sad?" He frowned and hold your cheeks,"Please don't be,"He slowly leaned in to get a kiss out of you.
It was so close.
You almost forgave him.
Before you fully closed your eyes and touch his lips,but you snapped.
You immediately shoved him away and he fell on the ground.
"What the fu-," He stopped his words,"....Babe?" That's it,you are going to confess everything.

"Stop calling me that," You glared at him. He gave a surprised and confused look.
"And stop your innocent fucking look,Alfred F Jones.I'm hundred percent sure you know what you did.I gave you more than enough time to change your goddamn ways and you only took advantage of me.What am I to you,Alfred.Do you take me as a fucking toy? Or do you used to love me and not anymore?Answer me!" You shouted at him.

He looked down and started to apologize,"Babe,____,I-I'm sorry." He stood up and pull you into a hug and start to cry into your neck. "Please,forgive me,I promised I-"
You abruptly cut him off.
"Stop promising stuff you can't do,because I caught you more than twice,are you even.....trying?" Tears starts to form on the side of your eyes."Please tell me what you really feel,I'm sick of your shit."
He slowly let go of you,"____....I...I just...loved two person at the same time.Please,I really beg of you,please forgive me...don't do this to me,I love both you and (girl/n)."
"Don't do this to you.....?Have you even thought of what you did to me?Let me tell you,this world can't hold in selfish people like you.There's no way you can love two person at once,because if that's the case....you probably never loved the first one to start with."Your tears poured down your face as you slapped his hands off your shoulder and walk away.You could no longer take his selfish actions anymore,you just want him gone.

You want your freedom take it,
That’s what I’m counting on,
I used to want you dead but,
Now I only want you gone.

Alfred's world was crumbling down right now.What if you were correct? What if he really didn't love you? No.No that's not true,and he knows why.The kisses he get from you was the best thing ever,the hugs were the warmest,the cuddles were the most comfortable.The time he spent with you,he never regretted any of it.Now that you left him,it felt like a thousand sword just pieced through his heart,everything is blank.If ______ was so important,why would he loved another one?
He was confused,he couldn't understand why did he loved two person.No,this is all too much.Why? Why? Why won't someone come explained to him? What should he be thinking?
He needed to know which one he really loved.

But yet nothing worked,he can't figure a single thing out.
Its driving him insane.

She was a lot like you,
(Maybe not quite as heavy),
Now little Caroline is in here too.
One day they woke me up,
So I could live forever,
It’s such a shame the same will never happen to you.
(Please no offence on this sentence >.< this doesn't fit well sorry D

~Time skip~
It started to rain the moment you left the park(Where you met up).You sighed as you decided to stop under a tree since there wasn't any other shelter nearby.Lightning appeared and thunders could be heard.You took out your earpiece and pluck it into your phone as you switched on a random song. Who knew you landed your finger on Want You Gone by GlaDos ,you've always loved Portal and you would play multiplayer with Alfred all the time.

You shooked your head to get rid of the boy who was once your dream.
The rain got bigger and in the end,you still get drenched. You were being surprisingly strong,you stop your crying immediately after you walked 10 steps away from him.Yet it was such a pain.Its like a fire burning your heart.You let out another sigh as you looked up to the sky,so grey,just like your eyes.You felt so lifeless,it's like the only reason that make you happy,make you glad,make you feel shy and flustered,make you feel like its the best in the world is now all gone.You closed your eyes as your thoughts flows away with the rain.

Suddenly,you felt something warmed covered you,like Alfred's arm.
You gently opened your eyes and saw a brown jacket and Alfred beside you.
You looked away staying quiet.
The american reaches out his arms and pull you into a loose hug,it's like he's not even confident about it.
You spoke nothing about it and continue to stay quiet.
"______...." He mumbled.You could feel some warm liquid flowed down your hand, his tears... "You are right,I'm such a selfish person.Can I have some time....to consider the whole thing...? Please this is...this is the only thing I asked of you now."
You feel so helpless,this was the hardest decision you need to make.
The results for your answers are endless,so much things could happen.

But if you take it back,maybe you will get a better ending.
But if you let it go,maybe you will get a better person,better life.
But if you take it back,maybe the same pain will happen again.
But if you let it go,maybe you will regret forever.
You hold onto Alfred's arm,looking back at him.
His eyes were full of pain and a shine of hope.

Your vision became blur as you blurted out your answer.
"I'm sorry baby.But I believe maybe we could fix something better if we stay apart."
His eyes became dull and sadness and hurtfulness filled in as he clutched onto you.
"Oh my god....please tell me this is a nightmare...____,please.Don't...go..."
You lifted his face up,the one fulled of tears,you smiled a painful smile and kiss him.
He hanged on to you for his dear life,when you try to pull apart,he wouldn't let go.You gave a gentle nudge and he knew....he must let go now.

You’ve got your short, sad life left,
That’s what I’m counting on,
I’ll let you get right to it,
Now I only want you gone.

"Alfred,I love you,thank you for what you have done for me.I'm pretty sure (girl/n) will treat you well too.Please love her like a proper hero,okay? No more cheating on her.No more making her cry.She is my best friend and she will always be.And she is now your girlfriend and will always be...alright?"

Those tears won't stop on either of your face.
"_____,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I love you,I love you....This is so painful,this is the worst thing I ever felt...." He spoke between sobs like a child.
You slowly wiped his tears away and nuzzled his cheeks.
"Alfred,you have to promise me this.This is my last request,it will make me happy."
"_-____,I promised I will never hurt her,but I don't want to leave you-"

You gave a small peck on his lips.
"I love you Alfred,Let's not regret what we did. You've hurt me and the damage is already done.You can't fixed me anymore,but its okay,maybe someone will another time.And now,I broke you too,and you should find someone to fix you."
"No....No,NO! You can fix me....and I will too...I love you too,I love you too," He kept chanting.You gritted your teeth,Alfred is so stubborn.You need to be rough and push him.
"Listen up,Alfred.I'm trying to let you go here and you are making it difficult.I love you,and now its time to fucking let go,you done it.Now forget about me and leave please!I will be lonely,broken,sad.But I don't care,because with you....then I'll only feel worst.I have not regret the past yet...so leave now before I regret it!!"
Goodbye my only love,and I will never be referring to you!"You screamed at him and gave him a slap.

Goodbye, my only friend,
Oh, did you think I meant you?
That would be funny if it weren’t so sad.

His eyes widen as he stumbled and took a few steps back,holding on to his cheeks,processing what just happened to him.He's face turned dark,He gave you one last hurt look and ran away,leaving you in the pouring rain with his jacket.

You grabbed Alfred's jacket and threw it on the floor as you kneeled down on the wet floor.What the fuck is wrong with you,____? Why did you have to say that to him?
No....he needed it,he needed the last words and actions.
You were being way too nice all along and he deserved what happened.
You stood up and leaned against the tree again,continuing your music.
Your eyes closed as your tears get washed away with the rain,but not the guilt and sadness you have in your heart.Everything hurts,you just lost one of the things that kept you alive,happy,shy,flustered and all types of emotions you thought you'll never get.

Well you have been replaced,
I don’t need anyone now,
When I delete you maybe I’ll stop feeling so bad.

Go make some new disaster,
That’s what I’m counting on,
You’re someone else’s problem,
Now I only want you gone,
Now I only want you gone,
Now I only want you gone.

Everything was so frustrating and painful,its so much till you want to rip your own heart out,maybe being stabbed with a butcher knife feels better than this,maybe being drowned in the water feels better than this,maybe being chopped in half feels better than this.Maybe anything else in this world feels better than this.You clenched your fist as one last thought fills you up.
Love is such a lie.

~Long time skip~
It's been half a year now,and things eventually got better.You got through the toughest time and so did Alfred.He was now with (girl/n) but it surprisingly only made you more happy.Alfred was a loyal,kind,thoughtful boyfriend,and you were GlaD that he finally changed himself.Everyday you would see them together in the hallways,and you would greet them with a smile,a sincere one.

(Girl/n) would cry to you at times,saying that she caused you pain and it was all her fault.Let say you were relieved to see your best friend still being so sincere and nice to you,and you told her you never regretted your actions,especially for a girl as sweet as her.

Even though both you and Alfred had such a past,but it never bothered your friendship,you still hanged out with each other once a while and play portal,of course.

Time grows as the four of you became best of friends,and who knows,you guys even attended each others wedding,well that's what (girl/n) said to you.

You were happy as you were now,and so is Alfred,
You didn't regret your actions,
You didn't regret your words,
You didn't regret your future and past,
You didn't regret anything....well except for one.

Love is such a lie.

Maybe that's not exactly it......

sequences? Considering it

:) (Smile) — Description
strong language,watch yourself kids.
You hold on to your cellphone as you waited for Alfred to arrive.Alfred is your boyfriend,and was about to an ex boyfriend.Why? Thrice,this is the third time you caught him with (girl/n),your best friend,you confronted about it the first time,and he promised to change.When the second time comes in,you decided to give him one more chance and now he destroyed it.Today,now,you are sick and tired of feeling like an idiot and forgive him for everything he did,he crossed the line this time.

Well here we are again,
It’s always such a pleasure,
Remember when you tried to kill me twice?

As you were engrossed in your cellphone listening to music and reading stories,you heard the loud voice called out for you "_____! Babe~" You frowned.You slowly removed your ear buds and chuck them into your bag together with your phone.Suddenly,the american glomped on to you and started to rub his cheeks against yours.Your mind was boiling with rage,thinking how can this american acted like nothing happened?

You took in a breathe and gently pushes him off you,giving him a weak smile.
"____? Are you okay? You seemed really quiet." He smiled at you.
You gritted your teeth but immediately turned it into a laughter.
"Hahaha!Don't be ridiculous Al!Its really weird to see you being so caring."
it's not weird for him being caring,it's weird when he isn't caring.You were just finding a reason to see his laughter one last time.
Alfred was confused for a second but he joined you in your laughter.

Oh, how we laughed and laughed,
Except I wasn’t laughing,
Under the circumstances I’ve been shockingly nice.

"By the way,baby.What did you want to talk to me about?" He asked and give you a kiss on the cheeks.You clenched your fist but took a deep breathe and turned to him.This man has quite a lot of nerves,you thought to yourself.You stayed silence for sometime because you really don't know how to talk about this.Especially the fact that you are going to break up with him.
"Honey?Are you sad?" He frowned and hold your cheeks,"Please don't be,"He slowly leaned in to get a kiss out of you.
It was so close.
You almost forgave him.
Before you fully closed your eyes and touch his lips,but you snapped.
You immediately shoved him away and he fell on the ground.
"What the fu-," He stopped his words,"....Babe?" That's it,you are going to confess everything.

"Stop calling me that," You glared at him. He gave a surprised and confused look.
"And stop your innocent fucking look,Alfred F Jones.I'm hundred percent sure you know what you did.I gave you more than enough time to change your goddamn ways and you only took advantage of me.What am I to you,Alfred.Do you take me as a fucking toy? Or do you used to love me and not anymore?Answer me!" You shouted at him.

He looked down and started to apologize,"Babe,____,I-I'm sorry." He stood up and pull you into a hug and start to cry into your neck. "Please,forgive me,I promised I-"
You abruptly cut him off.
"Stop promising stuff you can't do,because I caught you more than twice,are you even.....trying?" Tears starts to form on the side of your eyes."Please tell me what you really feel,I'm sick of your shit."
He slowly let go of you,"____....I...I just...loved two person at the same time.Please,I really beg of you,please forgive me...don't do this to me,I love both you and (girl/n)."
"Don't do this to you.....?Have you even thought of what you did to me?Let me tell you,this world can't hold in selfish people like you.There's no way you can love two person at once,because if that's the case....you probably never loved the first one to start with."Your tears poured down your face as you slapped his hands off your shoulder and walk away.You could no longer take his selfish actions anymore,you just want him gone.

You want your freedom take it,
That’s what I’m counting on,
I used to want you dead but,
Now I only want you gone.

Alfred's world was crumbling down right now.What if you were correct? What if he really didn't love you? No.No that's not true,and he knows why.The kisses he get from you was the best thing ever,the hugs were the warmest,the cuddles were the most comfortable.The time he spent with you,he never regretted any of it.Now that you left him,it felt like a thousand sword just pieced through his heart,everything is blank.If ______ was so important,why would he loved another one?
He was confused,he couldn't understand why did he loved two person.No,this is all too much.Why? Why? Why won't someone come explained to him? What should he be thinking?
He needed to know which one he really loved.

But yet nothing worked,he can't figure a single thing out.
Its driving him insane.

She was a lot like you,
(Maybe not quite as heavy),
Now little Caroline is in here too.
One day they woke me up,
So I could live forever,
It’s such a shame the same will never happen to you.
(Please no offence on this sentence >.< this doesn't fit well sorry D

~Time skip~
It started to rain the moment you left the park(Where you met up).You sighed as you decided to stop under a tree since there wasn't any other shelter nearby.Lightning appeared and thunders could be heard.You took out your earpiece and pluck it into your phone as you switched on a random song. Who knew you landed your finger on Want You Gone by GlaDos ,you've always loved Portal and you would play multiplayer with Alfred all the time.

You shooked your head to get rid of the boy who was once your dream.
The rain got bigger and in the end,you still get drenched. You were being surprisingly strong,you stop your crying immediately after you walked 10 steps away from him.Yet it was such a pain.Its like a fire burning your heart.You let out another sigh as you looked up to the sky,so grey,just like your eyes.You felt so lifeless,it's like the only reason that make you happy,make you glad,make you feel shy and flustered,make you feel like its the best in the world is now all gone.You closed your eyes as your thoughts flows away with the rain.

Suddenly,you felt something warmed covered you,like Alfred's arm.
You gently opened your eyes and saw a brown jacket and Alfred beside you.
You looked away staying quiet.
The american reaches out his arms and pull you into a loose hug,it's like he's not even confident about it.
You spoke nothing about it and continue to stay quiet.
"______...." He mumbled.You could feel some warm liquid flowed down your hand, his tears... "You are right,I'm such a selfish person.Can I have some time....to consider the whole thing...? Please this is...this is the only thing I asked of you now."
You feel so helpless,this was the hardest decision you need to make.
The results for your answers are endless,so much things could happen.

But if you take it back,maybe you will get a better ending.
But if you let it go,maybe you will get a better person,better life.
But if you take it back,maybe the same pain will happen again.
But if you let it go,maybe you will regret forever.
You hold onto Alfred's arm,looking back at him.
His eyes were full of pain and a shine of hope.

Your vision became blur as you blurted out your answer.
"I'm sorry baby.But I believe maybe we could fix something better if we stay apart."
His eyes became dull and sadness and hurtfulness filled in as he clutched onto you.
"Oh my god....please tell me this is a nightmare...____,please.Don't...go..."
You lifted his face up,the one fulled of tears,you smiled a painful smile and kiss him.
He hanged on to you for his dear life,when you try to pull apart,he wouldn't let go.You gave a gentle nudge and he knew....he must let go now.

You’ve got your short, sad life left,
That’s what I’m counting on,
I’ll let you get right to it,
Now I only want you gone.

"Alfred,I love you,thank you for what you have done for me.I'm pretty sure (girl/n) will treat you well too.Please love her like a proper hero,okay? No more cheating on her.No more making her cry.She is my best friend and she will always be.And she is now your girlfriend and will always be...alright?"

Those tears won't stop on either of your face.
"_____,I'm sorry,I'm sorry,I love you,I love you....This is so painful,this is the worst thing I ever felt...." He spoke between sobs like a child.
You slowly wiped his tears away and nuzzled his cheeks.
"Alfred,you have to promise me this.This is my last request,it will make me happy."
"_-____,I promised I will never hurt her,but I don't want to leave you-"

You gave a small peck on his lips.
"I love you Alfred,Let's not regret what we did. You've hurt me and the damage is already done.You can't fixed me anymore,but its okay,maybe someone will another time.And now,I broke you too,and you should find someone to fix you."
"No....No,NO! You can fix me....and I will too...I love you too,I love you too," He kept chanting.You gritted your teeth,Alfred is so stubborn.You need to be rough and push him.
"Listen up,Alfred.I'm trying to let you go here and you are making it difficult.I love you,and now its time to fucking let go,you done it.Now forget about me and leave please!I will be lonely,broken,sad.But I don't care,because with you....then I'll only feel worst.I have not regret the past yet...so leave now before I regret it!!"
Goodbye my only love,and I will never be referring to you!"You screamed at him and gave him a slap.

Goodbye, my only friend,
Oh, did you think I meant you?
That would be funny if it weren’t so sad.

His eyes widen as he stumbled and took a few steps back,holding on to his cheeks,processing what just happened to him.He's face turned dark,He gave you one last hurt look and ran away,leaving you in the pouring rain with his jacket.

You grabbed Alfred's jacket and threw it on the floor as you kneeled down on the wet floor.What the fuck is wrong with you,____? Why did you have to say that to him?
No....he needed it,he needed the last words and actions.
You were being way too nice all along and he deserved what happened.
You stood up and leaned against the tree again,continuing your music.
Your eyes closed as your tears get washed away with the rain,but not the guilt and sadness you have in your heart.Everything hurts,you just lost one of the things that kept you alive,happy,shy,flustered and all types of emotions you thought you'll never get.

Well you have been replaced,
I don’t need anyone now,
When I delete you maybe I’ll stop feeling so bad.

Go make some new disaster,
That’s what I’m counting on,
You’re someone else’s problem,
Now I only want you gone,
Now I only want you gone,
Now I only want you gone.

Everything was so frustrating and painful,its so much till you want to rip your own heart out,maybe being stabbed with a butcher knife feels better than this,maybe being drowned in the water feels better than this,maybe being chopped in half feels better than this.Maybe anything else in this world feels better than this.You clenched your fist as one last thought fills you up.
Love is such a lie.

~Long time skip~
It's been half a year now,and things eventually got better.You got through the toughest time and so did Alfred.He was now with (girl/n) but it surprisingly only made you more happy.Alfred was a loyal,kind,thoughtful boyfriend,and you were GlaD that he finally changed himself.Everyday you would see them together in the hallways,and you would greet them with a smile,a sincere one.

(Girl/n) would cry to you at times,saying that she caused you pain and it was all her fault.Let say you were relieved to see your best friend still being so sincere and nice to you,and you told her you never regretted your actions,especially for a girl as sweet as her.

Even though both you and Alfred had such a past,but it never bothered your friendship,you still hanged out with each other once a while and play portal,of course.

Time grows as the four of you became best of friends,and who knows,you guys even attended each others wedding,well that's what (girl/n) said to you.

You were happy as you were now,and so is Alfred,
You didn't regret your actions,
You didn't regret your words,
You didn't regret your future and past,
You didn't regret anything....well except for one.

Love is such a lie.

Maybe that's not exactly it......

sequences? Considering it