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A dream of her, I honestly don't remember when
Should I tell all my friends, I'm gonna do myself in
Sure they'll try to stop me, try to call cops on me
But I kill myself, force them to give in
And it's a long way to sanity but I know you won't show me, anyway

youtu.be/x9PXI0u-78g
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Still throwing up...want this fever to break..
Got sleep for three hours, still had fucked up dreams.
Part of it was peaceful, most of it was freaky, woke up disturbed.
Been thinking about possible deactivation
Dunno.
I'm scared tho, I know that.
I'm really scared.
My heart feels broken, don't wanna trust my mind.
My body won't give me peace.
Forcing myself to draw, everything that comes out looks effortless.
Dammit all.

Description

A dream of her, I honestly don't remember when
Should I tell all my friends, I'm gonna do myself in
Sure they'll try to stop me, try to call cops on me
But I kill myself, force them to give in
And it's a long way to sanity but I know you won't show me, anyway

youtu.be/x9PXI0u-78g
----

Still throwing up...want this fever to break..
Got sleep for three hours, still had fucked up dreams.
Part of it was peaceful, most of it was freaky, woke up disturbed.
Been thinking about possible deactivation
Dunno.
I'm scared tho, I know that.
I'm really scared.
My heart feels broken, don't wanna trust my mind.
My body won't give me peace.
Forcing myself to draw, everything that comes out looks effortless.
Dammit all.