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InsideI can feel the hate…coming out of me…trying to enslave…this person I choose to be…
Altering this state of mind from kind to spiteful
You’ve opened up the door to the cage and all that is left is…
Rage!
I can feel the hate
Coming out of me
Trying to enslave
This person I choose to be
Turning me to slate
Why you testing me?
Don’t try your fate
With this beast inside of me
I can hate with the best of them
I can be as vindictive as the rest of them
You wanted the beast with in
So, now I’m giving in
Just need a little malice to go along with your callous need for me to bleed, driving me insane for your amusement. What does this abuse get? Are you trying to bring the Kane out of me? When this beast maims you, I hope it tames you and makes you regret your life.
You push and shove at me and try to crush my spirits and then you try to act like an angel, but you’re not very good at that angle, but you’re curious, so you make me furious to see what I will be when my anger takes over and my hate runs over you.
I can feel the hate
Coming out of me
Trying to enslave
This person I choose to be
Turning me to slate
Why you testing me?
Don’t try your fate
With this beast inside of me
In time you shall come to find that I don’t mind the idea of your demise and I despise the fact that you can take a breath and your death just might free me from this fight with my senses.
I often find myself blind from the rage broken out of the cage, senses dull and fade, time accelerates, the screams exhilarate the occasion that will only end when your bathed in blood.
I can hate with the best of them
I can be as vindictive as the rest of them
You wanted the beast with in
So, now I’m giving in
You wanted this animal, so don’t hold me accountable for this. This bliss will consume you. My New Year’s resolution is to coat your heart in fear and make it an institution
Forget your pleasure
Forget your pain
Just be prepared
For my disdain
You can be Abel
And I’ll be Kane
Just another story
In the picture frame
So go back
From wince you came
If this keeps up
I’ll leave you lame
I can feel the hate
Coming out of me
Trying to enslave
This person I choose to be
Turning me to slate
Why you testing me?
Don’t try your fate
With this beast inside of me
F.B.W. January 7, 2008
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No time to give a more in-depth comment, but this caught my eye.
"need a little malice to go along with your calice need"
Calice? Brandon, after everything I've taught you? 
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hehe...sorry...I'll fix that. Thanks Ariana.
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No problem. How's that story going, btw? The one you mention in your sig?
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Not well. I haven't worked on it in a while. I've got to get back to that.
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Yep. Never forget your art. I've been consistently putting my writing above my work - granted, that's why I'm awake at 3:21 a.m. on a Sunday morning working on something I have due at four o'clock Monday afternoon. But still. Writing is important, lol.
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Also I have the problem of multiple works. Working on one or two cuts away time with the others. I need about five more of me to finish all the series I've started, but haven't been able to finish.
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Lord, I know the feeling. Working on a novella right now, and with law and everything I just don't have time. There aren't enough hours in the day for all the things I want to do.
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Yeah, I know, but I just don't always have time. It really sucks. I do have a few parts done, its just the main part I need to work on more.
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