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Published: 2016-09-25 03:05:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 298; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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Hey it's your least favorite piece of shit here, sketch, with some poorly drawn wolves she drew in a whole 15 minutes. Whoop-dee-dooAnyway, besides my pissy attitude and horrid art skills, I guess I should say what they actually are??
These characters were made around 4 years ago, they were do for a redesign. Robin got a name change too, he used to be Aki but a Japanese name is just so out of place??
Also Creek is just prego not fat pff
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1. I'm just kind of done, with art and everything in general. I just don't enjoy doing it and the only reason I do is because I was told I had to by a friend or I was "wasting my talent". It was something I used to have fun doing but now with life the way it is I despise doing it. I mean I don't have my glasses anymore, I have 0 free time, i'm not any good at it, it's just not fun anymore. It's a hassle and I have no time for stupid internet animals when I have to focus on surviving another day. I'd love to be able to have a great life and be able to focus on these side activities but map parts, drawing, and just this shit in general is ridiculously time consuming.
2. I don't want to be somewhere I'm not wanted. I mean, my friends are some of the best people you'll ever meet. They really are the most wonderful people in the world. But I can see how I just sort of bug people. Sure they always say I don't, but I know I do and you guys just probably don't want to say. I mean I'm fine being by myself, sure it's lonely but it's not all that bad. I don't deserve friendships and I see that now, I'm just not good at them. I'm a horrid friend and I accept it.
3. I need to fix my life. It's been on a downward spiral for too long and I physically and mentally can not take it. I'm 14 fucking years old and I already want this life to end soon. It's too hard for me and I'm sorry I can't do it. Blue and Venom have helped me a lot and i've never been more grateful, you guys know you've kept me going much longer than I would have on my own. But I have to take some fucking initiative for once and either fix this mess of a life or just end it off completely.
TLDR: I might take a break for a little or forever, or maybe even not at all. I'm a bad friend. And lastly, Blue and Venom are the best people in the world and I don't deserve them at all so i'll go ahead and leave them and everyone else be.
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those are some nice lookin woofers you got there, i love their designs. vuv
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ok. it's sad that you no longer enjoy drawing and all that, but it's understandable. to me, it sounds like you maybe feel like you've only been drawing because other people want you to, when you don't want to. that's never good. plus, it sounds like you have way, way more important things to deal with right now. so try to deal with those and do what you feel will benefit you most.
when we say you don't bother us, we mean it. i know we don't talk much, and i honestly wish we could talk more. that's the honest truth. and, like venom said, "just because you get a lot off your chest and we listen, doesn't mean you're bugging us. if there is anyone out there who does think you're annoying or doesn't want you around, than they sure are missing out on a rad person.
i have a bit of an idea of what you meant by taking initiative. i wish you luck. i hope things work out for you.
i hope that whatever you decide to do, we can chat at least once in a while. keep us updated on how you're doing, y'know?
you've come a long, long way, and you deserve to be so much happier than you are. <33
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aaaa i feel the exact same as you, only art is my life, and without it id be useless lol
when i first joined youtube, you were the very first person i met and ever since then youve been a huge insparation to me, and i honestly wish we couldve talked some more, haha. and tbh anyone who doesnt want to be around you are missing out on a amazing person. i completley understand why your taking a break, and i wont stop you. you need a break, we all do sometimes UvU
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These are lovely babs quq Gorgeous designs; I love redesigning old ocs :>
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1: Ahh goodness that's understandable. I know you've been going through a lot lately and although I'm sad you no longer enjoy art and stuff I completely get it. Maybe sometime in the future you'll come back to it, but for now, if all of that stuff is too much for you to handle at the moment there's nothing more I can ask of you than to do what is right for you.
2: Sketch,, I truthfully, honestly, bottom of my heart-ly don't see you as that type of person. I, along with people like Bloo do want you around because you're an awesome gal and we can see that. Just because you get a lot off your chest and we listen does not mean you're bugging us. You aren't a horrid friend to me. Ever since I sent you that note back in June and we talked nearly every single day I throughly enjoyed it, getting to know you better 'n all, as well as just talking about random subjects and learning our opinions on such.
3: I'm glad we've helped you and kept you going for a long time, and we'll still be here for you if you need us (though we'll still be here regardless). I have a slight guestimate as to what you mean by 'taking initiative' and if that's the case I wish you luck. If it isn't I wish you luck regardless. You're one of the bravest people I've met, having gone through so much yet still pushing forward, even if it's painful and you don't do it for personal reasons anymore. Whatever choices you decide to make we'll be here to back you up, even if we aren't there in person.
(I've said this before and I'll say it again; you're not a bad friend and you do deserve us -though I know for sure you deserve Bloo, I'm just a smol with a weird sense of humor and a super anime artstyle so I dunno about me- I would hate to never speak to you again so please don't be leave me be. We haven't even been friends for a year and I don't want to never talk to you again all because you think you're not worthy of my time. I love you and I value you. Please keep us updated about how things are going, if you're gone for a long time without any check-ins I'll get really worried <33 )
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