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Mikey: Past.

"Why do you love me?" I whispered to Frank as we were snuggled up in his buck on the tour bus. Frank had dropped out of his band pencey prep to join the band my brother had started Called My Chemical Romance. I had told Frank not to do anything that he would regret just for me but Frank had replied "But I'd do anything to be with you Mikey, and I could never regret anything I do if it meant just that; I want to be with you, Always."  I blink into Frank's face so close to mine, covered in shadows of the night.

"Because, I like people with depth, people with emotion, I like people who have strong minds, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and someone that can make me smile by just being around me, a person like you." Frank says smiling at me as his hands stroke the side of my face.

"You must have me confused with someone else." I say to him.

"No, I think I have the right guy." Frank giggles before he leans in to kiss me, shutting up my words before I even get them out.

I glance over to the camera sitting behind Frank, the camera I used earlier to capture the moment when Frank officially became part of the band. I had that memory forever just like I would have this one whenever I looked at the picture.
"I love you Frank."

"I love you too Mikey."

Frank: Present.

Frank stepped into the shower that was occupied at the moment by Mikey who was oblivious to the smaller man. Frank looks over Mikey lean thin body, his toned ass that you wouldn't notice in  a pair of tight jeans but it was there, Frank fund that out when they were teenagers and he had Mikey strip for his birthday. Frank wanted to touch it now, run his hands over the taunt flesh make Mikey squirm under his touch just like he used to.

"I'm going to touch you, okay Mikey?" Frank says aloud to the other boy who only hears whisper as he pulls his head from the hot spray to say "What?"  No one answered so Mikey returned to his shower feeling loneliness shot through him a she thought about Frank.

Frank reaches around Mikey's body to touch his flat stomach. Mikey jumps a bit as a cold feeling slithers against his skin. Frank moves his hands lower towards Mikey's happy parts, his fingertips coming in contact with Mikey's soapy pubes. Mikey shiver reaching out to grip the wall of the small hotel shower he was in.  Frank remembered how much Mikey loved a reach around in the shower, he would yell at Frank later about surprising him in the shower but Frank knew better than to say sorry or not to do it again.

Franks hand found Mikey's hardening member as he gripped it tightly. Mikey braced himself when his knees give just a bit at the feeling; it felt like such a cold grip that it felt hot. Frank starts to stroke him as his other hand moves to grasp Mikey's ass. Mikey grunts as Frank squeezes his cheek the moves over to move his finger between his cheeks to the pink pucker waiting for him.

"Oh my god." Mikey gasps out. "Frank is that you?"

"Yes." Frank says before moving his hand up and down Mikey's shaft, while his other finger starts to probe at the hole.

"F-fuck." Mikey gasps again his finger digging so hard on the tiled wall, his head starting to spin.

Frank kisses Mikey's shoulder blade as he closes his eyes to concentrate, if he didn't Mikey wouldn't feel him anymore. Mikey closes his eyes pressing his face against the tile feeling a cold sensation pushing into his body and other moving up and down on his dick, he didn't understand but he also couldn't think about it as his brain started to go fuzzy.
Frank, Mikey thought letting him-self go.

Mikey walks into the back of the tour bus, "Gerard?" He says looking for his brother who wasn't anywhere to be found. Frank watches Mikey side down to sit on the floor of the tour bus. Frank walks over to sit next to him, he wished Mikey knew.

Mikey: Past.

I sat in the back room of the venue that we were playing tonight feeling cruddy. I watched a TV show that was playing to pass time; it was some wedding show about the women becoming evil during the planning of their wedding.

Frank walked into the back to find me like he always does. I smile at him as he comes to sit next to me on the couch. He doesn't say anything and neither do I we don't need to fill each moment we are together with words. I loved just being around him as he strokes my hand or ear and we watch TV.

"Hey Mikey," He says so casually, "Yeah?" I say looking over to make eye contact with him.

"Do you want to disappear after the show tonight?" I furrowed my brow "Why?" I asked He smiled.

"I just need to get you alone for a while." I thought he had meant sex at the time. "Okay." I smiled back kissing him once before he rested his head on my shoulder, so we could watch TV until we had to head onto stage.

Later that day frank took me out to eat at this gothic restaurant and I was surprised we were here since I assumed we would be held up in a motel room somewhere. We talked all throughout and I had no idea what this was leading to when he walked me to a mountain that looked over the city during the night and all the lights were on it looked so romantic. Frank had stood a bit behind me as I looked over the city in awe.

"I love you, you know that right Mikey?" I didn't look at him while I answered "Yeah Frank, I do know, I love you too."

"Good so will you marry me?"

"What?" I said in surprise turning around to see Frank on one knee holding a ring up to me. "F-frank, what are you doing?" He giggled at me. "If you can't tell I'm asking you to marry me of course."

"I love you and I wouldn't dream of being with anyone else." Frank went on.

"Are you sure?" I ask in disbelief making him giggle at me again. I took that as a yes so I smiled ear to ear.

"Yes, I'll marry you!" I almost screamed making frank stand up to hug me and put the ring on my finger.

"We need a picture!" I said to Frank making him laugh "You and your pictures!" He then said but didn't stop me when I wiped out my camera and snap a pic of me and him standing over the city.

Frank: Present.

"Mikey are you okay?" Gerard asks his brother who sat motionless on the couch.

"No, I'm not okay. I'm losing my mind, and I have no more energy to live. Everything and everyone has gotten the best of me. I forfeit myself, this life." Mikey told Gerard, baring his heart to his brother.

"Michael, I know you miss him, we all miss him."

"Not how I miss him." Mikey says in a low voice, "And it's not only him, it was them too." Gerard's face goes pale and Frank sat there watching the brothers talking.

"And I know you will tell me it's not but you know everything is my fault." Gerard frowns rubbing a hand over his face. "Mikey please, you can't keep blaming yourself for what happened. It was something you couldn't have stopped even if you knew beforehand what was to come." Gerard was trying too hard to make him feel better and Frank wished he could tell Mikey himself that everything was okay.

"I just, it feels like he's here still." Mikey says taking Gerard off guard. "What?" Mikey pulls all him limbs close to his body. "I feel him all the time, even now, like he's here."

Gerard looks around the tour bus making frank grins at the freaked out look on his pale, tired looking face. Frank wished he could jump out and yell boo at the older Way.

"I know you must think I'm crazy but I know what I feel." Mikey presses his face into his knees, those awkward knees, Frank thought think about how cute Mikey looked when he stood. Frank smiled then reached over to Stroke Mikey's hair making him twitch then settle into the cold touch. "Mikey I know you want him so bad to be here that it may feel that way but we both know that-"

"We both know what? Say it Gerard." Mikey dared hid brother with his eyes. Gerard's mouth opened and closed.

"That Frank is dead." Gerard said in a whisper, making his brother choke out a sob that threatened to consume him.

"Shhh," Frank said aloud touching Mike's hand, Gerard watched Mike's hand turn over and looked as if it were actually gripping another hand. Gerard's eyes grew a bit wide. "Frank?"

Frank laughed "Yea dumbass I'm here."

Mikey stays silent crying.

Gerard stood up, "I have to go." He then turned to leave his brother alone and run to Ray for comfort.

"Why are you doing this?" Mikey said aloud.

"I want to be with you always." Frank said, leaning over still holding Mikey's hand to rest his head on the other man's shoulder.

"Always,"

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Mikey: Past.

"Why do you love me?" I whispered to Frank as we were snuggled up in his buck on the tour bus. Frank had dropped out of his band pencey prep to join the band my brother had started Called My Chemical Romance. I had told Frank not to do anything that he would regret just for me but Frank had replied "But I'd do anything to be with you Mikey, and I could never regret anything I do if it meant just that; I want to be with you, Always."  I blink into Frank's face so close to mine, covered in shadows of the night.

"Because, I like people with depth, people with emotion, I like people who have strong minds, an interesting mind, a twisted mind, and someone that can make me smile by just being around me, a person like you." Frank says smiling at me as his hands stroke the side of my face.

"You must have me confused with someone else." I say to him.

"No, I think I have the right guy." Frank giggles before he leans in to kiss me, shutting up my words before I even get them out.

I glance over to the camera sitting behind Frank, the camera I used earlier to capture the moment when Frank officially became part of the band. I had that memory forever just like I would have this one whenever I looked at the picture.
"I love you Frank."

"I love you too Mikey."

Frank: Present.

Frank stepped into the shower that was occupied at the moment by Mikey who was oblivious to the smaller man. Frank looks over Mikey lean thin body, his toned ass that you wouldn't notice in  a pair of tight jeans but it was there, Frank fund that out when they were teenagers and he had Mikey strip for his birthday. Frank wanted to touch it now, run his hands over the taunt flesh make Mikey squirm under his touch just like he used to.

"I'm going to touch you, okay Mikey?" Frank says aloud to the other boy who only hears whisper as he pulls his head from the hot spray to say "What?"  No one answered so Mikey returned to his shower feeling loneliness shot through him a she thought about Frank.

Frank reaches around Mikey's body to touch his flat stomach. Mikey jumps a bit as a cold feeling slithers against his skin. Frank moves his hands lower towards Mikey's happy parts, his fingertips coming in contact with Mikey's soapy pubes. Mikey shiver reaching out to grip the wall of the small hotel shower he was in.  Frank remembered how much Mikey loved a reach around in the shower, he would yell at Frank later about surprising him in the shower but Frank knew better than to say sorry or not to do it again.

Franks hand found Mikey's hardening member as he gripped it tightly. Mikey braced himself when his knees give just a bit at the feeling; it felt like such a cold grip that it felt hot. Frank starts to stroke him as his other hand moves to grasp Mikey's ass. Mikey grunts as Frank squeezes his cheek the moves over to move his finger between his cheeks to the pink pucker waiting for him.

"Oh my god." Mikey gasps out. "Frank is that you?"

"Yes." Frank says before moving his hand up and down Mikey's shaft, while his other finger starts to probe at the hole.

"F-fuck." Mikey gasps again his finger digging so hard on the tiled wall, his head starting to spin.

Frank kisses Mikey's shoulder blade as he closes his eyes to concentrate, if he didn't Mikey wouldn't feel him anymore. Mikey closes his eyes pressing his face against the tile feeling a cold sensation pushing into his body and other moving up and down on his dick, he didn't understand but he also couldn't think about it as his brain started to go fuzzy.
Frank, Mikey thought letting him-self go.

Mikey walks into the back of the tour bus, "Gerard?" He says looking for his brother who wasn't anywhere to be found. Frank watches Mikey side down to sit on the floor of the tour bus. Frank walks over to sit next to him, he wished Mikey knew.

Mikey: Past.

I sat in the back room of the venue that we were playing tonight feeling cruddy. I watched a TV show that was playing to pass time; it was some wedding show about the women becoming evil during the planning of their wedding.

Frank walked into the back to find me like he always does. I smile at him as he comes to sit next to me on the couch. He doesn't say anything and neither do I we don't need to fill each moment we are together with words. I loved just being around him as he strokes my hand or ear and we watch TV.

"Hey Mikey," He says so casually, "Yeah?" I say looking over to make eye contact with him.

"Do you want to disappear after the show tonight?" I furrowed my brow "Why?" I asked He smiled.

"I just need to get you alone for a while." I thought he had meant sex at the time. "Okay." I smiled back kissing him once before he rested his head on my shoulder, so we could watch TV until we had to head onto stage.

Later that day frank took me out to eat at this gothic restaurant and I was surprised we were here since I assumed we would be held up in a motel room somewhere. We talked all throughout and I had no idea what this was leading to when he walked me to a mountain that looked over the city during the night and all the lights were on it looked so romantic. Frank had stood a bit behind me as I looked over the city in awe.

"I love you, you know that right Mikey?" I didn't look at him while I answered "Yeah Frank, I do know, I love you too."

"Good so will you marry me?"

"What?" I said in surprise turning around to see Frank on one knee holding a ring up to me. "F-frank, what are you doing?" He giggled at me. "If you can't tell I'm asking you to marry me of course."

"I love you and I wouldn't dream of being with anyone else." Frank went on.

"Are you sure?" I ask in disbelief making him giggle at me again. I took that as a yes so I smiled ear to ear.

"Yes, I'll marry you!" I almost screamed making frank stand up to hug me and put the ring on my finger.

"We need a picture!" I said to Frank making him laugh "You and your pictures!" He then said but didn't stop me when I wiped out my camera and snap a pic of me and him standing over the city.

Frank: Present.

"Mikey are you okay?" Gerard asks his brother who sat motionless on the couch.

"No, I'm not okay. I'm losing my mind, and I have no more energy to live. Everything and everyone has gotten the best of me. I forfeit myself, this life." Mikey told Gerard, baring his heart to his brother.

"Michael, I know you miss him, we all miss him."

"Not how I miss him." Mikey says in a low voice, "And it's not only him, it was them too." Gerard's face goes pale and Frank sat there watching the brothers talking.

"And I know you will tell me it's not but you know everything is my fault." Gerard frowns rubbing a hand over his face. "Mikey please, you can't keep blaming yourself for what happened. It was something you couldn't have stopped even if you knew beforehand what was to come." Gerard was trying too hard to make him feel better and Frank wished he could tell Mikey himself that everything was okay.

"I just, it feels like he's here still." Mikey says taking Gerard off guard. "What?" Mikey pulls all him limbs close to his body. "I feel him all the time, even now, like he's here."

Gerard looks around the tour bus making frank grins at the freaked out look on his pale, tired looking face. Frank wished he could jump out and yell boo at the older Way.

"I know you must think I'm crazy but I know what I feel." Mikey presses his face into his knees, those awkward knees, Frank thought think about how cute Mikey looked when he stood. Frank smiled then reached over to Stroke Mikey's hair making him twitch then settle into the cold touch. "Mikey I know you want him so bad to be here that it may feel that way but we both know that-"

"We both know what? Say it Gerard." Mikey dared hid brother with his eyes. Gerard's mouth opened and closed.

"That Frank is dead." Gerard said in a whisper, making his brother choke out a sob that threatened to consume him.

"Shhh," Frank said aloud touching Mike's hand, Gerard watched Mike's hand turn over and looked as if it were actually gripping another hand. Gerard's eyes grew a bit wide. "Frank?"

Frank laughed "Yea dumbass I'm here."

Mikey stays silent crying.

Gerard stood up, "I have to go." He then turned to leave his brother alone and run to Ray for comfort.

"Why are you doing this?" Mikey said aloud.

"I want to be with you always." Frank said, leaning over still holding Mikey's hand to rest his head on the other man's shoulder.

"Always,"