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My eyes opened slowly as I yawned. The blanket was fuzzy and warm but I also felt an arm that was wrapped snugly around my body. I turned back to see who it was.

Pale skin and tussled red hair, it was Kaoru. I had almost forgotten that we slept in the same bed last night. Our bodies fit perfectly together. With my back to his chest, I could feel his steady breathing and rhythmic heartbeat. I didn't want to interrupt this moment so I feel back asleep.

When I woke back up he had moved back bit. I turned around to face him. Even when he was sleeping, he was still so handsome.

His eyes fluttered open and he gave me a sweet smile.

"What a beautiful way to start the morning," he said as I couldn't help but stare into his deep golden eyes.

"What? Am I so beautiful that you can't look away?" he asked in a smug tone, startling me.

I blushed slightly as I turned my gaze away from his. "Kaoru, why do you have to be so mean?" I asked in a teasing hurt voice. I slightly smiled.

I turned around and begun to get out of bed. I threw off the blankets and sat myself up. As I started to stand, I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist preventing me from standing up.

"Please, don't go. You know I was only teasing," he begged.

He kept his hold tight but comfortable. I didn't want him to let go.

He adjusted himself so that he could slightly lean his body weight on me. He rested his chin on my bare shoulder. I felt his warm breath on my neck as he breathed softly.

I closed my eyes and let our breaths and heartbeats synchronize in perfect harmony. I wrapped my arms around his to let him know that I wasn't going to leave.

"What do you want to do today?" he asked so sweetly yet sexy that it sent a chill down my spine.

"Whatever you want to do," I replied trying to keep my voice from shaking. He had always made me nervous and even to this day I still couldn't figure out why.

"We could stay in bed all day if you want," he whispered as he started to slowly kiss my ear. His soft lips brushed gently against my ear, causing another chill to go down my spine. I felt a smile form on those perfect lips of his to show he knew he had me right where he wanted me.

He continued to kiss my ear and move down to my neck. His kisses were soft and sweet, leaving me wanting more.

I turned sideways so I could face him. I threw my legs over his leg as he readjusted us so we wouldn't fall off the bed.

I slung my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist. He leaned his forehead on mine as I looked into his eyes again. He smiled and let out a small laugh.

"What?!" I asked laughing. My smile stayed strong but his laughed slightly worried me.

"I love how it seems like I can never take my eyes off of you. You're just so....... breathtaking."

I blushed again and looked away, but still keeping my arms around him. "You don't mean that."

"Of course I do. If I didn't, you think that we'd be here, like this, right now?" he asked sarcastically.

"I guess not," I said, laughing to myself, admitting defeat.

We sat there in complete, but not awkward, silence. "Can I tell you something?" he asked after a while, avoiding my gaze.

"Of course, you can tell me anything," I replied as I begun to give him an Eskimo kiss.

He sighed as he collected his thoughts. I could hear his breathing quicken. I slightly pulled away to look at him. His face didn't really change, but his eyes gave him away.

I couldn't tell what going on in his mind, but I knew that what he had to tell me was big.

"Look," he started as he swallowed. "I never told this to anyone before, so for me, this is kinda a big deal."

I gave him a soft smile. "You know that you can tell me anything."

After a short pause, he began to speak. "I hate how comfortable I feel when I'm around you," he blurted out.

I let go of my grasp and looked at him dead in the eye with confusion. "Excuse me?" I asked, hurt. "What the hell is that supposed to mean? "

'What does he mean he hates how comfortable he feels around me?'

He let go of my waist and brought his arms behind him to hold himself up. "Look, let me explain," he said still unsure about telling me this.

"Please do," I said irritated. I narrowed my eyes and crossed my arms.

"Baby, don't be like that," he said uncrossing my arms and pulling me close to his body. "What I meant by 'I hated how comfortable I feel' is more of the fact that I don't know how to deal with it. The only person I have ever felt comfortable with was Hikaru. Being comfortable with someone other than my brother is odd and different for me," he said as he brushed my cheek with his fingers.

"I see how comfortable he is with Haruhi and I never could imagine feeling that way about someone other than him. For me, this is different and strange. I guess I'm saying that I hate that I can't figure out why I feel this way."

My heart sank when he said all this. I had known the twins for a little bit now, and I had never seen a relationship like theirs anywhere. It's heartwarming to see love like what the two of them show each other. But it wasn't the "love" they showed in front of their guests but it was real and true love that created a bond that only twins shared.

"Kaoru, I had no idea," I said quietly. I felt really bad for getting mad at him. "I'm sorry," I whispered, looking down at the comforter.

He put his fingers gently under my chin and lifted my head and met my eyes with his. "Don't worry about it. I probably would have been offended too if you said the same thing to me. It's just that I've always been so worried about my brother's happiness I never really stopped to think about my own; but thanks to you, I've found that happiness I've been searching for."

I bushed yet again. I guess playing the 'girl' in the twin's host relationship has paid off. He knows just the right things to say to make me feel awkward but comfortable every time I was at his side.

Kaoru let his hold go and laid down. He put both his hand behind his head and rested himself on a pillow. I followed and laid on my stomach on his chest. I put my hands under my chin and just looked at him.

He closed his eyes and just laid there. The sun came in through the widow above the bed. It had created a halo shape over his head, making him look like an angel. He looked more beautiful that I had ever seen him.

Kaoru was like my addictive drug, I always wanted more of him. I never want to leave his side; and with the new information of how he feels, I know now that I can never leave him - ever.

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My eyes opened slowly as I yawned. The blanket was fuzzy and warm but I also felt an arm that was wrapped snugly around my body. I turned back to see who it was.

Pale skin and tussled red hair, it was Kaoru. I had almost forgotten that we slept in the same bed last night. Our bodies fit perfectly together. With my back to his chest, I could feel his steady breathing and rhythmic heartbeat. I didn't want to interrupt this moment so I feel back asleep.

When I woke back up he had moved back bit. I turned around to face him. Even when he was sleeping, he was still so handsome.

His eyes fluttered open and he gave me a sweet smile.

"What a beautiful way to start the morning," he said as I couldn't help but stare into his deep golden eyes.

"What? Am I so beautiful that you can't look away?" he asked in a smug tone, startling me.

I blushed slightly as I turned my gaze away from his. "Kaoru, why do you have to be so mean?" I asked in a teasing hurt voice. I slightly smiled.

I turned around and begun to get out of bed. I threw off the blankets and sat myself up. As I started to stand, I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist preventing me from standing up.

"Please, don't go. You know I was only teasing," he begged.

He kept his hold tight but comfortable. I didn't want him to let go.

He adjusted himself so that he could slightly lean his body weight on me. He rested his chin on my bare shoulder. I felt his warm breath on my neck as he breathed softly.

I closed my eyes and let our breaths and heartbeats synchronize in perfect harmony. I wrapped my arms around his to let him know that I wasn't going to leave.

"What do you want to do today?" he asked so sweetly yet sexy that it sent a chill down my spine.

"Whatever you want to do," I replied trying to keep my voice from shaking. He had always made me nervous and even to this day I still couldn't figure out why.

"We could stay in bed all day if you want," he whispered as he started to slowly kiss my ear. His soft lips brushed gently against my ear, causing another chill to go down my spine. I felt a smile form on those perfect lips of his to show he knew he had me right where he wanted me.

He continued to kiss my ear and move down to my neck. His kisses were soft and sweet, leaving me wanting more.

I turned sideways so I could face him. I threw my legs over his leg as he readjusted us so we wouldn't fall off the bed.

I slung my arms around his neck as he wrapped his around my waist. He leaned his forehead on mine as I looked into his eyes again. He smiled and let out a small laugh.

"What?!" I asked laughing. My smile stayed strong but his laughed slightly worried me.

"I love how it seems like I can never take my eyes off of you. You're just so....... breathtaking."

I blushed again and looked away, but still keeping my arms around him. "You don't mean that."

"Of course I do. If I didn't, you think that we'd be here, like this, right now?" he asked sarcastically.

"I guess not," I said, laughing to myself, admitting defeat.

We sat there in complete, but not awkward, silence. "Can I tell you something?" he asked after a while, avoiding my gaze.

"Of course, you can tell me anything," I replied as I begun to give him an Eskimo kiss.

He sighed as he collected his thoughts. I could hear his breathing quicken. I slightly pulled away to look at him. His face didn't really change, but his eyes gave him away.

I couldn't tell what going on in his mind, but I knew that what he had to tell me was big.

"Look," he started as he swallowed. "I never told this to anyone before, so for me, this is kinda a big deal."

I gave him a soft smile. "You know that you can tell me anything."

After a short pause, he began to speak. "I hate how comfortable I feel when I'm around you," he blurted out.

I let go of my grasp and looked at him dead in the eye with confusion. "Excuse me?" I asked, hurt. "What the hell is that supposed to mean? "

'What does he mean he hates how comfortable he feels around me?'

He let go of my waist and brought his arms behind him to hold himself up. "Look, let me explain," he said still unsure about telling me this.

"Please do," I said irritated. I narrowed my eyes and crossed my arms.

"Baby, don't be like that," he said uncrossing my arms and pulling me close to his body. "What I meant by 'I hated how comfortable I feel' is more of the fact that I don't know how to deal with it. The only person I have ever felt comfortable with was Hikaru. Being comfortable with someone other than my brother is odd and different for me," he said as he brushed my cheek with his fingers.

"I see how comfortable he is with Haruhi and I never could imagine feeling that way about someone other than him. For me, this is different and strange. I guess I'm saying that I hate that I can't figure out why I feel this way."

My heart sank when he said all this. I had known the twins for a little bit now, and I had never seen a relationship like theirs anywhere. It's heartwarming to see love like what the two of them show each other. But it wasn't the "love" they showed in front of their guests but it was real and true love that created a bond that only twins shared.

"Kaoru, I had no idea," I said quietly. I felt really bad for getting mad at him. "I'm sorry," I whispered, looking down at the comforter.

He put his fingers gently under my chin and lifted my head and met my eyes with his. "Don't worry about it. I probably would have been offended too if you said the same thing to me. It's just that I've always been so worried about my brother's happiness I never really stopped to think about my own; but thanks to you, I've found that happiness I've been searching for."

I bushed yet again. I guess playing the 'girl' in the twin's host relationship has paid off. He knows just the right things to say to make me feel awkward but comfortable every time I was at his side.

Kaoru let his hold go and laid down. He put both his hand behind his head and rested himself on a pillow. I followed and laid on my stomach on his chest. I put my hands under my chin and just looked at him.

He closed his eyes and just laid there. The sun came in through the widow above the bed. It had created a halo shape over his head, making him look like an angel. He looked more beautiful that I had ever seen him.

Kaoru was like my addictive drug, I always wanted more of him. I never want to leave his side; and with the new information of how he feels, I know now that I can never leave him - ever.