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"Hey (Y/n)." You heard a very familiar voice said. You turned around and when you saw the familiar figure you smiled widely.

"Eren!" You said happily, running to hug your boyfriend. You felt him stiffened. He stayed like that for a second before warily wrapping his arms around you kissing your hair. He inhaled your scent smelling the sweet smell of your new shampoo you had bought earlier in the week. You pulled back and looked at him concern showing in your (e/c) eyes. "Are you alright Eren?" You asked him. He nodded.

"I'm fine. I came to tell you Captain Levi wants you in his office." He said smiling with a wary smile. You frowned. Eren was not acting like himself.

"Alright thanks." You put the rag down before leaving the stables with Eren. The walk was silent, which was unusual. You and Eren were always talking and joking with each other before Eren showered you with love and affection. "Eren are you sure you're alright?" You asked again.

"Y-Yea. I'm just stressed is all. Hanji's experiments are really getting to me." He said laughing nervously. You giggle.

"I would imagine. It must be tiring being her test subject all the time."

"Yea it is." The two of you continued the rest of the walk in silence much to your dislike. As you entered the training grounds however, you stopped. Eren kept walking before stopping several feet away from you. At this Mikasa and Armin quickly rushed to either side of him. The three looked at you and not only them. Surrounding the perimeter of the training grounds either on the ground, trees, or on top of HQ were members of the Survey Corps. You looked at them and saw your friends among them. Krista, Sasha, and Connie looked at you frightened. Ymir, Reiner, and Berthold looked at you with a neutral expression. Jean and Mikasa glared at you. Armin looked at you in disbelief. Erwin, Hanji, and Levi looked at you cautiously. Then there was Eren. You saw confusion, hurt, disbelief, and betrayal in his beautiful turquoise eyes.

"I-I don't understand. W-What's going on?" You asked looking at everybody confused.

"Don't play dumb!" Jean exclaimed making you look at him shocked.

"J-Jean. What...?"

"Cadet (Y/n) (L/n)." Erwin said making you look at him. "You are hereby detained as suspect of being the Graceful Titan." Your eyes widened.

"W-What?" You asked taken aback feeling betrayed. "You all believe that I'm the Graceful Titan?!"

"Stop acting innocent!" Jean exclaimed. "You are just as bad as that bitch Annie! You had us all fooled into thinking you were our friend! I bet you had to do with killing Marco didn't you?!"

"Shut up Jean! (Y/n) isn't the Graceful Titan! This just has to be a misunderstanding!" Eren yelled not wanting to believe his girlfriend was out to destroy humanity. "There's no way she could do something like this!"

"Eren's right! This is insane! Besides you have no proof!" You exclaimed.

"As a matter of fact, we do."

"What?" You asked looking at the commander.

"There were several eyewitnesses that saw you talking with Annie Leonhart in the Stohess District before we went to apprehend her. You told her of our plan and she was ready for us. You've been her accomplice all this time. You (Y/n) (L/n) are the Graceful Titan."

"That can't be true!" Eren said trying to defend you. "(Y/n) tell them it's not true." He said turning to you but when he saw you, his eyes widen. You wore an expression that you had never shown before. You were not smiling as you always did. You were not showing any signs of confusion or betrayal anymore. Your face was void of emotion.

"You all finally figured it out." You said looking down at the ground. Eren did not know if it was because of the shock but he could have sworn your voice held a sense of relief. You let out a breath. Eren watched your figure as you lifted your head. You held up your hands making everyone besides Eren and Armin lift up their blades. Instead of biting your hand like they were expecting you to, you held your hands out in front of you with your palms up. "You caught me red handed. I am indeed The Graceful Titan." You told them.

"Hm. You're not denying it anymore brat." Levi said. You chuckled.

"There's no point in doing so anymore."

"How dare you." Mikasa said glaring daggers at you. "How dare you trick Eren the way you did! You played him and made him believe you loved him! I'm going to kill you for doing this to him!"

"Mikasa stop!" Armin pleaded as Eren continued to look at you in a state of shock at your confession.

"No she's caused enough harm." You chuckled once more.

"That's right. I have haven't I? I've killed so many civilians and soldiers already. And now I've hurt all of you. I have caused a lot pain and suffering."

"(L/n) do you know the identities of the Colossal and Armored Titans?" Erwin asked you.

"What if I do? I wouldn't tell you anyway." You told him simply a small smirk on your face.

"(Y/n) please stop joking! (Y/n) please! This isn't funny!" Eren cried. "It's not true! This is a lie isn't it?!"

"No it isn't. This is reality. And truth is Eren, I never did love you." You told him making him cringe at your words. "You were just a piece in my game. You were of use to me and I took advantage of that."

"That's it! I'm going to tear you apart! I'm going kill you!" Mikasa said charging toward you as other soldiers did. You stayed in your position making no attempt to move.

"So this is the way things are going to go huh?" You smirked. "Well then. Two can play at that game." Just as their swords were about to tear off your head your eyes shined before you pulled out your own blades swiftly knocking back everyone circling you. Your movements were so fast no one knew what had happened until they were on the ground.

"S-She's so fast." Armin said his voice quivering.

"Fast or not I'm ending her!" Mikasa said charging at you once more. (A/N: For maximum effect play this song ) Before she got any closer you used the blade and cut your left arm. Yellow lighting struck down on you making everyone cover their eyes in an attempt to prevent dirt from hitting them. As the lighting cleared everyone saw your 15 meter titan body. Your body covered in skin, your (h/c) hair cascading down your shoulders, and your (e/c) orbs glowing. Your friends looked at you gritting their teeth as Mikasa continued to glare at you. Your eyes wavered before you took off running.

"Don't let her get away! She must know the identities of the Colossal and Armored Titan! We need her alive!" Erwin commanded the cadets. They did what they were told and rushed after you. The only one who stayed in place was Eren. He could not move. He watched your retreating figure not knowing what to do. "Jaeger you need to go after her." Erwin said standing in front of the boy.

"I-I can't... she... she..."

"She's the enemy now. She confessed and we need to capture her. Go now."

"B-But Commander..." Erwin placed a hand on the boy's shoulder making the brunette look up at him.

"She's killed many people Jaeger. Many innocent people. I know you loved her, but for her, you were just a way to get information." Eren looked at him before looking where you took off. He nodded his head. Erwin was right. You had played everyone with your sweet innocent facade. He thought back to all the memories he had with you. It was all a lie. You never loved him. He gritted his teeth. He was going to get you and find out what was really going on. Determinedly he bit his hand before his own titan emerged.

  You had gotten rid of the cadets following you and were running off to a secret location. You didn't kill them but made it so that they wouldn't be able to follow you even if they tried. You being in Survey Corps knew about Hanji's traps and you avoided them with ease. Just as you felt you could get away you sensed someone gaining on you and you knew that presence so well.

So he came after me. You thought to yourself. You were then suddenly kicked in the back sending you through a number of trees. When you stopped, you quickly put your hands up and stopped Eren as he was about to pounce on you.

Why is she going this?! Eren thought to himself as he looked at you as the two of you tried pushing the other away with your hands.

I wouldn't expect him to understand anything. You let out a roar as you kicked him the stomach sending him flying back. You rushed toward him and punched him across his jaw before he could recover. Eren fell to the ground but as he fell he pulled your ankle making you fall over with him.

How long was she lying to us for?! Before you could attack he grabbed you by your hair and pulled it strongly making you roar out in pain. You dug your sharp nails into his hand and managed to tear his right hand off making him quickly pull back yelling in pain. Was everything we went through a lie?!

Flashback

"Eren?" You said looking at the brunette. It was getting late and you were about to head off to bed when you stumbled upon the titan-shifter in the courtyard. Said person turned back to face you and smiled at seeing it was you.

"(Y/n)." You walked over to him and he wrapped his arm around your shoulder making you cuddle up against his chest. "What are you doing out here?"

"I should be the one asking you that." You said chuckling. "Aren't you supposed to be under Captain Levi's 24 hour surveillance?" He shrugged.

"I needed some time to think."

"About what?"

"We have the upcoming expedition and... and I know there will be causalities. I'm thinking about Mikasa, Armin, our friends, and most of all you. I-I don't want to lose you." He said hugging you close to him. You hugged him back.

"You won't lose me." You assured him rubbing his back comfortingly.

"(Y/n) you have to promise me something." Eren said pulling back looking at your (e/c) eyes. You tilted your head.

"What?"

"You have to promise that after this war is over... you have to promise to be alive so that we can live the rest of our lives together." You looked him before a smile graced your lips. You kissed him sweetly before hugging him.

"I promise."

End of Flashback

I'm a warrior not a solider. Why did he have to make this difficult?! The two of you continued to throw hits at each other your limbs being torn off in the process.

She must have a reason! I don't want to believe she kills people because she wants to!

  This wasn't supposed to happen! It wasn't supposed to turn out like this!

Flashback

"(Y/n)." You looked up at the blonde. The both of you were outside talking on top of one of the roofs of the buildings. You had just returned from the 57th expedition and had come to see Annie. Everyone started to grow suspicious of the identity of the female titan and you knew Armin had an idea of who it was and because of that you had come to warn Annie.

"Hmm?"

"What are you thinking about?" You sighed looking down.

"We're monsters." She said nothing and looked straight ahead. Her blue eyes having a hint of sadness remembering the number of people she killed during the expedition.

"We do what we have to do." She said simply after a minute of silence. You hugged your knees close to you.

"Sometimes I wish we never had this ability. It just makes our lives harder. We live in a lie."

"You became close to everyone." She noted. You scoffed.

"Yea right."

"How are you handling things with Eren? I didn't capture him like I wanted." She said changing the subject.

"He loves me. It all went according to plan. Even so, you already know he will never join us."

"You have to try."

"I think they'll be able to get the job done better." You said talking about your friends, the Colossal and Armored Titans.

"They'll handle things if you can't convince Eren. He cares about you so maybe he will decide to join us."

"I doubt it." The two stayed like that in silence.

"You love him?"

"W-What?!"

"You said Eren loves you. How about you? Do you love him?" Annie asked again.

End of Flashback

Eren tackled you seeing you distracted. You had lost both your arms so you couldn't pry him off of you. Tears welled up in your eyes as you remembered that conversation with Annie and several others you had with the other Titan-Shifters. Memories you had with your fellow cadets and Eren flashed through your mind. You heard the screams and cries from people when you first appeared with the Colossal and Armored Titan during the fall of Shiganshina. Their cries as they saw their loved ones being devoured.

  You were alone for as long as you could remember. The only people that helped you get through your loneliness was Annie, The Colossal, and The Armored. Without them you wouldn't even be alive. Then, you joined the military and you had met so many great people.

  You did not fight back as the brown haired titan shifter hovered above you. Eren roared one final time before digging his teeth into the nape of your neck removing the skin allowing your human form to emerge. Eren's eyes widened when they saw tears cascading down your eyes. Your face was scrunched up in pain and sadness. He saw the agony you were in and felt his heart drop at the sight. You were the enemy and yet he could not bring himself to hate you. He watched you. Why were you crying? Why? He did not understand. Was he right? Was everyone else mistaken? Were you not a heartless killer? He remembered Annie crying as well. What were your reasons for doing what you did? (A/n: End music)

"Capture her now!" Erwin ordered. All cadets did what was asked and rushed toward you. They did not make the mistake they did with Annie and made sure to remove any jewelry you had on. They put your hands in handcuffs as others tied a cloth around your mouth. While the cadets did that Levi cut the nape of Eren's titan form making the brunette emerge as well. Mikasa and Armin rushed toward him and helped him stand seeing he was exhausted from fighting you.

"Eren are you alright?" Mikasa asked worriedly. Eren nodded before looking at you. A handful of cadets were holding you up as they started taking to back to HQ. Your once usually combed hair was now a mess. You did not look like the person Eren knew. You lifted your head but as soon as you did your (e/c) orbs met his turquoise ones. You looked down quickly and turned your head as they continued dragging you away.

*****

It has been about a week since your identity was revealed. Since that day, you were brought to the same location Annie was being held except you were in a different room. You had chains on both your arms and legs but that did not bother you. After everything you had done this was the least they could do. You wanted them to kill you but you knew that would not happen at seeing you had valuable information. You heard the sound of the cell being open but you did not bother to look up. You already knew it was either Erwin, Levi, or Hanji coming to get information out of you. But instead of hearing either of their voices you heard one that you thought you would never hear again.

"(Y/n)." You lowered your head more than it already was. You heard Eren sigh. "(Y/n) can you look at me. Please?" You said nothing. "So the Commander was right. You aren't talking." He was right. Since the moment they brought you in here you had refused to talk. Eren crouched down in front of you and gently lifted your face to look at his. But before your eyes could meet his you quickly hid your face again. Eren frowned. "(Y/n) please, I just want to talk to you." Nothing. "Alright. If you don't want to talk than at least listen to me." He paused before he continued talking. "I don't want to believe all those times we spent together were a lie. I don't want to believe you're a heartless killer. I don't think you're like those titans who kill because they enjoy it. I know you are still the sweet caring girl I fell in love with. I know you don't want to kill innocent people because if you did you wouldn't cry afterwards. So I need you to tell me (Y/n) who is making you do this?" He asked. However, you remained silent. "What about the Armored and Colossal? Why won't you just tell us who they are?" Silence. "(Y/n) your silence is killing me. Please talk to me. I want to understand. Let me understand. I know deep inside you didn't want to do anything you did. I know you feel regret." You still said nothing but Eren managed to see as a teardrop fell onto the ground. Eren looked at you sadly. "I'm going to find out who made you do this. I'm going to find out who made you suffer this burden because I... I still love you (Y/n), even if you never did." Eren said kissing your forehead. He got up and looked at you once more before leaving your cell. Once you were sure he was gone, you began sobbing.

"It wasn't a lie." You finally spoke as tears continued to roll down your cheeks. "All of those times we spent together... weren't a lie."

Continued Flashback

You looked at Annie before looking at the sunset in front of you. A small smile graced your features as you answered her question.

"Yea. I love him too."

Just wrote a sequel for this story so please go check it out ^_^ Lies (Eren x Titan Shifter!Reader) Sequel