HOME | DD

Description
Funny story, i hate myself for ever coming up with Jellia, don't get me wrong, i love drawing Jellia, i wouldnt draw her if i didnt, but this is a direction i never intended my art to go, i look back to what i used to draw, what this gallery was, and then to what i draw now, to things like lovely "little" Jellia and i cant help but wonder "where did i go wrong? when did i become this person?" i just can feel millions of faceless people judging me because i let my mind deteriorate to the point where this kind of character became something acceptable to my eyes.

And i wonder, can i redeem myself? is it possible to turn back to what i was? No, there is not. I have gone bad. no turning back. i screwed up. Im disgusting.

But hey, feels nice to draw Jellia. If even for a moment.

Description
Funny story, i hate myself for ever coming up with Jellia, don't get me wrong, i love drawing Jellia, i wouldnt draw her if i didnt, but this is a direction i never intended my art to go, i look back to what i used to draw, what this gallery was, and then to what i draw now, to things like lovely "little" Jellia and i cant help but wonder "where did i go wrong? when did i become this person?" i just can feel millions of faceless people judging me because i let my mind deteriorate to the point where this kind of character became something acceptable to my eyes.

And i wonder, can i redeem myself? is it possible to turn back to what i was? No, there is not. I have gone bad. no turning back. i screwed up. Im disgusting.

But hey, feels nice to draw Jellia. If even for a moment.