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GorillazLover — You Are My Sunshine
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-_-' DA...Role Play:
= Gerard
= Frank
Gerard shook his head and kissed Frank's cheek, rubbing his stomach gently before smiling and moving down to kiss it slowly. He rested his mouth against his lover's swollen stomach and started to sing.
"You are my sunshine... My only sunshine.."
Frank gazed down at Gerard, showing a light smile as the man bonded with his unborn child. He’d never known that Gerard had such a nice singing voice, and he listened to the words being sung in silence.
Sure, he was never one to find emotional moments to be too wonderful, but, with Gerard, that was different. They’d been through so much.
Gerard closed his eyes and kept singing.
"You make me happy…When skies are grey...You'll never know, dear... How much I love you.."
At this he looked up at Frank.
"Please don't take... My sunshine away.."
He closed his eyes again and, after he’d fell silent, he laughed when the baby started kicking.
Frank smiled lightly, reaching down to weave his fingers through Gerard’s hair as he gazed downward.
“I won’t, baby…” he promised quietly, then trailed his hand down to very lightly stroke his lover’s cheek.
“She’s ours…She’s not going anywhere.”
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Yeaaaah...About a half a week later, Frank miscarries the baby.
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Comments: 89
Hm? Sorry, I don't understand. :c Thanks for the favorite, though!
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I was looking at this picture again, and I just now decided to read the part at the bottom, haha....
I about died when I read the last sentence. DX So sadddd.
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D: Yeaaah. It was a pretty tragic role-play!
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Wow. Back in '08 I used to visit your artwork alot cause of how absolutley stunning you drew. I couldn't leave a comment though because I didn't have an account back then, and I didn't really see the need for creating one since I didn't think I'd ever use it. But anyways, I especially loved your frerard mpreg works and the stories you'd put behind it - back when I was totally MCR crazed, of course. I kinda fell out though, I hate to admit - but yeah. I felt the need to comment at least even though I think the praise is long over due ^^' This drawing in particular is my favorite since it used to always put me to tears...it still does in a way cause you can really feel the emotion. I remember I once wrote a fanfic based on this picture haha. But yeah, I'm rambling now. <3 Much love.
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Aww, thank you so much! I love hearing that you've been viewing my work for so long now. It really means a lot. :3
As you can probably tell by the most recent submissions to my gallery, I kind of wandered away from drawing MCR so much, too. ^^' I guess we all change over time, yeah?
But the emotion that you expressed in your comment really had me smiling. :3 The picture was for an RP that I did forever ago. My partner and I had a really awesome time with the plot; I completely adore mpreg. even to this day. <3 Pregnancy is just such an emotional and beautiful experience. There's something about two lovers bringing a new life into this world that has always tugged at my heart. ^^
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Well you're very much welcome! ^^
Hmm, true. I'm definatley going to buy their new album when it comes out, though. I still find them very much inspiring..but that thrill I once had when reading a fanfic or something has vanished some what.
Mpreg really is amazing cause it totally strays from normal boundries and such, and yet it's still as equaly beautiful as it would be if it were a woman. I agree with you, the whole thrill of you and your loved ones' creation being brought into this world is something else. I love the whole process of feeling a living being grow inside you, maturing and becoming a newborn.
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I agree. ^^ Although I am re-reading this one amazing story called The Dove Keeper. I mean, it was good as a piece of literature, and it's refreshing to take a step back and look at it as such, rather than having a predetermined image of these people in my head. :3
I never read much fanfiction, though. I was more of a role-player. I absolutely love writing. <3 However, at the moment I'm not doing any fandom RPs. I've been wanting to do a Kuroshitsuji or another Death Note one for a while, but my partner isn't up for it. XD At the moment, we're playing two OCs.
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^^. Oh, I'll have to check it out! :3
I absolutley love fanfiction. I love to read, and
I especially love to read about people I love XD
Role-playing sure is fun. Especially when you have
a buddy to do it with! ^^ That's great that you love
to write! I've always admired writers, haha XD
Oh that sounds like fun! I'm currently doing a
Death Note RP with my buddy.
OCs? That's cool! I don't have that much imagination
to create a character, that's part of the reason why
I stick to fandoms and such XD
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It's very good! Very inspirational story. :3 Frank is a 17-year-old trying to figure life out, and Gerard is a 47-year-old artist. It's amazing. <3 It's probably one of the few stories out there that really has touched my heart.
I've been role-playing now for four years, and I've only been able to stick with two partners, really. It makes me sad that so many partners end up abandoning the RP, or end up being...not as good as I initially thought they would be ^^', but stuff happens. (shrug)
My favorite couples to play at the moment are... Matt/Mello, Light/Mello, and Tom/Bill (from the band Tokio Hotel). I'd love to try a Claude/Alois or Ciel/Alios sometime, but I doubt it's going to happen. xD I'd also love to try a Light/L sometime as well.
OCs are difficult to create! I mean, it's hard to find a personality that is...dynamic enough, and stick with it. xD
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I'll definatley check it out! ^^
Wow! That's a long time O: Do you visit specific
websites to RP?
Since it's only my friend and I that role-play we ususally
just do it on messenger haha x3
We usually do Light/L, Matt/Mello, BB/L, Alois/Ciel,
and Sebastian/Ciel.
Wow! O: and then creating the image must be a pain aswell..?
or no?
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I use AIM, actually. :3 We RP in paragraph format, third person. I used to RP on MSN when I was a little younger, but gradually we just switched to AIM for some reason. ^^'
I actually like all of those pairings! XD I would think one would have a hard time portraying one of the butlers, though. Is that true? I mean, Sebastian's character itself isn't too...elaborate. He's kind of ABSOLUTELYPERFECT. The conflict between loving Ciel and wanting his soul would be an interesting one to play, however...
Actually, creating a character's visual image is not difficult at all. :3 I often create characters for fashion/gesture sketches -it's the emotional aspect that is most challenging. The character I am playing at the moment is Hiroki Nakamura: [link] He's an underaged prostitute, saving up money for something he keeps a secret (haven't decided what yet XD Shhh). It's hard to get into his character, because I'm basically working off of nothing. Getting into the mindset of a character that you invented, and making him realistic, is harder than creating the image. :3
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Oh wow! Well that's something!
My friend isn't much of a writer and I acutally just
recently got into Role-Playing, so we do the simlistic
first person phrases as to paragraph format in third person..
but wow that sounds a hell of a lot funner! O:
Well, I wouldn't really know since I RP Ciel and mah buddy
is the one who does Sebastian, though she does just fine ^^
haha. It really is quite interesting.
Definatley one hell of a relationship XD
Wow he looks awsome! Oh, well that makes sence :3
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It is so much funner! I find that the first-person goes by a little too fast. You know? I don't have as much time to think out the actions and dialogue if posts are coming that rapidly.
Also... I love descriptive writing. >_> <_< nee. I can go on for a whole page, just setting the perfect mood for a scene.
I can't decide if Sebastian's character is too...predictable or not. I mean, he's definitely one fine hunk of eye-candy, but he's kind of...ALWAYS the hero? I don't know. His weakness for cats is totally irresistible, though!
And I love that joke so much XD
Thanks! :3 He's pretty much just a typical Japanese boy. ^^ I mean, I try to keep character design fairly basic. I'm not going to give him neon-colored hair and crazyass eyes, so it's not too difficult to cover that part. ^^
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It really does. I think I'll try it out! ^^
Aha, well you can always expect him to save Ciels ass
when he becomes the damsil in distress xD Oh dear! I just
love how his whole world freezes when he sees those cute
widdle paws and noses! =^.^=
You're welcome! :3 Aha, I see xD
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Good luck! I hope that you enjoy it as much as I have over the years. :3
And you can. :3 Ciel is his little princess, after all! Let's just hope Sebastian never has to face off against some kind of cat villain -I don't think he'd have the heart for it! XD
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I believe I will, thank you! x3
Aha, that reminds me of a Grell/Sebby pic I stumbled across
where Grell was all neko'd out and going "Sebas-chan~!" and
Sebastian was just like, (...Grell...but...kitty...O//O')
I think it's safe to say what happened XD
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I believe I will, thank you! x3
Aha, that reminds me of a Grell/Sebby pic I stumbled across
where Grell was all neko'd out and going "Sebas-chan~!" and
Sebastian was just like, (...Grell...but...kitty...O//O')
I think it's safe to say what happened XD
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If you ever want to try out an RP with me, just contact me, and I'll give you my AIM. ^^ I'm sorely lacking in partners. I have one amazing, very much active one who is my best friend in real life, but she goes to sleep much earlier than I do, and we also keep having to drop RPs because I get cravings for other pairings. xD
Ohhh, that sounds cute. XD And very sexy! I can imagine that poor Sebastian was very much conflicted by his tasty little kitty Grell. ;3
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Oh, of course! Though I don't think I'm any good ^^'
My friend and I ususally stay up almost all night
to get some parts done. Though I don't really enjoy
this current RP since it's so cliche, and I want to
try something AU as more of a challenge XD
Aha, yes very conflicted ;D Poor, poor Sebby, what
Grell has planned for you...
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If you would like to RP, just add me on AIM. I am GorillazxLover. :3 Send an IM my way! I am in suuuuch the Death Note mood, and I just talked to my partner about it, and she's not in the mood to play Light. Of course, this makes me very sad. XD AU would be fun for Death Note, too. ;3 We'll discuss it more if we are going to do it.
Grell is going to make Sebastian stroke him 'til his arm hurts. >:3
...oh my.
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I will! ^^ I just have to get myself an AIM account
real quick haha. Oh yes, AU with Death Note would be bomb! XD
Oh my, such images make my mind fluffy inside! x3
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You don't have to download the messenger, actually, in order to use it. :3 You could use Meebo.com instead, if you would like! I'd love to be able to start this RP. <3 I'm in an extreme Death Note mood! xD
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Um...how exactly do I IM you? I've been trying
to figure it out haha ^^'
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Oh! I'm so sorry about the slow response. What is your AIM? I'll IM you. ^^'
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It is saying you're offline... But if you want to try and IM, then go to MENU, NEW IM, and then send an IM to GorillazxLover.
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Are you up for a challange? If so, I will give you part of a story line and you will make a pic of it. Pick yes or no
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It depends on the couple. :c I don't draw Frerard anymore.
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Its not a couple its a sad suicide scene it has no blood in it though I'll give you the story line if you want its like hard to do if you don't know the story lol yur awesome!!!! Btw I'm emohidanfan this is my new acount
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Um... Sad suicide scenes aren't really my cup of tea anymore, but you can tell me what you want me to draw, and I'll consider it!
And why did you get a new account? Did you forget your password?
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No, I just didn't like the username xD well.... Here's the story! I won't be disipointed if you don't do the pic though...
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Mikey cried out into Rays shoulder, screaming loudly. His body was shaking violently as his band mate tried to calm him down as he himself was trying to differ dreams from reality. Frank was practicaly going insane, running up and down the hallway holding his head as if they were doing a bomb drill at school. Bob was talking to the paramedics adout the 'incedent'.
"Were there any warnings to the suicide?" Asked the paramedic.
"N-n-no.. N-not t-that I k-know of." Bob stuttered, saddness overcoming his body. The paramedic looked over to his right, as if to reasure himself that what had happened was real.
"He said he q-quit!! He promised h-he would never d-do pills again!!!" Screamed Mikey. On the floor of the bathroom lied Gerard Arthur Way, cold and limp, a bottle of roxiconde in his hand, pills spread across the floor. A calm expression overtook his face before slowly and thankfuly unpainfuly dying. There was a small note saying that his reason was pure depression as his wife Lyn-z left him and that he also had no custudy rights to ever she his daughter untill around the age of 16. He undoubtfuly said that it was good for the rest of the band and that he didn't want to bring the rest of them down with him.
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Well that's the story!! The short, sad and sucky story....... I'm sorry it sucks so bad, I meant to right better.
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It's fine, but, again, suicide pics aren't really my thing. :c I wish you the best of luck in finding someone for the illustration, though! <3
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Idk what your saying. I'm not being rude but are you doing it or not? I have an illustration person already.....
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Oh, no, I'm not doing it. Sorry.
What I was trying to say is I don't like drawing things like death and suicide. To me, it's just...eh. Unnecessary. But I'm glad that you found someone to do it!
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(thrashes as well) BECAUSEEEEEE!
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I have to say that this is my favorite drawing in all Deviant ART and I´m not jocking
I love a lot this!!!
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Awww! How sweet! Thank you so much! :3
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A pleassure, I don´t know how can you do this, but now I´m one of your best fans
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=3 Sweet! Well, I'm glad. Thank you for your dedication!
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