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Haidee — complex complications
Published: 2004-10-05 02:59:08 +0000 UTC; Views: 185; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description Confusion. Complicated direction. Lifes momentum taking me where? Love or Love(?). forever or instinct. Uncertain destinations. Validation of (complex) relationships in question. Running in circles of life, of rings and what they mean. Infinite numbers of impossible non-solutions. Keeping me here. Beneficiaries of my heated heart. Multifaceted analysis of emotions and passion. Effortlessly I have again thrust myself into a Byzantine existence. What was once undemanding has become discontented. A verification of dependence. Exasperating intelligence of a situation unknown. Yet the compound assessment delivered to the bare truth, unrealized. Once a fixation on what is genuine is now a fascination of all things synthetic. A convict of fate immersing me into the contradiction of life that has an impetus to possible destruction. Apathy threatens to obliterate my sanity. Indecision clouds my mind. Endangering the fragile symmetry of companionship and love.
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Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-16 22:11:08 +0000 UTC]

Apathy threatens to obliterate my sanity. Indecision clouds my mind. Endangering the fragile symmetry of companionship and love.

lovely.

oh and hello, i am a friend of your siblings. a very close one of emi's and jay calls me his sister. lol. how are you? i here of you often.

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Haidee In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-17 21:53:54 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the lovely comments. yes j and m have mentioned you as well. they live musch to far away ^_^

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Haidee In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-17 21:53:32 +0000 UTC]

thank you for the lovely comments. yes j and m have mentioned you as well. they live musch to far away ^_^

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Broken-Paper-Doll In reply to Haidee [2004-10-18 20:06:02 +0000 UTC]

yeas. emi talks of how she wishes you could live closer... she looks up to you.

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Haidee In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-19 04:07:46 +0000 UTC]

aww. i love my sissy

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Broken-Paper-Doll In reply to Haidee [2004-10-20 18:33:52 +0000 UTC]

yes, things aren't too good at home with them. she really needs her friends, and i bet she would want you too.

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Haidee In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-21 03:06:53 +0000 UTC]

mom can be tough, but i love her for it. i wouldnt be a strong as i am if it were not for her. i am working slowly on my fiance' for us to move out there. maybe someday. if not emi and j, when they are old enough, can always stay with me if they wanted to move back to cali.

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Broken-Paper-Doll In reply to Haidee [2004-10-21 18:54:41 +0000 UTC]

you should tell THEM that.

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Broken-Paper-Doll In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-27 18:39:32 +0000 UTC]

i 'm not sure.... bleh..... sorry i'm barely ever on so i dont get to check my message centre too often.

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Haidee In reply to Broken-Paper-Doll [2004-10-23 16:02:38 +0000 UTC]

what they dont know?

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