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Published: 2016-12-29 23:48:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 808; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 2
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Description hey guess what it's time for me to share unnecessary personal info on the internet!!!!!!! 

idk whether i said this on here before but !! im sorry if i post dumb scribbly vent art like this. u see this style n its bc im nervous 
not sure if anyone else gets this but i hav rly bad emetophobia but only in relation to me, myself, throwing up (like...i can see it on TV but it does make me uncomfortable) and i get a LOT of anxiety from this phobia. a few years back (...6 years???) when i first '''''developed''''' it it was super bad and i would lose sleep over it and not be able to pay attention in class but since then ive gotten a fair bit better. but recently this winter break it's been really bad and it's been occupying my thoughts almost constantly for the last week !! good times that anxiety feel where ur chest ain't big enough to breathe properly!! my mouth tastes nastie and each time i eat i feel kinda gross afterwards but i kno i'm not actually ill im just dumb 

writing that out might make it sound worse than it is??? which always seems to happen when i tell/write it down but like. sometimes it makes me wanna fuckin die!!! i hate it!! anyways dw bout it tho!! this is just venting i don't expect any solutions :0 ! 

ANWYAYS i might delete that all later

I HOPE U GUYS had a rly good christmas/holidays/winter break!! regardless of this emeto w/e i've actually had a really enjoyable christmas!! 

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Comments: 4

sighthounds [2016-12-30 09:24:27 +0000 UTC]

dunno if this is of any use but I found that taking antacid/chalk tablets really helped - even if it was kinda a placebo thing, it can definitely help to actually ease your mind!

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Vukaesin [2016-12-30 06:31:28 +0000 UTC]

my girlfriend has the same phobia, i know some tips for helping her calm down when shes having a particularly bad time with it. i don't mean to overstep but if youd ever want to hear them feel free to note me! it sucks though, seeing how badly it affects her i would wish it on anyone :c

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scowle [2016-12-30 01:35:46 +0000 UTC]

Hnng I am also here if you ever need a distraction I have no life so lol I reply to notes like instantly ccccccc: I hope it continues to get easier for you<33

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pose-y [2016-12-30 00:25:25 +0000 UTC]

B E B IF U EVER NEED TO TALK OR VENT AT ME U ARE ALWAYS ABLE TO OFC!!!!!!! AND IF THERE'S ANYTHING I COULD DO TO EVER HELP OR DISTRACT U LEMME KNOW!!!!! ID KICK ITS ASS FOR U IF I COULD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:0

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