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Published: 2020-12-21 19:30:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 47; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Ever since this fight startedI have fought it alone
I have survived with others
But this battle is my own
It's lasted for so long
It evolved into a war
Fighting for so many years
Since the age of four
Scars beneath the skin
Bruises never leaving my mind
The pain lingers relentless
I'm lost and not worth the find
A stain forever left
On the canvas that is my soul
I search for a way out
Sticking around wasn't the goal
In past lives a warrior
Many paths I was free
Now enslaved and aware
These shackles so few see
This one lifetime tailored to me
My special little corner of hell
So many had insisted
That I come out of my shell
Yet the more I show
The worse things become
Will there ever be any hope
Or am I too far gone
The demon that haunts me
My torment it's creator
No longer in hibernation
Awoken by my despairing anger
It wields a weapon of memory
Buried and heavily repressed
I alone may never defeat it
Too exhausted and mentally stressed
So as I grow weaker
Unable to continue the fight
I begin rebuilding my shell
But first I must disappear from sight
My company hardly wanted
I was merely a joke
My discomfort entertainment
As the rage they tried to invoke
I wasn't even needed
Unless to clean their mess
If there ever was talent
Discarded as none could care less
Even as I prepare to leave
Blood leaking down my chest
I try to repair this hole
I wish for just one night of easy rest
