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The world is just so bitter,
So harsh and oh-so cruel
Everyone, everywhere
Treats me as a fool

I don't know where I'm going
And I don't know where I'm at
I think I'll slip my shell on,
Close my eyes, and then retract

We can sleep forever
And we'll never have to leave
Don't you leave me here alone
Don't you dare leave me

My soul has left my body,
My heartbeat has escaped
I'm broken, bruised, and bloody,
Left here to suffer fate

You careless, arrogant asshole!
I love your pained remorse
You always seem to prove me wrong
When I think it can't get worse

Your pain makes me feel better;
It's one thing that I live for
It reminds me that there's something
That brings ecstasy to my core

The only thing that could be better
Would be your depressed tears
If so, we would be ever for
The many I shed, dear

I just realized I don't love
Your tears, remorse, and pain
I remember how we used to
Smile when it rained

We would text each other
Any time we got the chance
We gave each other butterflies,
You put me in your trance

You always made me blush
And feel invincible
Even though I denied it,
You called beautiful

I can't believe I let you go,
I made a big mistake
I can't go back in time,
And now I feel your hate

We loved each other truly,
But our love did not last long
All this time, I notice,
I had been so wrong

This is my entire fault,
I'm an over-emotional bitch
I never noticed what I had,
I took you for granted

But when I try to tell you
Just how wrong I know I am,
You push away apologies
And hate me as I am

This is so unfair,
I just want a fresh, new start
Can't you give me one more chance?
I'll try not to break your heart

Did you ever even love me?
It doesn't feel like so…
But I don't even blame you
Because I hit so low

But wait, did I
Forget to mention
There's another number
In this equation

Another chemical
In this mixture,
Another guy
My nightmares picture

I don't know much about him;
He's quite a mystery
Whenever he's in the room,
He's theonly one I see

He's quiet in my suight,
And seems kinda sweet
Despite what my ex says,
He's the guy I want to meet

Confusion's setting in
And I'm feeling quite conflicted
The comfort I once felt felt
Has now been evicted

In its placestands pain;
I've taken a heavy toll
In my heart, this aching feeling
Cannot be controlled

choices, choices, my dear;
So, a choice i need to make-
A love now lost, a love never had,
A smile I have to fake

Do I run back to his arms
Where I am unwanted?
Where there's lies, deciet, and tears
And every day is haunted?

Or do I run
To untreaded ground
Where I am uinvisible?
In his eyes, I'm never found

But still, a flame of hope
ignites my burning heart,
For a bright and blazing fire
Can start with just a spark

So, I took a chance
And I took a shot
For one last oppurtunity,
And that is what I got

To be just friends,
I admit, is hard
But you've patched up my heart
And I've let down my guard

The butterflies came back,
Bringing with them bliss
But you tore out my heart
Now, you, I do not miss

Back up and think
What you've done to me;
Do you see the reason
I "act so depressing"?

I'm moving on
And walking away;
The thought of you disgusts me,
and there's nothing more to say

However, in your absense,
Again, I like that guy-
Whenever I see his face,
I just want to die

But he will never like me,
So I just might give up
And try to live my life
And not be corrupt

Description
The world is just so bitter,
So harsh and oh-so cruel
Everyone, everywhere
Treats me as a fool

I don't know where I'm going
And I don't know where I'm at
I think I'll slip my shell on,
Close my eyes, and then retract

We can sleep forever
And we'll never have to leave
Don't you leave me here alone
Don't you dare leave me

My soul has left my body,
My heartbeat has escaped
I'm broken, bruised, and bloody,
Left here to suffer fate

You careless, arrogant asshole!
I love your pained remorse
You always seem to prove me wrong
When I think it can't get worse

Your pain makes me feel better;
It's one thing that I live for
It reminds me that there's something
That brings ecstasy to my core

The only thing that could be better
Would be your depressed tears
If so, we would be ever for
The many I shed, dear

I just realized I don't love
Your tears, remorse, and pain
I remember how we used to
Smile when it rained

We would text each other
Any time we got the chance
We gave each other butterflies,
You put me in your trance

You always made me blush
And feel invincible
Even though I denied it,
You called beautiful

I can't believe I let you go,
I made a big mistake
I can't go back in time,
And now I feel your hate

We loved each other truly,
But our love did not last long
All this time, I notice,
I had been so wrong

This is my entire fault,
I'm an over-emotional bitch
I never noticed what I had,
I took you for granted

But when I try to tell you
Just how wrong I know I am,
You push away apologies
And hate me as I am

This is so unfair,
I just want a fresh, new start
Can't you give me one more chance?
I'll try not to break your heart

Did you ever even love me?
It doesn't feel like so…
But I don't even blame you
Because I hit so low

But wait, did I
Forget to mention
There's another number
In this equation

Another chemical
In this mixture,
Another guy
My nightmares picture

I don't know much about him;
He's quite a mystery
Whenever he's in the room,
He's theonly one I see

He's quiet in my suight,
And seems kinda sweet
Despite what my ex says,
He's the guy I want to meet

Confusion's setting in
And I'm feeling quite conflicted
The comfort I once felt felt
Has now been evicted

In its placestands pain;
I've taken a heavy toll
In my heart, this aching feeling
Cannot be controlled

choices, choices, my dear;
So, a choice i need to make-
A love now lost, a love never had,
A smile I have to fake

Do I run back to his arms
Where I am unwanted?
Where there's lies, deciet, and tears
And every day is haunted?

Or do I run
To untreaded ground
Where I am uinvisible?
In his eyes, I'm never found

But still, a flame of hope
ignites my burning heart,
For a bright and blazing fire
Can start with just a spark

So, I took a chance
And I took a shot
For one last oppurtunity,
And that is what I got

To be just friends,
I admit, is hard
But you've patched up my heart
And I've let down my guard

The butterflies came back,
Bringing with them bliss
But you tore out my heart
Now, you, I do not miss

Back up and think
What you've done to me;
Do you see the reason
I "act so depressing"?

I'm moving on
And walking away;
The thought of you disgusts me,
and there's nothing more to say

However, in your absense,
Again, I like that guy-
Whenever I see his face,
I just want to die

But he will never like me,
So I just might give up
And try to live my life
And not be corrupt